Haish forced myself to fall asleep yesterday it was so hard it reminded me how much I dont like sleeping
Kept waking up every few hours but still tired so like why did u wake me up u brAIN but fine
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14.47pm
Why am I down again I thought I was climbing up the happiness and wellbeing ladder and suddenly im finding myself back at square one
Oh well
Being patient is the only thing that can help me now
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17.02pm
Did I ever mention how I never used to have cravings for food like I will feel like eating whatever food is in front of me (means if no food then I dont feel like eating- how easy)
But today just today I wanted some sort of rice with soup and mama bought some on her way back from class (i was looking at grabfood but she called and was like What do u wanna eat like kebab, rice with soup, noodles; like what are the odds my exact craving is in the list)
She actually asked if I wanted to go vivo but I can already guess it'd be super crowded whatmore with father's day
And then ok she bought it, it's still in the kitchen now I havent touched it and now I want Japanese curry.
To be fair ive been craving it for quite long now lolll I think since monster planet announced its existence
But also watching judy's vlogs and they always eat it and I get reminded of secondary school recess because it's what I eat almost everyday
The next time I go to ntuc I will look for the stocks
Haish
Ok im not even hungry but the thought of soup is so delicious right now
I feel like I can fall asleep too though I havent been taking naps the past 2 weeks it's straight up proper sleep
Still feeling a bit down but judy's vlogs are cheering me up baby leah is too much (of course ballingers whenever they post)
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20.52pm
Feeling like a Hike tomorrow morning but im probably starting a new job scope, idk, no way of telling so I shant have hope for now
Also it's raining and tonight I wont force myself to sleep even though it's good for me lol I do what I want ok me this whole time my sleep schedule has been so good not due to forcation anyways
(after typing all these im tired already hahahah)
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22.55pm
Tis the latest im awake in many days
Cmon man let me go back to 8pm bedtimes