Friday, June 11, 2021

02.42am

Whoa seems like im proper exhausted today for no reason
Slept almost 12 hours cause everytime I wake up and scroll my phone I fall back asleep
I thought it was like 8am now but hahahaha
Okayy
Also I know conjuring reviews are bad (we all expected it since james wan freakin moved to superheroes hello mr come back where u belong) but we gotta continue the tradition

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05.46am

You know how I always say I hope when im pregnant my baby craves water cause i'll never drink it otherwise, I used to include veggies in that list too
But as I grow up, I actually not only Dont mind veggies (but not within my maggi goreng i still love it plain) but sometimes I look for it
Which is such a good natural development and im not complaining
One day I just realised "actually yes, i would like some veggies in my meal"
It's not like I hated veggies but I always preferred not having them unless it's a good dish
I hated cabbages and lettuce specifically but I force myself to try everytime (like in mcspicy)
And now I have reached a point where I actually dont mind them (sure i'll make faces but at least I eat them)
I can force myself to eat things I dont like pretending they're good (thats how I can drink fresh milk now as a child I convinced myself it tastes like Condensed milk) until my tastebuds can accept them
But yes character development
Not water though
And tofu I still cant
And non hard boiled egg yolk (i learnt to force myself to eat hard boiled via mee rebus/laksa/mee siam cause the gravy covers up the taste hahahaha) but yes until now I will leave the yolk alone and make someone else eat it cause I hate wasting food but my taste buds CANNOT accept it

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08.11am

Wew did work for 2 hours straight- longest since wfh started
Cant tell what my body is feeling

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17.37pm

Way past my bedtime! But I guess it's cause of how long I slept yesterday
Had a fulfilling day after doing work
Went on a very short hike, sat on top of mount faber under the light drizzle while sketching the view, bought lunch and headed to sentosa beach all before noon
Read and swam and did more sketching before heading home
I feel so proud that I managed to tire myself out and now I am 3 shades darker but eh worth it but rip my new foundations
It was so nice reading inside the sea I wished my book was waterproof!!!!!
But also. The book. I bought my first chicken soup after almost a decade and this one is a toughie to get past
I keep rereading the same few goosebumps-inducing parts
So I think im less than 40 pages in cause every single stories hit my heart too hard I had to take frequent breaks and reread them
Talk about powerful
Also I had my supper at 5am and breakfast at 11am so that part of my existence still hasnt changed
Okay, I feel myself ready to lull my eyes are so heavy
Cant wait to buy new UnDRY contact lens
Kay goodnight world I hope I dont end up sleeping for 12 hours again (I hope not thats way too long thats 3 days worth of sleep dang it)