Whoa
Everyday I wake up shocked that it's still nighttime
Managed to delay my bedtime to 7 plus pm just now in hopes that i'll sleep through the night and wake up closer to sunrise but but here we are barely 4 hours later
Looks like I might fall asleep once more in a few hours
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00.50am
People say Love is a choice as if it's supposed to be comforting, when the feelings fade
Is it not equally as bad, it being a choice?
Someone can just choose to stop anytime they want?
Lol but of course the idea of choice makes it more accountable ok bye lets not speak of emotions I have none
Woke up to Along telling me he bought bbq chicken rice for me so I strongly suspect I was sleeping when he asked the family what we wanted for dinner from 89.7
And I only ever order bbq chicken rice from there lollll (dont be fooled, everything there is good I just cant stop eating the same thing) my eating choices are so predictable or im a consistent person
Ironically im a bit dreading that it's the weekends cause I cant go out without there being crowd lolol
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03.16am
Btw just now while we were picnicing there were ants on the sand near us and I put a few drops of my lemongrass essential oil on the edges and they didnt come close!!!
Life hack
(yes i googled do ants hate lemongrass)
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06.56am
Did I say "im a bit dreading that it's the weekends" WHO WAS I 6 hours ago
So happy to not have work
Lol
Whoa
Everyday I wake up shocked that it's still nighttime
Managed to delay my bedtime to 7 plus pm just now in hopes that i'll sleep through the night and wake up closer to sunrise but but here we are barely 4 hours later
Looks like I might fall asleep once more in a few hours
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00.50am
People say Love is a choice as if it's supposed to be comforting, when the feelings fade
Is it not equally as bad, it being a choice?
Someone can just choose to stop anytime they want?
Lol but of course the idea of choice makes it more accountable ok bye lets not speak of emotions I have none
Woke up to Along telling me he bought bbq chicken rice for me so I strongly suspect I was sleeping when he asked the family what we wanted for dinner from 89.7
And I only ever order bbq chicken rice from there lollll (dont be fooled, everything there is good I just cant stop eating the same thing) my eating choices are so predictable or im a consistent person
Ironically im a bit dreading that it's the weekends cause I cant go out without there being crowd lolol
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03.16am
Btw just now while we were picnicing there were ants on the sand near us and I put a few drops of my lemongrass essential oil on the edges and they didnt come close!!!
Life hack
(yes i googled do ants hate lemongrass)
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06.56am
Did I say "im a bit dreading that it's the weekends" WHO WAS I 6 hours ago
So happy to not have work
Lol
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17.45pm
Mama just asked me if im free when i literally havent MOVED from my bed the past 15 hours
Ok drama i ate and showered but STILL
Want to go out because I cant afford to be left alone with my thoughts- not tonight at least
But it's...my....bedtime.....
HoW
Also my calves are suddenly hurting so bad why what did I do >:(
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18.21pm
Also my whole skin keeps stinging for "no reason" but then i suddenly remembered im sunburnt
Cant remember the last time i got sunburnt with pain
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23.48pm
1. Just got home from a pleasant turnaround day, lowkey raya visiting
2. Obviously I missed my bedtime this is usually the time I Wake up from my sleep
3. That means I was sleepy from the moment I left home but thanks to my extrovertness and coffee I survived and had fun- i slept on the grab ride to and fro... hahhaha
4. My sunburn hurts hello since when do i feel pain litrally the last time i experienced this was probably oh lets see... nEVER so who allowed me to feel stop it