Monday, June 07, 2021

00.25am

Quite excited that I am currently in fully nocturnal phase
Currently up for breakfast HAHA lunchtime is my supper (I ate 1x bread at 12pm just now and then carried on with life)
Seriously considering going out to hike again we'll see the weather
And if I can do more work tonight (not a strong reason)

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01.34am

Forecast looks good but
Do I try to sleep tonight then
Also I feel like going science centre hahahahaha go everywhere
I tried doing work but the laptop is lagging like crazy so thats a sign I shouldnt
Just watching vlogs and duncan is so cute i always say it cause it's true

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03.17am

Someone tell me what is wrong with instagram and why they keep forcing more authentiation you are being trash
They keep logging me out of my main account and at first forced me to put in my pHONE number and now theyre making me do some stupid video recognition
Im not that desperate i have fb anyway
Loser
I also deleted and reinstalled the app less than a week ago already so idk what the heckie is wrong with them
Also im failing to fall asleep!!!

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05.53am

What happens when i force myself to sleep
I wake up an hour later pshttt but better than nothing I guess

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09.06am

I tried to laze around but nope my body wants to do things so lets go

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09.59am

Lucky I checked my work email before leaving home loll urgent deadline alert so im gonna do work first
Perhaps i'll just head over to the park when im done for some reading and fresh air
I also feel like playing with makeup
Do you know whats happening here it's my soul catching up on what I missed the past month of non existence
Well, im excited
Also did I tell you I almost rejoined dance
Hahahaha and the thought is not totally out of the brain as of now
But ok bye sis had breakfast and moisturized who is she

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10.49am

Unfun update: the system is lagging like crazy so i'll have to do it later but managed to do a little bit
Boo

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11.50am

Well fake news I refreshed the wifi and all is good and I did an hour of work yay
But my eyes are muy dry so im taking an early lunch break cause nope
Also suddenly got 2 additional tasks added onto the existing pile so im taking it one step at a time
Tired already

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14.11pm

Feeling like naptime is imminent
What kind of baby behaviour-
Hahahah jk but yea
Have been binge watching judy's vlogs- although I dont watch as frequent as ballingers' I always love coming back to them and when I do I end up binge watching all the episodes i missed
But also now im closely following them cause baby leah is just too cute
I love how in one of the recent vlogs one of the bigger kids did something wrong but she muted the name so girl is not literally publically shamed
There's this girl on youtube who made like 788 videos about how toxic family vlogs are and at first I agree cause there are trash channels out there who takes advantage of their children for views but all the videos she makes she keeps generalising and as an avid family vlog channel watcher (i got good taste though ok lol) I got annoyed and I blocked her channel from my timeline hahahaha
Why am I blogging so much
This is called having no friends to talk to so you talk to yourself
But also blogging is keepsake
Unsurprisingly the more detailed my encapturement (nice) of my days are, the more vivid they appear when I revisit these memories
Just like in dream journaling
Ok sis is feeling the heavy eyeses hehe lets see if i manage to nap

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14.43pm

Accidentally vibed extra with the universe and now im shaking for no reason wew time out

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22.33pm

After that shaking episode I made myself fall asleep and I ended up sleeping for 6 hours dang it but bedtime
I saw this quote that isnt meant to be inspiring just attracted me: Your inability to embrace your current reality is preventing blessings from coming in