D:
Slightly miserable the past 4 hours
Literally binge watching judy's vlogs from 2016 waiting for myself to fall asleep
Oh while we were picnicing we saw probably 4 year old triplets walk into the area all wearing their kindy uniforms and dragging a truck by a string each
So cute
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05.46am
Rain woke me up
Surprisingly feeling better except wew cold
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10.44am
Have been lazing around the past hour
Gonna get breakfast and then decide what to do
Feeling 75% will probably feel better as the day goes
Did I mention I was craving chicken pau but like everytime I go 7 11 it's SOLD OUT and then yesterday I saw frozen paus inside the fridge omggg hahaha mama being telepathic to my food wants
And today she steamed it so they're patiently waiting for me in the kitchen now
KBYE
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11.59am
Missing hmx a bit extra since nitin sent us that group hug selfie
♡
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13.21pm
Can you believe
I dumped coffee into the sink
Ok so I usually spread my cup of morning coffee over 3 cups on ice over several hours- so I was gonna fill the last third with ice so I was holding the cup while talking to chiqa then out of habit (after I wash my cups I usually do a final tip over to get rid of the excess water) but usually I do it on the floor cause usually there's nothing inside
But I dumped the "excess water" in the sink LUCKILY but when I saw it was coffee I was sHook!!!
I was so looking forward to that last bit of coffee
Wtheck ive never done that before but yes its hurt
Ok bye
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14.04pm
I just saw a video of Hafiz, Judika, Afgan, Taufik and Hazama singing onstage together and wth lucky I wasnt there just by seeing those names together I foresee myself melting into a puddle
These are people who are known for their romantic tones (like add hady mirza into that mix his tone is also so soothing)
Like how dare the concert organizers put these humans together cause the video is filled with screaming fans and it's SO annoying cause I just wanna hear their voices together purely pls
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16.07pm
Do you know it's a struggle when you want to hear singers singing live but all the songs are sad and I still cant listen to sad songs I cant find it in me to listen to the song objectively but also thats the point of music is to not be objective
Boo.
I hate having a heart
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17.50pm
Tried to sleep to distract from the pain but it continued in my dreams making me wake up to escape from the pain
Hahahah im living in a comedy where's the punchline pls
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21.57pm
Just gonna do what I do best; shut off from the world and cry
I know i'll pick myself up eventually again
This cycle gets quite old and tiring but i'll be ok with it because one day I wont feel these things anymore
One day i'll be happy again
But for tonight,
Let these tears soothe my aching heart.
I dont even know why suddenly but lol cant fight it i tried