Saturday, December 21, 2019

08.16am

Is it the air in the universe or is it just my body clock or is it my lifestyle I am quite curious why these cycles exist but apparently now im a morning person haha k

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08.34am

Finally giving into grabfooding cause I cant be bothered to move not this morning
I appreciate people trying to say nice things but psht i'm a professional but also im mE I dont care enough
But thanks for going out of your ways to say nice things
Times like this I get reminded who knows me in which ways cause can tell by their reactions- some help me express anger, some say nice things, and of course my personal favourite, they let me be HAHAH because they know i'm beyond the mortal realm (this doesnt sound dodgy at all)
Being there for someone in just the right way is so hard and i'd even say lucky cause no matter how hard we try sometimes it's just not what they need despite your beautiful intentions
So if you have those people just know u blessed
Also this post makes me sound bad hahaha im not saying I dont need nice words the world needs a bit of everything im just intrigued by the variety of coping mechanisms/reactions other people have for me
Yall have a place in my life I do not deserve great people but im also great so it balances

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13.26pm

I just experienced dreaming within dreams like inception but so many times that I was like "Not again"
Oof
Also very late to meet somemonix but all of them late also except 2 good kids so
My first carolling session this year?!
Mygosh