Found out I have to head to suntec tomorrow again, and was bummed cause it's going to be super crowded and it's GV finals I have to catch it (actually I might delay telecast again cause this heart cannot take suspenses)
But on the bright side-
I have a chance to see kb94 for the first time live and idk what to feel about it he feels like a longtime friend but I have literally never seen him irl
Oof
Had a random hmx day today carolling at two places, got to play in fake snow and had santa giving us snacks and one precious little girl gave me sweet out of nowhere I love her
The xmas spirit was lovely in the neighbourhood and the organiser was so nice
I love how all these days I planned to be alone turned to be hmx filled
Except later today I might be alone screaming internally over kb94 but that'll be the best way I guess
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01.20am
Ok if he sings Luluh I will cry on the spot probably so im half hoping he doesnt but also hope he does idk ok stop thinking bye
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02.21am
Okay why am I not sleepy today
Ok it's cause I made myself nap for 2 hours in the morning lol I am understanding myself more everyday
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10.31am
I am still a morning person today despite koing at 4am so thks body clock
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23.43pm
Didnt expect to be feeling so many emotions today I thought I would be having a mediocre day but no
I have too much things going on I had to sit down in silence to clear my thoughts and process it one by one
Bye humans dont talk to me for the next few hours I just cannot comprehend the highs and lows and the wths and the omgs I am merely a being who is bombarded with feels and things to contemplate about
Oof