Tuesday, December 03, 2019

00.56am

Just got an email that made me snaiswpmd
Noone knows what the future holds but may hopes and prayers get us where we want or need to go insyaallah
(ok by just I mean like 8 hours ago)

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04.12am

Oh no I forgot that I already slept at like 10pm-11pm
It is... 3 days to a full hmx weekend and im stoked for it!

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06.09am

Just a sudden thought about how much I love backstages and dressing rooms probably as much as I love the stage

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10.26am

I set my alarms ironically (ranges from 9.33am-10.06am) and actually woke up from every single one
How did that not happen throughout the semester

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15.58pm

It's so easy to use "Minding my own business" an an excuse to keep quiet about injustice, or blatant wrongdoings especially when it concerns our own friends and livelihood
I've always despised adults who chooses to keep quiet over things they have the power to change and I hope I will never be one of those idiots because they have so many invalid excuses for themselves
But when it comes to matters like interfering in your friends' (toxic, abusive, whatever it is) relationships etc, it's not as easy I guess but literally nothing is holding me back
It's simply irrational
Ye I know some things are too risky but then don't complain over the vicious cycles that will keep happening because of people like you who chooses to be in your safe bubble

sometimes I dont agree with myself but that's a mark of a rational mind I guess also im LATE FOR REHEARSALS I have 57 minutes to reach pulau ntu