Sunday, December 15, 2019

00.03am

Accidentally watched Jumanji but also watching a movie with no expectations is always great thats why I love watching no named movies and be pleasantly surprised
It was funny lol I cant remember the last time I laughed so much watching a movie in the cinema
Ok maybe cause all I ever watch are horror movies nothing to laugh about there
But also I love the rock what a charming loser
Ok bye

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03.12am

Watching batista videos in lieu of his hall of fameness and I just
I grew up with legendary badasses which makes me one too by default
How can people ever compare how can a random simon be as cool as batista ever was????
They cant
Ugh

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03.40am

I uh im seeing this simplified quadratic equation formula thingy and im just so so so so happy I dont have to do math anymore
Like everytime I realise it the joy is so immense which is sad cause it meant I was FORCED to do it for too many years

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05.32am

Me the past few nights is me in life generally
Cant decide whether I want the fan on or off
(in ways more literal than we think oof)
I dont know why im spending so much figurative time with people who havent earned it
Do they really have to though earning is such a dirty word noone owes anyone anything
But today will be a fully family day so im looking forward to it

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08.42am

Hey I thought the raininess is supposed to make me sleep better
Also may god protect us from people who mean harm, and strengthen the relationships with those who mean nothing but good for us
Insyaallah

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12.46pm

Secondary school life will always bring bittersweet feelings
I knew then that it would be one of the best and worst years, that the intensity and drama will only last within the 4 years and it certainly did
Didnt know exactly how much it'd mean to still look back many years down the road and still feel everything vividly
Im the gladdest that I have north pole as a sign that we did it together
Would do it again in a heartbeat (but also cause MI was a waste of time so it puts christ church in a better light automatically hahahaha)

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16.15pm

Honesty and acceptance takes courage and I dont think I lack it at all
What about those who do
Can courage be learnt of course it can
Why am I thinking this now I should be getting ready
It's too cold bruh mr sun pls come back and warm our souls