Have you ever dreamt even for a moment, being in my place?
Visualising the bittersweet happenings noone knows about
Maybe later you too will know,
How it feels to face constricting words
Your fort won't hold strong either- No considerations
This sorrow is risen by the night,
These difficulties can only be expressed through my soul
If only you were sincere in trying to understand,
I wouldn't be avoiding you.
And my story, being far from the end,
Will just add on to the heaviness you see
Thus I choose to keep it all in
I decide
To keep it all a secret
A need to give meaning to these words
A need to embrace each second
A need to both be present and absent at the same time
Oh the joy
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02.30am
It feels so weird to sleep in an empty house like sleeping is a waste of time sure but sleeping in an empty house is a waste of timE And Space !!!
Like I can build a birdhouse right now but no apparently sleep is necessary
I try I will probably wake up in an hour again but hopefully not
OH wait I forgot I have a morning meeting omg
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03.07am
That was not even an hour pls lol
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07.40am
Kay I managed to rest
Woke up with messages of me accidentally promoting hmx on the newspaper HAHAH
Ok so when I saw who came to interview us I was pleasantly surprised cause i've always heard about her (Basically Mdm Haryani Ismail) and was quite interested to see how she conducts interviews
Very warm and efficient but also can tell how experienced and skilled she is
I mentioned hmx in passing im sure it was recorded audioly but like she'd still have to google and find out the spelling all (harmonix is not a commonsensical spelling for non winx club lovers jk)
So yes respect to ladies (she came with another lady, didn't catch her name aishhh) who knows their craft
Also wow I love seeing our name on the newspaper D:
Idk if any of them will catch it themselves but im not telling
(if youre reading dont tell also ok hahaha)
But hi am I awake for good who knows
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10.58am
The universe knows best haha I have been on the fence about inviting hmx but I just saw the full article and realised they revealed who performs when so like
No wonder my family knew pffssht ye I didnt even tell them hahaha
But also I feel so bad to make them come to a crowded place just to see me sing 1 song
But also I know i'll do the same for them
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13.56pm
I think i'll need a nap who ask my brain to wake me up so early
But also the support im getting is overwhelming bros I cannot deal with it now I just need lunch okay
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22.42pm
This is a confusing feeling!!!
Embracing it fully though
I feel like crashing but I also need food
Very very happy to have the people who came be with me though I wouldn't have had it any other way ♡
I am sleepy it's cause I woke up normal human timing