Monday, December 16, 2019

02.12am

Happy blessed 22nd birthday cena!

I pretended to fall asleep but really did
But of course im awake an hour later who am I
Did you know I purposefully missed the live streaming of GV last night and decided to wait for the results then watch it afterwards
Regardless Astro was so close to the dream Finalists
I will rewatch when I feel like it I guess
Im just at ease knowing Hady got his rightful place once again
Excited and nervous and all for the finals
Idk if im going to sleep again

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02.31am

Things I forgot are nice during cold days
Hot tea- Guys I FORGOT the power of warm drinks
Laundry fresh off the dryer- I am covered in a second layer which is the warmest jacket right now
Obviously im not an experienced colder

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04.57am

Did I mention chiqa is the best I probably did hahaha
When I was sleeping I felt her stroke my hair so cute im telling u she is my older sister
Then she gave me a sample of her new favourite food
Now she is giving me snacks at 5am in the morning
Dont ask why she's awake she's obviously related to me

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19.28pm

I think it's the end of year feeling but im feeling extra free and yolo even though I feel that everyday of the year
But like double that dosage
I love it though I feel freest and most at peace which in turn affects my livelihood (this is not the word) I mean my lifestyle
What a cool concept in life
I hope people are also feeling this inspiring peacefulness and happiness for no reasons at all