Friday, December 06, 2019

08.06am

What is this unlimited energy

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08.19am

Oh no
I know i'm not tired but I also don't want to leave home
But I guess that's why the universe made me this way so I have the energy to run errands
It's ok, I have the whole day to rest at least from noon onwards (hopefully)

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17.45pm

Forgiveness sometimes don't encompass direct redemption
We just don't have that guarantee
Human's hearts changes too quickly for any of us to be sure of anything
We are all living in literal blind faith but
What's so bad about that?
The ability to move on despite a hurting heart is one of the best feats mankind can execute
That's why so many loses the battle

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21.22pm

Alhamdulillah things are sorta sorted (hahahaha) now
Just need to think of whether to print stuff or nah I mean save the earth
Im just excited to see what comes out of hmx hosting a festival hahahahaa
Maybe if it goes well we can host an entire one ourselves lol
Ready for funnn and perhaps tiredness idk I cant gauge
But also my vocal cords are quite used I have to rest them more
Kay will try and sleep a bit tonight
Buenas noches

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23.15pm

Since when do I feel nervous lol I think it's just the fact that it's so real
Also that I have equally nothing and everything to lose
But eh
One step at a time, as always
Also Chiqa made me coffee this sweetiepie but she said "You need energy to do the laundry" HELLO BABY are you mama right now why are you giving me job to do