Wednesday, February 21, 2018

Stoppp (02.19am)

I dont understand why im awake
I ate meds and am wearing the comfiest pjs
Lameee
I have work in 9 hours- did I mention I started working in school last week, just a side thing where I interview like 3 humans a week and record them speaking to see how Singaporean adults speak
Makes me feel like a DJ cause we're all miced up
Although it's just a total of 4.5 hours per week like I said it makes me feel a lot more constricted with my time
Im a free bird and this is like a bird bait (not as bad as a cage but halfway there)

Had a pleasant day even though I grabbed for no reason- a human with PHD asked for a meeting but at the last minute and I mean LAST MINUTE cancelled it you loserest loser in the loser world
At least I spent the rest of the day with bestoe who gave me free takoyaki even though she dragged me around (ok la she took a chair for me hahhaha)
And then rehearsal with evokals which is always lovely.

ps before I typed this I totally forgot about my bad back and I thought "Oh I AM feeling better yay" but once that consciousness dawned upon me I got reminded of the pain but ok it does feel less painful than the first few days so hooray to recovery

pps yo I JUst TRIED TO SIT UP AND IT DIDNT HURT!!! still cant bend but i'll take it slow

//edit//
04.04am

Actually help man ive been craving kfc the whole day and the unnecessary part is that I sat IN kfc for an hour with yol eating takoyaki
I hope I dont get boring interviewees later cause I might will fall asleep bruh- boredom caused by other humans are more dangerous than self brought ones

//edit//
16.28pm

Thanks yol for waking me up although she stripped my right of 2 minutes of sleep (told her to wake me up at 8.03am but she called me at 8.01am but surprisingly I feel like I was awake nanoseconds before she called cause I definitely expected my ringtone to ring idk cool human brains)
(Lol a guy just said sorry to a car)

//edit//
18.12pm

Ok my body is telling me to slow down hahahahah im sorry i didnt listen to the first two signals
Now I have gastric too why
Ive been a good girl I always bought my parents expensive presents (using their credit cards of course)
K bye you know how bending forward is to alleviate stomach pains I cant even bend hahhaha ok haters gotta hate
Painers gotta pain