I think I might have learnt that I have nocturnal seasons like there will be weeks where im a normal functioning human who falls asleep between 11pm-1am, sometimes i'm the ideal person who gets my 10pm-4am sleep, but bouts like this past week means I only fall asleep between 8am-11am
I guess these rotates in consistent waves so im not too bothered by it
Everyday we realise something new
Kay I shant force myself to sleep anymore
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03.03am
Hahaha ive never realised how epic (ok actually it's beautiful) my whatsspp dp is until someone screenshot my contact on their phone and it just looks grand
Just got done watching videos of non-dancers learning how to dance and it makes me feel so blessed that I have the luxury to participate in that activity
It's tiring, requires so much effort than probably necessary, takes up a lot of time, has a toll on your physical and mental wellbeing, and it such a bother at times
But I wouldnt trade it for anything else.
We have a complicated relationship hahahhaha ♡
I guess I just love dancing sin all the expectations, directions and requirements.
But those are put in place to propel us forward.
Sometimes I don't want to go anywhere though, just leave me alone with music and space and i'll be content.
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06.47am
That was a good 2 hour sleep (?)
So cool how the body just jolts awake when something in the immediate environment is altered from the usual (my lights were off hahah why)
No idea if i'll be able to sleep again let's see
ps im craving cake no idea how or why... rude