Im at the point where I simultaneously need the most rest and also want to eliminate the word rest from my vocabulary
No joke man I dont even have time to think with myself I miss me (hahahah)
And why is it that everytime I start a new job I regret immediately
I think cause it constricts my timetable by a lot like my plans and agendas (despite me not following them that accurately) are so thrown off just with 1.5-3 hours of work
My eye feels better after a whole day of wearing shades heheh hopefully it heals fully
Training was quite productive which was nice.
Ok so help me I have a lot of things to prepare and I have to be in school early morning with barely any spare time to complete my agendas- including revision for two tests (lol jk what revision I have no idea what the classes even are), prepping gifts for secret valentine, ah I cant even want to list down my to-do list cause it's making me more zzzz
All while settling last minute production related stuff (production in 3 days I am already panicking about quickchange not even kidding OK THIS BANE TO HUMAN EXISTENCE yall may see us looking nice but behind the scenes we busy pricking ourselves with pins and being mentally, physically and timely challenged)
So should I complete most of them now and find a time to nap before harmonix OR should I sleep now and see where life takes me
Not gonna lie my exhaustion from last week is still present man thou have overstayed your (non-existent) welcome
I'm actually considering skipping harmonix to let my mind body and spirituality and soul recuperate- they really are not in the best shape
No joke man I dont even have time to think with myself I miss me (hahahah)
And why is it that everytime I start a new job I regret immediately
I think cause it constricts my timetable by a lot like my plans and agendas (despite me not following them that accurately) are so thrown off just with 1.5-3 hours of work
My eye feels better after a whole day of wearing shades heheh hopefully it heals fully
Training was quite productive which was nice.
Ok so help me I have a lot of things to prepare and I have to be in school early morning with barely any spare time to complete my agendas- including revision for two tests (lol jk what revision I have no idea what the classes even are), prepping gifts for secret valentine, ah I cant even want to list down my to-do list cause it's making me more zzzz
All while settling last minute production related stuff (production in 3 days I am already panicking about quickchange not even kidding OK THIS BANE TO HUMAN EXISTENCE yall may see us looking nice but behind the scenes we busy pricking ourselves with pins and being mentally, physically and timely challenged)
So should I complete most of them now and find a time to nap before harmonix OR should I sleep now and see where life takes me
Not gonna lie my exhaustion from last week is still present man thou have overstayed your (non-existent) welcome
I'm actually considering skipping harmonix to let my mind body and spirituality and soul recuperate- they really are not in the best shape
ps first day of work earlier today, went smoothly i guess
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01.47am
01.47am
Right... I forgot a very important aspect of my life whereby i cant sleep on demand lol thanks
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09.48am
09.48am
I refuse to use my cognitive skills this morning because avoidance is cure hahahahaha anyway Eiffel im in love 2 (should be) is out today how long did they make me wait again rude
(but thanks)
(but thanks)
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14.10pm
14.10pm
Contemplating skipping class to settle stuff..... should I :')
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14.28pm
Oh it's true, it's damn true that when you pour out positivity (why is positivity not a word wth am i drunk) into the world, they pour it right back at you :')
Ok lunching now, I guess I wont be missing my class totally afterall (though I might be half an hour late lol)