And you'd think after 2 days of production i'd be crashing (like everyone else probably is??)
Perhaps there is such a thing as too tired hahah but honestly I dont feel it yet
It's just my back thats killing me
Maybe the burn will come later, or never probably like Muara
In all honesty, the first show felt the best.
We fed off each other's energy and we were screaming behind the curtains feeling so happy, fulfilled and satisfied after our performance
Those highs didnt come tonight, most likely because of the tiredness.
Idk if today's tiredness cancelled out yesterday's which is why I feel nothing now hahaha ok science
K I wanna go home and proper hibernate
ps i realise whenever im 'supposedly' tired the people around me are more tired which is so weird is it my perception or is it cause they cant bounce back idk
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05.02am
Well the past two hours was torturous :')
Im just so glad to be home.
Time to crash.
Hopefully soon
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13.41pm
On the bright side, I have no costume changes and ticket selling to think about
AND I have a lottt of chocolates in my fridge hahhaha amaizing
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14.19pm
My sense of time is distorted, I saw mark yesterday and I exclaimed how long it felt since I last saw him but it was literally 3 days ago wtheck my 3 days felt like weeks
My brain refuses to go back to normal life
Why would I