Thursday, February 22, 2018

(01.43am)

At this point im gonna google what medicines actually do cause if im not impressed then maybe I should prescribe myself placebo M&Ms
Talking bout mnms, melly was so offended that her favourite chocolate was made into an escape room theme in KL hahahah like she wouldnt even let us joke about it it was hilarious

Work today was quite fun actually thanks to the interviewees!
They (especially the 2nd one) were so easy to talk to and it didn't feel like work at all, more like a bonding session hahah
Then went for gender class which ok idk I usually have things to say but I end up not bothering cause the classmates sometimes speak irrelevant things like yall not worth my piece of mind hahaha kidding I respect yall
Here's when the sudden gastric attack came haihhh at least it wasnt as bad as the first time I had it in K2/P2 (?) (I couldnt even walk but I wanted to watch a performance at fuchun community club that night so my dad had to carry me and my parents even bought me cheeseburger- back when fast food was a luxury and not staple food lol I miss those precious days- but I didnt even eat it and I think I fell asleep during the performance due to extreme pain hahahah at least I didnt cry- ok maybe I did)
My body felt like a puzzle cause to alleviate the gastric I instinctively would want to lean forward but my back will not allow that to be an option but I cant lean back either cause the stomach hurts, and sitting straight hurts my spine, so I had to dance around finding the nonexistant comfortable place loll people please appreciate your bodies and bones and muscles ;')
Took me a looong time to walk to the rehearsal venue

On the bright side,
Rehearsals went well, especially for my new group cause we managed to get Earl's precious guidance
And we had to showcase
And there was lou hei which I obviously could not even imagine participating in
Stayed back to rehearse a bit more before rolling home
Ok I leave all my pain here and hopefully when I wake up none of it remains with me- especially the fever flu and cough lol why who invited you three (actually who invited any of you)
HERE'S TO A FEEL-BETTER DAY AHEAD

ps may all the sincere well wishes get sent out to the universe until it manifests

//edit//
12.31pm

Me earlier today: ok let's go to school
Me now: i dont want to go to school

//edit//
15.23pm

Exhaustion is so lame lol does undertaker feel exhausted nOooo
Get on his level, self