Saturday, February 24, 2018

Close enough (02.13am)

Now I know why Dr google says it takes 2 months to heal hahahah
So after 2 days of no movements right, I thought I was all good but it just took a grab ride and a few rounds of walking for the pain to return
And so much for a break, I have 3 upcoming performances in the next 2 weeks I want to cry tears of lemonade
Excited but... how

It was a real fun day, carnivals are great!
I didnt take any rides at all, well almost took the slide (I was forced to accompany chiqa cause neither anga or mama would) and I just knew she would bail but she took such confident strides up the stairs (yES, STAIRS I was tortured all over again ahaha ok drama) but when we reached the top she cried a bit so we had to go back down the stairs
A lot of the body balance depends on the spine so I cant imagine taking any of the rides not even the baby coaster
Willpower game strong great going
I will return though hahaha we all plan to return and hopefully by then i'd be all clear to rumble hehehe
I never realised how frugal I am (or maybe just financially logical) until I found myself getting annoyed (lack of a better word) over everyone splurging on those cheatass carnival games
Like ok get this- one round is like 4, 5 dollars for like 3 shots which you'll always miss
And anga kept replaying cause idk what sense of satisfaction this brings humans omg it's the same as melly and her claw machines (lol I mentioned melly twice in 2 days wassup gurl)
These are the same people who finds joy in solving math problems hahahahah frogs mannn
The rides themselves are expensive wtheck one small roller coaster is 8$ and it's 3 rounds of nothingness
Ive always wanted adult funfairs to return but not this way (hahaha disappointed)
These kinds of places are so fun to be at but not nice to your wallets at all man it's like an adultier timezone
I guess fun has no price for some people ahaha (it is fun just being there)
And it was chingay season so it was lively, but the carnival itself was empty which was great cause no queue, empty rides, and just overall freedom to walk around

Went to supper at the usual place before heading home, we won like 10 lame soft toys (ok some are cute- including one panda omg we named her Demi Golddust)
And we met a distant cousin at the carnival whose 10 year old daughter gave me one of the toy she won, bless! (she wanted to give chiqa but chiqa ran away so I got it)
Funnily enough, we saw them again at the supper place which is nowhere near the carnival hahaha fate man

Ok I feel like going to sentosa tomorrow but I also feel like I need to rest- especially if dance training is gonna resume soon D:
Upsetting cause I would sacrifice short term movements for long term recovery but my schedule is not being nice to me

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04.13am

Not sure if inspiration really comes at the wee hours or my brain just wants to work at this timing maybe both 

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05.49am

Please remind me to save up for celine dion's concert and remind me to get the presale cause it will (rightfully so) be sold out so quickly because duh and most of all remind me to remind myself hahahah ok I shouldnt sleep if not it'd just be another rest day I dont want so many rest days in a row