Hi good morning I just came back from attempting to be an athlete
My vertigo is very much still here it said Hello right as I tried to walk faster
Managed to push myself to walk as much as I want and then headed straight home
Thankfully I made the wise decision to just go around my neighbourhood cause we all know how mount faber went
So funny watch me being fully cured and then not feeling like being active at all (ok I hope it's not the case at all)
Alright bye I shall shower again then maybe do some work if my head isnt doozy
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08.58am
Ok rest would do me good
Also how is it 19 days till I turn 25
How is 25 even a real number
Past me might be weirded out at where I am in life right now
Not married???
Not a career woman yet???
Still a child??? (Ok not surprising)
But she'll still believe in me I know it
But also have I slept i dont even know??
Im not that sleepy but if I do nothing I might just fall asleep
Just for the records, I have been watching pentathlons, heptathlons and decathlons because fb suddenly recommended them to me and I somehow enjoy it which is weird cause I see triathlons as a self harming event who does that to themselves???
Crazy people that is (not in a good way i dont respect you HAHAHAHA kidding i'll always respect humans im just saying thats a very uncool way to live)
Currently contemplating if I need breakfast im back to eating one meal a day not on purpose
In the ideal world i'd be making food right now but I cant imagine standing up honestly with vertigo just being able to look at my phone is a major blessing already if not I have no choice but to sleep since I cant even read book or do any activities
Most I can do is watch videos but having to choose what to watch includes reading the titles or captions and that was painful too
Why am I talking so much
Food or no food
I dont need it but it'd be good to have on hand I guess
I shall continue watching decathlons and live vicariously through them for now
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12.40pm
Well my day turned from peaceful and unbothered to Very bothered
Why. Do I even care enough no I dont but I have people's hearts to take care of
And that bothers ME
Ugh.
I'll get through this and have a lovely weekend
I got this
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13.17pm
Okayy shift of mindset I guess this is just God answering my prayers
Alhamdulillah
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13.28pm
That being said, corporate culture is the worst
I do not condone whatsoever
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21.29pm
I was having a peaceful (mostly unconscious) evening and counting my blessings and woke up to sushi and all was good
Until I scalded myself with newly boiled water. Ouch.
I always check by quickly touching the sides of the kettle to see if it's hot so idk why it didnt register in my right hand that IT WAS HOT (also it was only 1/4 filled with water so the likelihood of it just being heated is very low??) so I proceeded to pick up the kettle to pour out the water in another bottle (intending to refill the kettle with tap water to boil) and some water poured out and burnt my left hand screams
Times like these im like What an inconvenient occurrence like I couldve lived without this
But then I remember we dont get pain without a chance to expiate our sins then im thankful again
Still pain though!!!
But it ok cure to pain is distraction so I shall do just that
Also you know how elder people are like If you dont injure yourself first you wont be good at it
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