Happy birthday Singapore
Surprise surprise I actually slept through the night
Well if "through the night" means waking up every hour thinking about the video I have to finish editing
But still, I slept the night away kinda
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05.31am
It didnt even register that today's a public holiday but im happy to have a longer weekend
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07.51am
My premier pro proper crashing on me so I have spent the past two hours doing nothing
Also vertigo came back for no reason whatsoever
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08.23am
Okay even ele's premier pro in her laptop is crashing because of an entirely different problem
But also why is macbook's fan so OBNOXIOUSLY loud
Actually all apple products ah so annoying their alarm especially lol
Ok um I take this as a sign for me to rest and let my vertigo go away while the software sorts itself out so annoying
If anything i'll just release the audio hais my half done hardwork it ok
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16.17pm
I just cant really function right now
Im so so sad about kak sarah's passing
Every single time I open fb or instagram for the past 10 hours I keep seeing new posts and my heart simply cannot take it anymore
All my thoughts and prayers for shuib and her children- if im not wrong, she had a c section while in a coma to remove her 7 month baby 2 days before her demise. And the baby is doing beautiful.
I had the privilege of meeting the beautiful family a few times and each time they've been so lovely and hospitable, kind and warm
I love seeing the outpour of love, support, and the most meaningful of all, prayers, from everyone
I love seeing accounts of everyone's feelings and experiences but I also wished, I wished she knew all these things people felt about her
As for myself, oddly enough, I remember the very first time I heard her song.
It was at a wedding, I was a child and another child was singing karaoke and I was looking at her like Wow we can do that? And I took note of the song she sang, intending to go home and learn it so next time it could be my turn to sing at a wedding
That beautiful song is still my go to until today.
And now she had such an enviable passing by all muslims.
Al-Fatihah.
Rest well beautiful person.
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21.57pm
It's a miracle, the video is exporting T.T
Even though im 7 hours late No thanks premier pro we did it
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23.55pm
Allah im in tears again watching shuib's video with him telling his children "you still have daddy here with you, as long as im alive i'll take care of you" and my heart just shattered
He's has to be strong for them, he smiles and jokes to be their source of strength, I cannot imagine how ruined he feels inside
Please grant them so much strength Oh Allah
Us mere strangers are already this heartbroken, what more her loved ones. Her dad, husband, and children.