Also I should stop ranting to people who dont care (read: everyone ever lol)
It's not easy to regain your emotional independence but it ok I will get there
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01.00am
Vertigo turning into headache from crying
I cant stop these tears???
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06.25am
Even in the universe, chaos is the norm
Everything tends to be in disorder
What more me
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08.37am
Im slightly offended by how cute duncan is
He's too MUCH who can handle it
Also hi I managed to make myself sleep for a few hours and now im up doing work
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08.51am
Not my new picnic mat appearing out of nowhere as if to ask me to bring it out and use it!!
I WILL SOON okay I suddenly have deadlines
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10.15am
More productive the past 2 hours than the past 3 weeks combined huhu
But also this sudden deadline thing is a prayer answered in a way cause I have been
1) feeling bad that I havent been doing proper work- to be fair my jobscope changes very often so I have a few (told to be) abandoned tasks
2) praying for my amanah to be fulfilled as properly as possible, so that insyaallah my gains are filled with berkat- it doesnt matter who's watching, when I get asked to do something I will do it to the best of my virgo perfectionist ability (fake news it's accidental one not like I try and pine over things I do not willingly do that)
So by having my manager give me deadline I automatically fulfill both these prayers
No complaints here I shall be patient and do my best because that is what champions and cool person (not people, there are no cool people except me) do
Ok bye I wanna shower to freshen myself up but also sometimes showering makes me sleepier instead so HAHAHA
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10.37am
Okay please just know that everyday I want to go science centre but the only reason I havent went is because it's only open on Fridays-Sundays and I dont want CROWD
Perhaps this Friday
We'll make it happen (I hope!!!)
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11.25am
Umm btw throwback to my 11th July post about mama scaring us about the ghost in the museum
IT WAS REAL my aunt and uncle saw it? (her...?) too and the way they described it still gives me goosebumps typing this so ok abandon storytime bye
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13.33pm
Why does my body hurt and why am I tired
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18.15pm
My eyes are so heavy
Didnt get any sunshine today but the weather looks beautiful from what I can see
Very hungry but I shall nap instead because I lack energy to get food