Um maybe I should eat
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03.28am
Ish I want to see baby alfie and fahri again soon I miss the cuties already >:(
(also bonus if I get to see momo and ibrahim hehehe too many cuties in this world!!!!)
And yes perhaps I should eat
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04.02am
Okay a monumental moment
I ate petai (bitter/stinky bean according to google) for the first time! 1 piece of it
I've always avoided it cause of the smell and even just now smelling the sambal petai I was like eek maybe not and I took just the sambal
But as fate would have it, I got one hidden petai
Lolol ok I was gonna try because I saw a video of someone eating it like it's the best snack she ever had
And the texture looks interesting
And I did it! I dont actually mind the taste at all which is truthfully very surprising- I thought I would hate it I thought it'd be bitter or worse, taste like it smells
But it tastes quite neutral! And the texture is indeed interesting for a vegetable it's like a nut. Is it just the seed of the plant then. Idk not a zoologist
(Ok I googled, it a bean!! Mr bean)
But the smell is still a big reason for avoidance heh
Really hoping to feel good this morning, I want to walk to a park
Ok I shall start my work now 4 hours early cause my office hours my rules huhu
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04.11am
:(
Alhamdulillah, Allah eased my work affairs
As soon as I was intentionally ikhlas about doing it, he eased what seemed like a mountain I took a break from, but was ready to face when needed
I couldn't be more grateful.
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08.21am
Once my phone charges to like 70% or something i'll consider getting ready for the day
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10.14am
I do feel good this morning except my body still aches (it has been 3 days) and my eyes are quite heavy
Which I dont understand why i've been sleeping correct hours
Maybe just quality of sleep bad idk or my body havent transition to being morning bird only my brain has changed
That would make sense
Im waiting for breakfast to arrive hopefully it works a miracle and gives me energy
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17.50pm
Oh wow I fell asleep before noon thinking i'll wake up after lunchtime
I just woke up what the heckie I thought it was morning
Again why. am. I. tired!!!