Yeah so I was just doing nothing when stylo sent a video of them at nenek's house eating so im like Sis im COMING and got ready in record time and grabbed over (also meant i cannot even ask if ele or chiqa wanna follow cause they arent quick get readyers and I wasnt gonna wait hahahaha)
Got to carry baby alfie who is A TALL BOI he's only 2 months plus and he barely fits in my arms already how like this I must grow extra body space
But so happy to see him growing healthily and well such a cutie
And we're already thinking of which wrestler to assign to him and iqin the lesnar said Dom mysterio and im like If he is dom he is my child cus im the reyrey
And of course got to see the fam hahaha ok yall should know baby and grandma gets all the attention ok it's a given
Papa sent me home yayz and I brought back durians I didnt eat any yet though
Kay im like 30% sleepy and it just started raining idk if the sound will keep me awake or lull me to sleep
Probably not my bedtime is sunrise now I guess
Okay here's to a wonderful Sunday ahead
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15.33pm
Poets are but the worst lovers,
They immortalise someone too beautifully
Too beautifully it should not make sense
It should not exist but at the same time we know it does and it's what they felt and that it was real once upon a time
It shouldn't make sense and it doesn't
Especially when they realise love is but delayed pain but still chooses to put these feeling in concrete, knowing that one day it'll be nothing but a distant memory they'll never ever reclaim
A weird magic of memory where each and evry feeling will come back and pang on the heart as fresh as it was just yesterday, upon rereading those words
Just one everlasting chance of reviving those feelings for a few heartbeats more
And that is why poets are but the worst lovers-
They drag others into that misery too
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16.38pm
Another lonely sunday at home but i guess it's peaceful lol
And I love kung fu panda so much k
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22.16pm
Ok this is bad advice to give others but "just dont be sad" would 100% work on me because once my brain hears those words it goes onto a series of uncomplicated logical process that forces emotions into submission
Maybe
Tis just a theory