Stay positive, optimistic, and take care of yourself
okay universe
On an extremely plus side, wana's friend bought us cake
Ok I asked HER to buy me cake but he kindly bought it instead
I bought 2 (I didnt know he was paying oKAY) and I ended up just eating half (because I accidentally made my milo too sweet it tasted like cake- I had future plans of refilling it with ice at least twice so it was perfect the 2nd round but first round was sWEET) but it made me stop thinking about food which is good
The rest are waiting for me patiently in the fridge
Hoping for a miraculously beautiful day tomorrow- I dont really have the strength to 'make it beautiful' as many would say
Perhaps the miracle will come in the existence of that very strength
Side note again,
What is your stance on efficiency in movies
Like is a movie better because it can tell a story in 1.5 hours,
Or can it never compare to say, 3 hours of proper storytelling
Brb
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04.46am
Hahah my above post
See la when you have no friends to talk to u talk to yourself on your blog and ask for your own opinions
Goodnight i guess, though I probably wont fall asleep in the next few hours
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05.46am
I just wanna tell you, it takes everything in me not to call you
I wish I could run to you
And I hope you know that everytime I don't,
I almost do
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20.48pm
Still contemplating whether to go for the follow up at the hospital tomorrow
Last thing I want to do right now is to care about anything lol let me be sad in peace
I'd be lying if I said the vertigo is totally gone but I can function normally now the pain just comes visit sometimes so i'll just ignore it until it goes away on its own
Today I ate half a cheesecake for brunch and the other half for dinner
Self care at its finest
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21.29pm
Only twice in my life has my period been delayed because of extreme sadness lol and it's all the past 3 months
How crazy and surreal that my emotions can affect my physical health to such extent
Also im just gonna blame the planets for feeling this way since i cant blame hormones anymore
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23.42pm
There's a time for tough love and there's a time to let your inner self just feel
Poor soul is just confused