Thursday, May 09, 2019

Don't lie to yourself (00.01am)

It's not that you don't have time, you just don't want to make time
Now if you would just stop telling that to everyone else and yourself
Let's not hurt anyone and make way for people who deserves my attention more

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03.26am

Finally got around to replying all my tagged insta posts, comments and DMs from 21 weeks back HAHAHA
I am a regular customer as you can see
This sudden acceptance of social responsibility is cause I fell back in love with merrell twins after I took a break from being annoyed at them plugging their own channels at the start of every videos (still love them though)
Ok today will be the fifth consecutive day I stay at home I am ok with this

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05.19am

For once this year I don't have to force myself to finish a glass (ok who are we kidding 2 sips max) of water in 12 seconds but somehow dragging it out to finish a cup makes it worse hahaha
At least im hydrated for the day???
Coffee's where it's at though dont @ me

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08.23am

Was watching Colleen's inclusive videos such as the one with the blind Molly burke (she reminded us that blind is not a bad word), and the one with her deaf brother Trent, and somehow went back to her pregnancy reveal and delivery vlogs
Now i'm past my bedtime of 7.30am hahaha ok kidding but i'll probably nap soon im not feeling the best
Bismillah for Ramadhan day 4!

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09.18am

Felt like I slept for so long but it's probably like 20 minutes
Regardless one of the worst things you can do is disturb me right as I fall asleep you dk how long it takes to even get to that stage and being light sleeper makes it even better
So no thanks to a selfish phonecall I don't even remember answering (reflex hahaha whenever I hear my ringtone while im asleep i'll always pick it up at the first note), i'm back to square 1
K bye

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16.36pm

Hello why am I having a fever I literally did NOTHING the past 5 days excuse myself where did you come from
've been asked to work tomorrow finally which idk as much as I dread it at least i'm not stuck at home
No idea if I want to work much next week though
Story of my life everytime I give schedule im like Oh this is okay but everytime the day comes it's a Why did I do this to myself
Ok idk what to do with myself do I take a blast of cold shower or what I am not a person

ps trying to fall back asleep at 9.30am was torture idek how I ended up losing consciousness