I had a surreal dream last night
Great thing is I got to experience something I haven't
Not so great thing is that if it doesn't come true irl it would be sad because I will always have that feeling to compare to
To think I learnt love from my subconscious
CrAZY but
I liked it, I slept and woke up 3 times and each time there was this one person giving me the same feeling throughout but I can't put a face to it
Efron is that you of course it is
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03.35am
Watched a few live ptx videos and scott with his unnecessary runs are so important
And their take me home live is too beautiful
Can't wait for rehearsal later because I finally learnt my part hah even though we'll be missing 2 parts boo keichian but both in their home countries though so ok valid reason
Also jing yong is flying back later muehehe time for full blast concert planning
Everytime I start writing 1 proposal I realise I have 6 more to write and then more side things to do hahaha
But it's ok one step at a time, and i'm enjoying it anyway
Just gotta send everything in by later tonight and I can finally focus on the actual production and less of the behind the scenes at least over the next week
Considering whether to work next week at all
Eh
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07.41am
Taking a break from transcribing a song, it's so fun but like it's so tempting to just not write it down cause "i'll know it" but i'm doing this for other people also so no harm doing it right
I think I finished transcribing the soprano part fully, tenor is so natural but alto sometimes I can't even hear you
Bass is easy and nonsensically weird at the same time so salud to all the basses ever for your natural yet weird note jumps
Think i'll replay the song 7 zillion more times and more
So offensive when people do work during my bedtime hello now I have to conform to the rest of you frogs neh see you in a few hours don't spam me pls
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16.37pm
Didn't get any dreams wot m8
And of course woke up with spams what else did we expect but it's ok i'm allowed to ignore everyone until my office hours
Just here to remind myself that it'll always be easier said than done to understand that other people's struggles may not sound tough and it's always tempting to say "I have it worse" but always, always, always if you need to compare your situation with others, do it with the intention of making sure others are as comfortable as you are.
Like the saying goes, the only time to look into your neighbour's bowl is to see if they have enough
If it gets too hard, compare your situation to others who have it worse- again, we don't need to self pity in the name of privilege to be kind but if it helps dip your ego and make you more accepting of yours and others' problems then do it
Ok bye