Wednesday, May 15, 2019

05.28am

Internal rebel at it again!
Hahaha hais I fell asleep at 12.04am and woke up exactly 4 hours 50 mins later great job self
Also look at me overestimating myself I was pouring water into a bottle so I can take my own sweet time drinking it (cant decide if doing it one shot or bit by bit is better) and I poured almost half the 500ml bottle and my reflexes stopped me immediately but my brain was like "no way pour a bit more in there" but in this case my body was smarter cus my hands laughed (what an image HAHA) and
Me to me: r u sure about that
Me to me: nope
So I didnt pour anymore and good thing I didn't cause im still stuck with at least 1.5 fingers spacing worth of liquid (idk how to gauge liquid volume ok I put 200ml but thats too much)
K bye if I manage to sleep well I might crash rehearsal if not I might still want to hahahaha please do have a blessed lovely day ahead!

ps NEXT WEEK rehearsal resumes so exciting but also there goes our almost a month break (thankfully theyre as overly attached as I am so we met almost every week for whatever reason or lackof)

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09.51am

I frogot I have slept no wonder I cant do it again hahahah
Not sure if im feeling better or just mentally free cause no obligations for the rest of the week?
Hopefully both

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14.08pm

Woke up being attacked over things I didnt do or beyond my control and im like loling my way through cause literally 5 people with 5 different issues
Probably exaggerating but I mean what a way to wake me up
Still contemplating going down for rehearsal actually sure why not I shall get ready then
See you

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17.57pm

Got ready but couldnt even
Thankfully I didn't cause I ended up napping and my vivid dreams came back!
Idk I self diagnose that as a mark that my sleep schedule is back on track (the ideal one for me)