I hope it's not me getting blasé or worse, too technical, but I am learning to critique instead of merely accepting what is given
Which I guess has two sides- my concert planning side needs this cause it helps us learn from other people's mistakes, but the audience in me wants to just appreciate it as it is
Either way most thoughts are discussed then passed, and what remains is the feelings and impact left on us
Needless to say my expectations were met in the sense where both were equally as impactful
One was a free production-
Ok I really want to blog about it in full feels but my eyes are heavy
ps macs gotta cut the low sugar ice cream bullcrap mannn hello think I cannot taste the difference is it
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19.17pm
Officially the start of ramadhan this year!
I feel a sense of... longing to be back in Al-islah back in Bondowoso
The fasting month experience there was something else and you feel so busy and productive both in religious and worldly affairs but they still make time for the post Zohor noon naps (which was important btdubs seeing how early their sahur/predawn meals are- 3am)
Regardless of where I am though insyaallah this year we'll do better than the last
Like I said before, it's surreal learning how to be excited for the holy month
It's just special and we're extremely blessed to be among the chosen ones allowed to go through this experience year in and out
Bismillah for this journey, insyallah we'll do well!
♡
If anyone is reading this please forgive any of my wrongdoings, if i've ever hurt you in any way intentionally or not, or if i've troubled you unnecessarily.
Here's to a fresh start and clean slate!
Thinking of all my friends whose ramadhan this year is different- loss of loved ones, first ramadhan as a married couple, a parent, or just any difference in life really.
Onwards humans!