Sometimes no matter how concrete your evidence is, if winning doesn't matter as much as feelings, you raise the white flag regardless.
Ego cannot be fought with anything but its lackof and giving in is like snatching the knife from the enemy to stab yourself instead- ironically hurting less as it bleeds more
This won't matter in a while, we will move on and disappointment will dissipate
Also im unprepared for concert, in class but not paying attention, and hungry.
Buaiii