(Aww how apt the time is the next 2 numbers after zero hahaahh)
I feel like a changed person
But I also feel like im being spammed with messages and content
I'm trying to chill and live in this moment.
Too much things to process at once and it's all the things i'd like to take slow and embrace.
Happy is an understatement, but it is also the word that can convey the pure emotion currently running through my blood.
Pure happiness.
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13.18pm
I feel like most of us refuse to move on hahahah truth wtheck I cannot take the thank yous, the photos and videos without wanting to cry and I dont even know why
I mean Chapter zero, is just the beginning, it should be exciting but nope here we are bawling our eyes out.
That last Ooh in our encore song always makes me want to cry- even from rehearsals, but on the actual day we were all just laughing at ourselves for crying and the audience accepted it.
They understood our emotions and mama lin who didnt even understand english that well said she felt so sad at the end seeing us together.
I don't know why i'm reviewing this now, i'm definitely one of the people who does not want to face reality yet.
Like I said, I want to live in this moment.
Too much feels for me to focus on anything else.
And ironically, tomorrow is the day a new chapter begins for Harmonix.
First round of auditions for AY1819.
New batch.
Our fourth batch ever.
I have no idea how much they'll buy in our Harmonix spirit but i'll leave it to fate to sieve out the true hearts from the not.
In my club, I can look around and say I feel sincerity from every single individual in what they do.
The passion and love is like no other.
ps already lost 1 of my member. losing another one tonight and they keep saying "it's only 3-5 months!!" but nO not right after this monumental moment D:
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23.48pm
Currently listening to the concert playlist- wished it was their voices instead but the songs themselves are enough feels :')
Seeing like 9 other harmonix people today makes me feel like nothing changed- it all feels the same and yes we went through the most important thing but we'll always be dispensible for each other hehehehe
Anyway, may my zx and emmaus have a safe flight to their respective accomodations (neither a horse ranch nor a camper van)
Today was heartwarming as we all admitted we still crying today HAHAHAHAH i love it
I feel better already ♡ (O SHIT SWAY PLAYING IM NOT OK ANYMORE my dear rvn D:)
Thanks universe T.T