I have things to do, and this semester is the wrong time to take on classes with uncomfortable (ok more like new) profs because their working style does not work for me
3 freaking presentations and in class tests what are yall thinking man
I should stick to my usual lowkey two essays a sem profs because unsurprisingly, the lesser the workload the more I learn.
Perhaps cause we dont have to cram so much info just for one small thing, as opposed to sincerely wanting to find things out
Looking around is making me realise uni is not much different from the past 10 years of education.
People around me are still doing things for the sake of grades and bragging rights.
I dont care what their priorities are ah just dont get in the way of my learning
Also I have been revisited by a quote i've came across many a times but never really rang with me until today
It's that true friendship is not based on how long you've known each other.
Ultimately if we seek different things and are not getting them, we can either accomodate or move on.
The choice is not with me as of now but I hope it comes eventually.
I have hiphop class in 8 hours and I dont really feel like moving much psht
But im looking forward to being on track.
My time management this semester would probably be extra on point with my priorities being family, harmonix and learning.
Friends who matter will fit in somehow.
This is not the time for people who are part timers.
Maybe i'll entertain yall next sem.
Talking about part timers omg I have people I havent spoken to in so long asking me why I didnt tell them about harmonix's concert
I forgot that there are people who are always there supporting me from the dark
These are the people I shouldnt have forgotten.
These are the people I should have sent the mass messages to.
Eh. In the high, and high expectations and complacency that the important ones would support me best, I forgot about the ones who truly care for my art and interests.
These people who are never forced to come because they genuinely support my passion and performances.
These sincere beings who I somehow managed to forget and I feel terrible.
It's a lesson learnt definitely!
I'm glad it happened now.
One more thing, I cannot tolerate angsty and paggro people.
It shows either your major lack of maturity or your cowardice- either way it does not make you look good.
What hurt you so much that you cannot be honest to yourself
OMG OK ZX JUST TEXTED SHE IN CANADA K BRB
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03.06am
Ok im done replying and I just realised my title is in all caps what was I thinking
I dont even remember what I typed above hahahaha
True pourage of thoughts into this place
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05.07am
Im really out here not sleeping crabmeat I have a long day ahead but hopefully dancing and- oh crap heavy lesson in the afternoon which is potentially gonna be when the sleepy ghost comes to visit
Hopefully auditions wake me up again
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OMG SLEEPY HAHAHAHAHAHAH Dl