Somehow the most productive when i'm busiest
So not aligned with my internal chill
Anyway I cannot comprehend how cool undertaker is wtheck
Sometimes I watch hsm and im like "gabbie is so cute maybe I should be more gentle" but then I get reminded of badasses like stone cold the rock and undertaker and I realise that im too cool to be nice
But some people think im too nice to be cool
You know what those who calls me heartless does so because I fail to do the things they want me to, whereas the ones who think im nice thinks so because I do things beyond their expectations
Moral of the story external judgements are never constant and it dont matter
You define yourself if necessary
Why am I talking about this im literally not doing anything bye la
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22.45pm
Had a lovely day despite circumstances
Got ice-cream AND ice-cream cake for the advanced cake cutting ceremony (pls dont be the only i need more cake hahahaha ok kidding very grateful)
Still thinking of how to occupy tomorrow
4 days to concert screams