Why am I not asleep
Im not sleepy
But I require rest cause I foresee a long three days ahead hahahahahehehehehe not complaining just try to rest more ay
I think I have fully recovered alhamdulillah
Now to not fall sick again
(Someone said I looked so pale it was like I saw a ghost)
(I think it was just my lipstick honestly)
Talking about ghost I was walking through a long empty corridor on my way to rehearsal just now and I kept glancing back to make sure there was no undertaker hahahahahaha priorities
I told rvn and they laughed in confusion
Psht yall will never get it but I still love yall hahahaha losers
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16.41pm
How do you revive a part of you you successfully killed off?
Is it even necessary
Is a part time persona necessary?
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23.35pm
It is 25 minutes to me turning 22- birthdays are weird but a good place for self-reflection though not compulsary
Sometimes I find it unnecessarily too big of a deal but most of the time I just embrace seeing people appreciate my existance ahahaha
But it also makes me question my existance like hmMmm do I really make an impact in your lives (not that I care I just strive to be the kindest best person I can be, you get what you unconsciously deserve)
It's also hard to be overjoyed on my day seeing that I have to be in school by 9.30am and I still have zero prep for concert
I feel like leaving rehearsal early would help but I know I won't
So im thinking of the worst case scenario I buy on the day itself can or not hahahahahahaha living life on the edge woohoo
Actually I did attempt to buy the stuff today but malls close annoyingly early on weeknights like by the time we finished eating all the shops were closed
So we ended up doing some physical activities in the mall and then rounded cold storage twice looking for ice-cream (totally failed mission btw im still disappointed)
And now im settled down home
Ok time to ignore more things hehehehe
But seriously I simultaneously have not enough and too much time to self-reflect on my life journey thus far
Eh
I owe myself one
But for now, let's just be thankful and celebrate being alive, healthy and thriving shall we? (Insert party popper emoticon)