It's rainy
Ended up not going to the hospital yesterday because I fell asleep zz (seriously not normal because i'd usually do anything to attend family gatherings but I just couldnt... move if you get me) (even wanted to grab over after maghrib but still the immovableness was real)
Actually find it weird that im still not better I mean normally by the next day im all good, but I think it's been a week now
Is it because I havent taken any meds hahahahaha nevermind what even
Woke up a bit before 10pm last night and mama cooked so it was my only meal of the day- amazing though, duh.
Really want to go out and buy cookies (???)
Lol random necessities
Hopefully the rain stops I mean I could still go out but... honestly no excuses la I really could
See first la huh
Thought of popping into the hospital to see the baby but mama was like "if you want to go to clinic i'll meet you there after work"
But i'd rather hibernate and recuperate than go to the docs for now
Anyway just a little section here to say that it's hard to believe and accept sometimes but there are friends who do not truly care, they're in it for the fun, for the nice times but when it comes to the hard they will never be seen.
And it's not right to say "oh it's ok" because man why waste time with these people?
It is, unfortunately, undeniably normal.
Which is not cool, but we shall learn, and we shall strive to be the bigger person always.
No regrets bruh be kinder than necessary bruh all is good man
//edit//
12.11pm
Wow waking up early and being productive sure feels great because why, i've completed most of my to do list and it's barely lunchtime!
Completed 75% (jk I hate math I dont calculate) of an online module and edited a vlog, still need to source for music though simultaneously the easiest and hardest process in video editing.
This means I really can go out and buy cookies!
