Monday, January 23, 2017

7.50am

Really, really contemplating missing class today and the heavy rain is just motivating my decision!
You know what, if by 8.30 it's still raining this much then byebye class
Anyway the lesson is about something we've already learnt last sem ahais
And why is it that the days when I actually need to miss class duetohealthandinterestingissuescoughs, it's days for the lesson where the prof  takes attendance
(Rereads above sentence)
(What kind of sentence structure is that)
(Meh)

Had a pretty refreshing Sunday yesterday despite forgetting to sleep lolz
Went for the ASB workshop with elephant and eatgo, pretty fun although it has truly been so long since I last properly danced (5 years ago???) so most moves felt awkward hahaha
Needless to say the vibes here are so much more welcoming and my type- really positive in an unforced, sincere manner.
You know you can jive with the place when you actually stay to hang out in the room afterwards doing nothing hahahahaha cant say the same for the past few dance experiences including NDP, once the ending briefing begins im already halfway out the door (at least mentally hahaha)
Sat down to drink for a while before heading to izzul's house
HE CAN REALLY WALK NOW!
But the first year of a life is always the weirdest- see i've been seeing him almost every week of his life since he was a few months old, and so he'd recognize me and everytime I come over he flails in excitement which was so cute hahaha
Then of course tutoring ended last october and I stopped going over (so literally JUST 2 MONTHS) and he's already doubting his memory of me la
Hahahahah Idk if he action, just pretending or legitimately cant recall
Interesting
Kids psychologist pls explain

Followed them to collect iryan's edusave awards and saw cik ogy, cik zahar and firdaus there!
This one another matter, we have known them since before firdaus existed and we were there when he was born, up to his toddler years before we unfortunately lost touch and now he's like 10 YEARS OLD????
Talking about age I just realised the age difference between me and izzul is 20 man this is too much why am I growing too fast stop la

Followed them to geylang afterwards to buy some necessities for the upcoming baby (upcoming meaning in a few hours time, probably even in AN hour idek but there's another reason why I dont mind skipping class hahahaah)
Yes Izzul will be getting his younger sister today!!!
Insyaallah everything goes smoothly for mummy and baby
Went for dinner afterwards and I was finally feeling the burn of my unsleepity

Man, the rain seems to be reducing in weight hahaha (what?) I mean not as heavy but still significantly pouring
How, go school or not
Anyway I have a meeting at school at like 6pm when my class ends at 12.30pm
I thought I could spend the 5 hours in between travelling to the hospital to see the baby I mean that could work too.
And there's no Monday class next week due to CNY and there's a test the following week so I could just go to class- you know what since when did I ever care about my attendance hahahaha come what may I do what I want
I guess this is what i'd call passion for what im learning, will literally go out of my way to consider options.
If you asked me in MI, i'd have freaking created opportunities to miss school hahaha

Urm didnt expect this post to be this long hahaha
(Ok eatgo just messaged hahaha she has got to be one of the most reliable human in my life man)
I shall stop
Have a good day, pretty stoked for the new addition to the family arriving today!

ps after seemingly being decisive in not going to class, im beginning to want to go to class what is this internal debate going on

//edit//

9.50am

Im not in class and.... THE BABY IS BORN!!!!! Cant wait to go see her and cik ros later yay