Bluek I cant sleep
Looking through old videos and can I just say 2014 was just such a nice year generally?
Like in life, on youtube, in the music industry, just really generally
I dont get generalisations based on years but looking back, a lot of good things and content were put out on that year.
I think I have a long day at school ahead, hahaha think eh.
I have to check again but I think I have a morning class followed by a 150 minutes break, (lunching with my polly pocket and wardah!) metaethics and then harmonix?
Whatever it is, may I rock the day.
Oh entering the morning class with no knowledge if i'm gonna know anyone there- the reason I survived last sem's criwri was because of my tablemates; cherms, zae, wardah, ash, alwani, fiona- so I have no expectations for this class.
On Monday's class I came 10 mins late and the only seats left were either with a group of exchange students or at the table nearest to the prof so obviously I went with the exchange students.
Im sure it's just an issue of statistics but when we were discussing I found out how dramatic their lives were compared to ours (the people I know).
The fact that all 4 of them had crazy stories to tell is like wow is this real life.
And idk what it is but when im talking to my Singaporean or even Malaysian or Indonesian or Bruneian friends in English I will somehow speak properly like pronunciation and grammar en pointe y flawless but when im talking to actual english speaking humans, I tend to go full singlish???
I think im just trying to avoid accidentally following their slang you know in case they find it offensive or mocking even though that's the last thing I intend to do :')
It's the same when i'm speaking to Indonesians!
Like I will literally speak Bahasa Indon to my friends (malay chinese indian who cares I speak indon to everyone) but when I meet an ACTUAL Indonesian I just speak proper Malay (or like pretend to awkwardly try to speak Indon and be bad at it even though I dont think I am)
Even while I was homestaying in Jakarta I spoke to my host family mainly in English and Malay which was zzzzz what even are you doing, it's so weird aneh banget sih (QUOTE FROM UPIK ABU DAN LAURA EPISODE 1 BECAUSE I ALWAYS REWATCH EPISODE 1)
Note to self: if you can adapt then do IT
Ok, have a fantabulous day ahead!
Takecare of yourselves and the people around you.
