Thursday, January 12, 2017

3.16am

Class was... interesting?
I dont know if it was the lack of sleep (hahahahaha I fell asleep at 9am and woke up every 45 mins after that before finally getting ready at 1pm) or if it was just the topic but I couldnt pay attention
Now im in more of a dilemma if I should delay metaethics and take it next sem and join my fellow classmates for logic class or if I should just go through with it and clear logic next sem...
On one hand I want to get rid of the loser mathematical logic ASAP so I dont have to entertain it anymore but on the other hand being in metaethics class makes me feel... something.
Thing is i'd have to clear logic eventually whereas for metaethics I can probably (im not even sure) take it another time.
But still ugHhhh
It's just a matter of timing now
Wardah said the logic class requires us to purchase a software like what even???
Math u forever troublesome go away la

Ironically im actually really (is this an overstatement idk) interested in philosophy of math- just because I want to know WHY and WHO decided numbers were a thing in the first place
And I dont think we'd actually do math which is perfect

Anyway congratulations to elephant and yana and siti and hizah for completing them O levels!
And ain for acing the Ns!
Especially elephant and siti (and the rest of their gang) for taking the risk after N levels to jump into O levels (obviously not the easiest thing in the world) but yall tried and that's what matters!
(Anyway sec school life is the best and yall got to stay a while longer so yall still won)
Like I always say, O levels is so insignificant like literally ok look at the results, celebrate or sigh all you want, throw that shiz away and move on
Now to go forward from here
I hope you guys will never be afraid to follow your dreams- or what's worse than being afraid is being pressured by others- by circumstances, expectations or by sociatal norms.
Trust your guts, bravely keep moving even if they're baby steps (or leaps of faith whichever works for you) or even if it means moving backwards, and never allow yourself to sell short.
Im proud of you guys

Oh my O levels was bleargh, I remember looking at the results slip only caring about how I got a C6 for my literature???
I didnt even care that I passed math despite consistently failing- lol who cares about math noone does
But even at that time I knew that these alphabets on this paper doesnt matter, at least not in the long run.
And it really didnt!
Didnt even take long, less than a week after that, the whole concept of O levels just dissipated into nothingness.
I went onto MI and lo and behold, I got redemption by getting an A for my lit
Man life works so weird, that's probably the best and worst part.

Another afternoon class today but I have a last minute secret project to accomplish beforehand (hahahaha idek if it's secret)
I need to sleep oh no I have an early day and then a meeting till 9.30pm at school *cries in thai*
I have about 4 hours to sleep so... i'll try hahahahahahahahhaahhaahahaha
Hahahhahhaha
Hahaha
Goodnight sweetdreams of rainbow lattes and frappes