Hello!
Eh, pretty eventful month I had.
Im gonna do a major goodbye 2012 soon!
Since i gave up looking for my laptop charger and gonna go buy a new one instead.
Anywhoots!
happy belated birthday mak ngah, nikki and mama! Love you a lot! :D
USSed with eatgo and yol on wednesday, I woke up late nyahaha but managed to meet them before 11.
Then we had to queue a very long time booo.
Annoying but we made it hahahah yaaaay!
So had tons of fun and they went home around 4.30 while i stayed till 9 plus.
Rode stuffs alone, made friends with 3 eurasian couples, two indonesian family, two malaysian family, and some more individuals.
It's a great place to make friends alright!
Walked home and wallah. Haha.
28th, class Bbq.
Met rainy jw and nive in the morning and trained to bedok to buy bbq stuffs.
Got drenched and ate at kfc, braved tye heavy 'groceries!0' and managed to catch a cab to carpark C1.
Was overcharged though, the driver was frirndly but insensitive.
Super fun class gathering, i swear! :D
Thanks to the boys who started the fire, and indra for bbqing the chicken.
Chaisdac and mr sng came, ate and went.
at night joined andre rk and sheena's team in volley, hahahaha idk what i did also.
Then sat at the jetty with people and played murderer.
I was police once and hahahaha omg.
Because police like immortal so i didnt bother tracking the murderer (who apparently was rainy the mofo hahah)
Then some went home while we continued with horror stories.
Left soon and waved ye goodbyes to everyone.
Awesome day, thanks people for making it happen.
Haha.
Missed wwe thanks to indon freak wana the idiot ughhhhhh i hate her for that!
Okay whatevs!
Adeu ^^
Ps pardon the typos
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Sunday, December 30, 2012
Monday, December 24, 2012
Reuniting
Hello!
It is Q & A timeeee!
I got 3 questions from faith so ..
Hehaha letz ztartz!
Q: What's your horoscope?
A: Virgo Virgo Virgo!
Q: What's your top 3 make up items?
A: i usually change favourites but my all time top 3 are Eyeliner, blusher and eyeshadow ;)
Q: What's your bottom 3 make up items?
A: mascara! I hate mascara haha xD hm i also dislike foundation sometimes and i definately dont enjoy falsies!
Haha okay that's it for now!
Today went to kak syaz's and akid's birthday chalet. It was idk weird cause they'll all grown up haha. Then i became makmak (aunties) when i was at the coffeshop with the makmaks xD It was so funny and me whatsapping yol who was so happy that her kindergarten, primary and secondary bestie was texting her added to the joy. Anywhooot happy christmas eve! It's 1.59am and i want to go now weeee! Adeu ^^
It is Q & A timeeee!
I got 3 questions from faith so ..
Hehaha letz ztartz!
Q: What's your horoscope?
A: Virgo Virgo Virgo!
Q: What's your top 3 make up items?
A: i usually change favourites but my all time top 3 are Eyeliner, blusher and eyeshadow ;)
Q: What's your bottom 3 make up items?
A: mascara! I hate mascara haha xD hm i also dislike foundation sometimes and i definately dont enjoy falsies!
Haha okay that's it for now!
Today went to kak syaz's and akid's birthday chalet. It was idk weird cause they'll all grown up haha. Then i became makmak (aunties) when i was at the coffeshop with the makmaks xD It was so funny and me whatsapping yol who was so happy that her kindergarten, primary and secondary bestie was texting her added to the joy. Anywhooot happy christmas eve! It's 1.59am and i want to go now weeee! Adeu ^^
Saturday, December 22, 2012
Eligible
hello!
i think it's been 10 years or more since i last watched the bachelor/bachelorette.
hahaha and i started watching again, i just finished season 14.
jake pavelka...
even though im idk, 2 years late, i know that vienna is not what everyone thought he would choose but meh.
hmp.
people say they strive to be better people, like all the time.
personally i do too.
but somehow my actions dont speak for my thoughts.
it's annoying, like i want it but i dont push myself.
and im like aware of it, but cant do anything much.
to be honest im fully aware that im changing, into a person i would prefer to avoid to be.
sometimes i try to do things better, but yes it does get tiring.
however it's really worth it, like you'll feel happier seeing yourself treat yourself and the people around you right, the way you want to be treated.
but at times you'll just feel like, "you know what, i should stop trying"
and i sometimes think that too.
but then i realised, i had not been trying all these while.
it's the people im with who brings out the best in me.
sometimes the worst, but then i'll feel bad a second later and do something to fix it.
but i myself know that some things are better left unsaid, unexplained, and untouched.
it's sad, you know, when you look back and be like, "Wow, I never thought i'd be like this."
some days it feels like you dont even have a choice to choose what kind of person you want to be.
you're too affected by surroundings and circumstances.
but at the end of the day, it's all about defining your identity.
you choose who you want to be.
you choose how high up you wanna build a wall around you, and you choose when you are ready to let it all crumble down and take risks.
You, create you.
nothing else, no matter how much effect it has on your life, can shake you if you're truly defined.
noone can shake your values, beliefs, hopes and dreams.
noone but you.
this is cliche but it's something i believed in ever since i was young.
"Everyone is unique, we're different in our own special ways"
it's up to us now.
identity vs society.
initially had 4 great plans today, but i couldnt choose which to go.
and since i owe rainy and jw an apology for not turning up previously i should meet them.
we're finally gonna meet teen titans!
thanks rainy for the tickets haha wwwyki*
im also supposed to choose between working, going for a job interview with KCjr mofo, and going to mofo pink's chalet birthday celebration.
and since i cant make a decision i shut everything out in the meanwhile xD
it's annoying and tiring to argue with yourself!
it's raining.
ughh.
okay haha
adeu ^^
*zackryderref sorry not sorry haha
i think it's been 10 years or more since i last watched the bachelor/bachelorette.
hahaha and i started watching again, i just finished season 14.
jake pavelka...
even though im idk, 2 years late, i know that vienna is not what everyone thought he would choose but meh.
hmp.
people say they strive to be better people, like all the time.
personally i do too.
but somehow my actions dont speak for my thoughts.
it's annoying, like i want it but i dont push myself.
and im like aware of it, but cant do anything much.
to be honest im fully aware that im changing, into a person i would prefer to avoid to be.
sometimes i try to do things better, but yes it does get tiring.
however it's really worth it, like you'll feel happier seeing yourself treat yourself and the people around you right, the way you want to be treated.
but at times you'll just feel like, "you know what, i should stop trying"
and i sometimes think that too.
but then i realised, i had not been trying all these while.
it's the people im with who brings out the best in me.
sometimes the worst, but then i'll feel bad a second later and do something to fix it.
but i myself know that some things are better left unsaid, unexplained, and untouched.
it's sad, you know, when you look back and be like, "Wow, I never thought i'd be like this."
some days it feels like you dont even have a choice to choose what kind of person you want to be.
you're too affected by surroundings and circumstances.
but at the end of the day, it's all about defining your identity.
you choose who you want to be.
you choose how high up you wanna build a wall around you, and you choose when you are ready to let it all crumble down and take risks.
You, create you.
nothing else, no matter how much effect it has on your life, can shake you if you're truly defined.
noone can shake your values, beliefs, hopes and dreams.
noone but you.
this is cliche but it's something i believed in ever since i was young.
"Everyone is unique, we're different in our own special ways"
it's up to us now.
identity vs society.
initially had 4 great plans today, but i couldnt choose which to go.
and since i owe rainy and jw an apology for not turning up previously i should meet them.
we're finally gonna meet teen titans!
thanks rainy for the tickets haha wwwyki*
im also supposed to choose between working, going for a job interview with KCjr mofo, and going to mofo pink's chalet birthday celebration.
and since i cant make a decision i shut everything out in the meanwhile xD
it's annoying and tiring to argue with yourself!
it's raining.
ughh.
okay haha
adeu ^^
*zackryderref sorry not sorry haha
Wednesday, December 19, 2012
summertime sadness
hello haha.
so, The big Ns results and pri 6s school thingy has been released.
------2 mins-------
ok im back from...
singing along to higglytown heroes.
hahahah xD
im supposed to dye my hair this week.
lesse how it goes.
------1 min-------
wow this tayo cartoon thing theme song is catchy haha
i cannot resist.
anyway slammy awards results made up for the horrible tlc outcomes.
so still happy ^^
i woke up at 6 today to go for a morning run.
and then i realised how weird and creepy it would be running around in the dark.
if i was still living at 315 i definately wouldnt hesitate haha.
spent some time doing "healthy" grocery shopping.
bought cheese yoghurt wholegrain cereals milk idk im in a healthy mood.
hahah and so since i didnt go jogging in the morning im pushing it to tonight or later in the afternoon.
supposed to go to PA with cousins to catch the mood of spore vs thailand but neh everyone's missing.
wana is as usual, annoying.
nothing new haha.
class outing underway.
personally i want it to be held at ECP but some wants semb park so we'll see how it goes.
sentosa outing with eatgo and yol soon.
teen titans outing with r and jw.
i ditched job hunting, no more in the working mood haha.
wait too long alrey.
okay im not in the best mood to write.
i feel too neutral.
nothing fun on the tv.
boooo.
adeu
so, The big Ns results and pri 6s school thingy has been released.
------2 mins-------
ok im back from...
singing along to higglytown heroes.
hahahah xD
im supposed to dye my hair this week.
lesse how it goes.
------1 min-------
wow this tayo cartoon thing theme song is catchy haha
i cannot resist.
anyway slammy awards results made up for the horrible tlc outcomes.
so still happy ^^
i woke up at 6 today to go for a morning run.
and then i realised how weird and creepy it would be running around in the dark.
if i was still living at 315 i definately wouldnt hesitate haha.
spent some time doing "healthy" grocery shopping.
bought cheese yoghurt wholegrain cereals milk idk im in a healthy mood.
hahah and so since i didnt go jogging in the morning im pushing it to tonight or later in the afternoon.
supposed to go to PA with cousins to catch the mood of spore vs thailand but neh everyone's missing.
wana is as usual, annoying.
nothing new haha.
class outing underway.
personally i want it to be held at ECP but some wants semb park so we'll see how it goes.
sentosa outing with eatgo and yol soon.
teen titans outing with r and jw.
i ditched job hunting, no more in the working mood haha.
wait too long alrey.
okay im not in the best mood to write.
i feel too neutral.
nothing fun on the tv.
boooo.
adeu
Saturday, December 15, 2012
Cool
I just realised that i had received the EXACT same messages from TWO different people on TWO different occasions! :O
So cool!
Hahaha!
"Eh u sure u got sleep? Haha when i slept u were awake, when i wake up pn u aready awake. U SURE U GOT SLEEP?"
Like really same sia hahahha okay xD
Adeu!
Holler
Hello!
Soo i was supposed to buy my polaroid just now...
But i was alone.at home so it was technically karaoke time!
Hahahah so i didnt go xD
Nevermind good things come to people who wait hahahah kk kidding.
So i missed wwe main event earlier on boo!
But i did see the 3MB, which i think is a joke pfft.
I mean drew mcintyre used to have this cocky vibe which was kinda cool.
And jinder mahal was a good heel.
Now they're like...nevermind.
Haha.
Oh!
HAPPY 24TH BIRTHDAY VANANNEHUDGS! (mentioned before that that is my nickname for my guurl!)
Hahaha i love you beautiful beast xxx
It's her 2nd birthday since 2006 (or was it 2005) without zefron...
Okay what am i doing hahaha.
Okay, listening to mj12.
Thank god for good callers.
Curses to those who play around like you know a million people wanna slap you!
Okay i say a lot of okays in this post o.O
Okay hahahaha okay i cant think of any other words other than...
Adeu ^^
Thursday, December 13, 2012
Appreciation
hello!
so i feel unenthusiastic to work.
soo i wont be going to today's interview.
so idk what im risking but i dont see myself doing that so bleahh bla bla *waveshandfrantically*
must plan several outings and i was thinking about how hard it it to make people like it, at the least.
if you notice and look back on events, gatherings and outings, you see more people complain on what could be better than mentioning what is good about the thing.
but now i realised, no matter the situation, it's up to us to include the fun factor.
i mean if you dont put yourself out there, nothing will happen.
this is not some kind of romance novel (i wont say fairytale because i love fairytales) where you can sit one corner and some cute person will come and you two talk till sunset blabla.
hahahahahahah ok that's funny.
it could happen but.....you know.
now i dont make sense.....
i dont want to topup my prepaid now.....
hahaha because noone contacts me when i do.
sorcery at its worst.
boooo.
brother changing to S2 soon because i told him that s3 is ugly.
hahaha really it is freaking ugly.
s2 looks more sleek and idk professional hahaahahahahahah i spelt that wrong didnt i
im a lazy backspacer so id rather mention that i wrote something wrong rather than actually changing it
ok wait.. no i didnt spell that wrong.
right?
ahh hahahaha the perks of not schooling anymore :p
n level results coming soon ah?
dayuum good luck everyone anyone someone! :D
aand omg, i swear i ditched shay and syuh today!
but shay just called and said that she's out with her mum and syuh's at home.
looks like we all ditched each other hahahaha thank goodness.
ps happy birthday elika and sanjana i forever love my fellow choristers xx (because in blogger you cant put the heart shape sign because it interferes with the HMTL crap)
anyway, hahaha goodbye for now!
adeu ^^
so i feel unenthusiastic to work.
soo i wont be going to today's interview.
so idk what im risking but i dont see myself doing that so bleahh bla bla *waveshandfrantically*
must plan several outings and i was thinking about how hard it it to make people like it, at the least.
if you notice and look back on events, gatherings and outings, you see more people complain on what could be better than mentioning what is good about the thing.
but now i realised, no matter the situation, it's up to us to include the fun factor.
i mean if you dont put yourself out there, nothing will happen.
this is not some kind of romance novel (i wont say fairytale because i love fairytales) where you can sit one corner and some cute person will come and you two talk till sunset blabla.
hahahahahahah ok that's funny.
it could happen but.....you know.
now i dont make sense.....
i dont want to topup my prepaid now.....
hahaha because noone contacts me when i do.
sorcery at its worst.
boooo.
brother changing to S2 soon because i told him that s3 is ugly.
hahaha really it is freaking ugly.
s2 looks more sleek and idk professional hahaahahahahahah i spelt that wrong didnt i
im a lazy backspacer so id rather mention that i wrote something wrong rather than actually changing it
ok wait.. no i didnt spell that wrong.
right?
ahh hahahaha the perks of not schooling anymore :p
n level results coming soon ah?
dayuum good luck everyone anyone someone! :D
aand omg, i swear i ditched shay and syuh today!
but shay just called and said that she's out with her mum and syuh's at home.
looks like we all ditched each other hahahaha thank goodness.
ps happy birthday elika and sanjana i forever love my fellow choristers xx (because in blogger you cant put the heart shape sign because it interferes with the HMTL crap)
anyway, hahaha goodbye for now!
adeu ^^
coincidental humour
hello!
Pageviews number is like my birthday sia hahahahha
thanks, I had a good 7 seconds smile seeing it.
partly because it's 3.41am.
im forever sleepless pfft.
currently back from instagram where i just posted 2 photos of siti hahaha
cause she was on the radio and i suddenly miss her.
im like supposed to be sleeping since im meeting shay and syuh in like 8 hours time.
Rainy and jw was supposed to join but they couldnt make it boooo.
but we as amazingly cool people will meet up in about... a week's time.
to meet....
nah, i shouldnt tell you.
haha oh but do you really want to know?
what am i doing...
talking to myself lol
okay, okay, get off my back!
i'll tell you already!
We're going to teen titans' meet and greet session.
hahahahah you read me, teen titans!
simply because mr jw loves raven, and ms rainy loves robin and i like beastboy.
wait is his name even robin?
haha i havent really watched tv for a long time.
like really watch.
i used to do it though, i remember staying put infront of the tv watching everything.
hahaha but i stopped watching it in sec 1.
sometimes even if i have nothing to do, i dont see tv in my "activity" option.
sometimes i'd even stare at walls.
and finally when i wreck my brains and find something to do, THEN i realised that the television is there for a reason.
haha ok so where was i.
oooh teen titans haha.
i wanna watch life of pi.
it looks humane.
very humane indeed.
hmm, i just read several stories on wattpad.
there are some good writers, who can write awesome love stories and convince us readers that falling in love might as well be counted as the best thing to ever happen in life.
eh, but what happened to cookie doughs and ice cream?
haha.
ps i remembered making a grammar mistake earlier on but now im trying to find it, to no avail. Haha nevermind. im just frustrated that i cant find it!
pps reread again and i finally found it *phew
okay aliens in disguise.
Just wanna tell you to be yourself and break barriers.
that was...figurative by the way dont do anything stupid.
hahaha i cant resist this but..l YOLO!
ppps the only reason i use YOLO is zefron xxx so technically it is a valid, legit reason
therefore,
adeu ^^
Pageviews number is like my birthday sia hahahahha
thanks, I had a good 7 seconds smile seeing it.
partly because it's 3.41am.
im forever sleepless pfft.
currently back from instagram where i just posted 2 photos of siti hahaha
cause she was on the radio and i suddenly miss her.
im like supposed to be sleeping since im meeting shay and syuh in like 8 hours time.
Rainy and jw was supposed to join but they couldnt make it boooo.
but we as amazingly cool people will meet up in about... a week's time.
to meet....
nah, i shouldnt tell you.
haha oh but do you really want to know?
what am i doing...
talking to myself lol
okay, okay, get off my back!
i'll tell you already!
We're going to teen titans' meet and greet session.
hahahahah you read me, teen titans!
simply because mr jw loves raven, and ms rainy loves robin and i like beastboy.
wait is his name even robin?
haha i havent really watched tv for a long time.
like really watch.
i used to do it though, i remember staying put infront of the tv watching everything.
hahaha but i stopped watching it in sec 1.
sometimes even if i have nothing to do, i dont see tv in my "activity" option.
sometimes i'd even stare at walls.
and finally when i wreck my brains and find something to do, THEN i realised that the television is there for a reason.
haha ok so where was i.
oooh teen titans haha.
i wanna watch life of pi.
it looks humane.
very humane indeed.
hmm, i just read several stories on wattpad.
there are some good writers, who can write awesome love stories and convince us readers that falling in love might as well be counted as the best thing to ever happen in life.
eh, but what happened to cookie doughs and ice cream?
haha.
ps i remembered making a grammar mistake earlier on but now im trying to find it, to no avail. Haha nevermind. im just frustrated that i cant find it!
pps reread again and i finally found it *phew
okay aliens in disguise.
Just wanna tell you to be yourself and break barriers.
that was...figurative by the way dont do anything stupid.
hahaha i cant resist this but..l YOLO!
ppps the only reason i use YOLO is zefron xxx so technically it is a valid, legit reason
therefore,
adeu ^^
Tuesday, December 11, 2012
happy birthday, oscar gutierrez rubio
hello!
happy because it's rey's birthday.
heheheheh.
today marks the fact that he's 22 years older than me :(
but nvm, siti nurhaliza and datuk K has 20 years age gap.
hahahah sigh why he so far...
he got married in 1996, the yesr i was born.
the year (technically yes) i started 'watching' him wrestle.
hahaha k omg.
i wish...he'd be better without the drugs that keeps getting him suspended.
he's making us mysterioians feel sad seeing that he's not wrestling as often as he did before.
i hope he gets a title shot soon because he's so awesome words cant explain.
i also wish wwe has a SEA tour soon and the master of 619 will be there.
But probably i'd faint and die due to overwhelming (omg my english), i mean i've been watching and loving them my whole life.
hahahah ok i sound * ticktock *
whatever it is, i'll forever look up to le most smazing underdog and love him even though i barely know him but i'd still love him.
What i love about him?
haha i have this 10 things i love about le biggest little man.
1) His name
2) His masks
3) His theme song
4) His personality
5) His handsomeness
6) His laid back yet persevering attitude
7) His tattoos
8) His accesorizing and costumes
9) His devotion to god and his family
10) Him himself
here's where you add a million heart shapes and kisses and hugs because im officially in love with him hahahhaha kidding kidding.
ps this post is not enough to describe my feelings so im just gonna go.
remember, one love!
adeu ^^
happy because it's rey's birthday.
heheheheh.
today marks the fact that he's 22 years older than me :(
but nvm, siti nurhaliza and datuk K has 20 years age gap.
hahahah sigh why he so far...
he got married in 1996, the yesr i was born.
the year (technically yes) i started 'watching' him wrestle.
hahaha k omg.
i wish...he'd be better without the drugs that keeps getting him suspended.
he's making us mysterioians feel sad seeing that he's not wrestling as often as he did before.
i hope he gets a title shot soon because he's so awesome words cant explain.
i also wish wwe has a SEA tour soon and the master of 619 will be there.
But probably i'd faint and die due to overwhelming (omg my english), i mean i've been watching and loving them my whole life.
hahahah ok i sound * ticktock *
whatever it is, i'll forever look up to le most smazing underdog and love him even though i barely know him but i'd still love him.
What i love about him?
haha i have this 10 things i love about le biggest little man.
1) His name
2) His masks
3) His theme song
4) His personality
5) His handsomeness
6) His laid back yet persevering attitude
7) His tattoos
8) His accesorizing and costumes
9) His devotion to god and his family
10) Him himself
here's where you add a million heart shapes and kisses and hugs because im officially in love with him hahahhaha kidding kidding.
ps this post is not enough to describe my feelings so im just gonna go.
remember, one love!
adeu ^^
how is it possible
hello :)
time check: 2.31am
someone tell me how could it be humanly possible to forget you have work at 8 later.
hahaha i know right when i remembered i was like "Whatever" and came here.
i finally found my missing phone (missing for an hour due to someone's pathetic attempt at hiding it eheh loser)
yay now i can rant *privately.
ps blue ranger is.....wooooooo
pps im not a huge fan of power ranger...
time check: 2.31am
someone tell me how could it be humanly possible to forget you have work at 8 later.
hahaha i know right when i remembered i was like "Whatever" and came here.
i finally found my missing phone (missing for an hour due to someone's pathetic attempt at hiding it eheh loser)
yay now i can rant *privately.
ps blue ranger is.....wooooooo
pps im not a huge fan of power ranger...
twelve hours ago, i was in a great mood.
twelve hours ago, i felt generous, patient, and peaceful.
We're gonna talk about that one girl, who shamelssly steals other people's property and downgradingly uses it as her own, to gain popularity.
the very fact that this girl would stoop that low is beyond astounding.
my nails are dark blue.
i went out the whole day, and i had looked forward to blogging about it but i just feel like it would be pointless.
just like the day it would start so well and end up disastrous.
anyway, i experienced a random act of kindness today.
it's really overwhelming, to see strangers get out of their way to help you.
i was buying food for my sisters when my atm card acted like it has a mind on its own and became faulty.
i couldn't even withdraw any money because of the card which generously dropped dead at the last minute, like after i ordered...
you are therefore allowed to put cricket sounds in the background *shrugs
haha, so after a hard time trying to cancel our orders we walked out of burger king feeling abashed, like it was so dramatic.
i was cursing my card when chiqa cried, insisting that she wants the ice cream x(
what to do, small kids don't understand anything.
i told her that i'd buy her one when we get home but she...wouldn't stop crying.
at this time i was...idk frustrated cause she was so noisy i mean it was just ice cream wadha.
then a malay man walked up to us and apologised for interfering but he told us that he saw that there was something wrong with my atm card, and he also pointed out that chiqa was crying, probably of hunger, so he unhesistantly handed us money.
i was like speechless, we kept trying to reject saying thanks and all but he insisted and said that since it was quite late, that we should buy a takeaway and let chiqa eat.
idk how to thank him i mean to be that nice is one thing, to insist even after being rejected is another.
thank god for sending him, we managed to buy chiqa enough food to shut her up for the time.
haha whoever you are, i really wanna say thanks.
people like you should multiply and make more nice people.
i swear you give me hope on the human population.
(not that i lacked any but he multiplied it by two million)
hahaha ok over.
talking bout this actually makes me feel better.
i guess tou could notice too, seeing the lack of 'hahas' in the starting.
im feeling more light hearted and just better la. haha
went for job hunt at town with syuhaidah and shayunis, and they kept giving us HR number.
by the end of the day...mmhm.
we memorised the number.
hahaha okay
adeu ^^
ps: used coloured extensions on hair! purple, skyblue and dark blue! Wee to temporary colouful hair!
pps: all of the store owners i visited today was so nice and friendly, singapore should only hire them to work retail. hahaha
pps: if blogging helps release tension, come on, blog with me!
ppps: how do you calm down after a day of drama? hahahahah message me on tumblr!
twelve hours ago, i felt generous, patient, and peaceful.
We're gonna talk about that one girl, who shamelssly steals other people's property and downgradingly uses it as her own, to gain popularity.
the very fact that this girl would stoop that low is beyond astounding.
my nails are dark blue.
i went out the whole day, and i had looked forward to blogging about it but i just feel like it would be pointless.
just like the day it would start so well and end up disastrous.
anyway, i experienced a random act of kindness today.
it's really overwhelming, to see strangers get out of their way to help you.
i was buying food for my sisters when my atm card acted like it has a mind on its own and became faulty.
i couldn't even withdraw any money because of the card which generously dropped dead at the last minute, like after i ordered...
you are therefore allowed to put cricket sounds in the background *shrugs
haha, so after a hard time trying to cancel our orders we walked out of burger king feeling abashed, like it was so dramatic.
i was cursing my card when chiqa cried, insisting that she wants the ice cream x(
what to do, small kids don't understand anything.
i told her that i'd buy her one when we get home but she...wouldn't stop crying.
at this time i was...idk frustrated cause she was so noisy i mean it was just ice cream wadha.
then a malay man walked up to us and apologised for interfering but he told us that he saw that there was something wrong with my atm card, and he also pointed out that chiqa was crying, probably of hunger, so he unhesistantly handed us money.
i was like speechless, we kept trying to reject saying thanks and all but he insisted and said that since it was quite late, that we should buy a takeaway and let chiqa eat.
idk how to thank him i mean to be that nice is one thing, to insist even after being rejected is another.
thank god for sending him, we managed to buy chiqa enough food to shut her up for the time.
haha whoever you are, i really wanna say thanks.
people like you should multiply and make more nice people.
i swear you give me hope on the human population.
(not that i lacked any but he multiplied it by two million)
hahaha ok over.
talking bout this actually makes me feel better.
i guess tou could notice too, seeing the lack of 'hahas' in the starting.
im feeling more light hearted and just better la. haha
went for job hunt at town with syuhaidah and shayunis, and they kept giving us HR number.
by the end of the day...mmhm.
we memorised the number.
hahaha okay
adeu ^^
ps: used coloured extensions on hair! purple, skyblue and dark blue! Wee to temporary colouful hair!
pps: all of the store owners i visited today was so nice and friendly, singapore should only hire them to work retail. hahaha
pps: if blogging helps release tension, come on, blog with me!
ppps: how do you calm down after a day of drama? hahahahah message me on tumblr!
Sunday, December 09, 2012
bad bad choice
hello!
got my hair dye and was soo amazed.
why?
when i reached city hall i was panicked.
my phone was possesed and i couldn't contact the seller.
then i saw a girl pacing around for awhile, before exiting and sat outside macs.
i walked up to her and asked, "Are you waiting for someone?"
she smiled and said that indeed, she was there to collect her hair dyes.
ah, thank god for helping me.
i learned a bit more about her (like, she was gonna dye her whole hair purple, amd that she was in poly, music course) and we talked while waiting for the seller to come.
she (the seller) told us that she would be wearing jeans, fur vest, and a red bag.
When i saw her my jaw dropped like WHOA.
Her hair was a mixture of different shades of gosh darn PURPLE!
keyszxcvbnmhnwbwhmwhnwgwhwgbwwhwhmwhwngwbywgywnwy
and! the other customer's hairs were colourful too!
most of them dipdyed, but with different colours.
i was so jealous yet awed.
all of them possesed my dream hair.........
i feel like jumping from a two metre building into an ocean and turn into a mermaid.
hahahahaha okay not really but you get me.
i cant wait to have my dream hair but i would safely dye my whole hair after my results come.
ahahahaha.
okay, my hands are aching.
ipads are not my bestfriend for blogging! x(
therefore,
adeu ^^
got my hair dye and was soo amazed.
why?
when i reached city hall i was panicked.
my phone was possesed and i couldn't contact the seller.
then i saw a girl pacing around for awhile, before exiting and sat outside macs.
i walked up to her and asked, "Are you waiting for someone?"
she smiled and said that indeed, she was there to collect her hair dyes.
ah, thank god for helping me.
i learned a bit more about her (like, she was gonna dye her whole hair purple, amd that she was in poly, music course) and we talked while waiting for the seller to come.
she (the seller) told us that she would be wearing jeans, fur vest, and a red bag.
When i saw her my jaw dropped like WHOA.
Her hair was a mixture of different shades of gosh darn PURPLE!
keyszxcvbnmhnwbwhmwhnwgwhwgbwwhwhmwhwngwbywgywnwy
and! the other customer's hairs were colourful too!
most of them dipdyed, but with different colours.
i was so jealous yet awed.
all of them possesed my dream hair.........
i feel like jumping from a two metre building into an ocean and turn into a mermaid.
hahahahaha okay not really but you get me.
i cant wait to have my dream hair but i would safely dye my whole hair after my results come.
ahahahaha.
okay, my hands are aching.
ipads are not my bestfriend for blogging! x(
therefore,
adeu ^^
Saturday, December 08, 2012
mathless days are happy days
hello!
hm, it's my 277th post, so that means... 342 more posts till i open a new blog!
for those who don't know, i have this 'tradition' where everytime i reach my 619th post,
i open a new blog heheheheheh.
my previous blog phantom-rey.blogspot.com (omg it's been Ages and i mean AGES since i last clicked on it on my blogger dashboard.) has reached so here's my new blog which is not new at all yet havent reach my 619th post.
weirdly, i had my previous blog for a year plus when it reached 619 posts.
this blog? two years plus, only 200 plus post -.- really. witchcraft.
okay.
im bored of myself.
hahaha but i have to blog because it's saturday, and my hair dye is coming at 6pm today! *danceslikeapenguin*
i ordered.....blue ehe eheheheh.
rerererere-rebonding my hair next week *phew
and thinking of bleaching half of my hair.
for fun yeah for fun.
hahahahahahahhaha kidding what the hell.
've been working for the past few weeks, first day with dude khali, second day with nadra, then with dee and alone and with nadra again.
about my blogskin, miss tallest dwarf said she can help me (she's a pro hehehhe) after she get back from holiday.
hope the monsoon season gives up and go somewhere else hahahahah i want blue skies and sunshine!
sentosa outing soon with da dudes.
i still hate how people keep texting when im busy and when im bored as hell they dont bother.
Life is interesting.
hahahah eatgo told me she's starting school on the 28th of... i think...february.
okay im bored.
hahaha
adeu ^^
hm, it's my 277th post, so that means... 342 more posts till i open a new blog!
for those who don't know, i have this 'tradition' where everytime i reach my 619th post,
i open a new blog heheheheheh.
my previous blog phantom-rey.blogspot.com (omg it's been Ages and i mean AGES since i last clicked on it on my blogger dashboard.) has reached so here's my new blog which is not new at all yet havent reach my 619th post.
weirdly, i had my previous blog for a year plus when it reached 619 posts.
this blog? two years plus, only 200 plus post -.- really. witchcraft.
okay.
im bored of myself.
hahaha but i have to blog because it's saturday, and my hair dye is coming at 6pm today! *danceslikeapenguin*
i ordered.....blue ehe eheheheh.
rerererere-rebonding my hair next week *phew
and thinking of bleaching half of my hair.
for fun yeah for fun.
hahahahahahahhaha kidding what the hell.
've been working for the past few weeks, first day with dude khali, second day with nadra, then with dee and alone and with nadra again.
about my blogskin, miss tallest dwarf said she can help me (she's a pro hehehhe) after she get back from holiday.
hope the monsoon season gives up and go somewhere else hahahahah i want blue skies and sunshine!
sentosa outing soon with da dudes.
i still hate how people keep texting when im busy and when im bored as hell they dont bother.
Life is interesting.
hahahah eatgo told me she's starting school on the 28th of... i think...february.
okay im bored.
hahaha
adeu ^^
Wednesday, November 28, 2012
You ask me
Hello, im back again heh.
Received some questions from someone, saying that they want to send me a message on tumblr but worried they can't do so because they dont have a tumblr account.
You CAN send me a message even without an account, but then you'd be anonymous and i wont be able to answer to your questions privately.
I'll have to answer public and the only way you can check my reply is my blog, www.coffingummies.tumblr.com
But you can still, (please do) message me on tumblr!
Waiting for WWE's survivor series CD to be on sale and i can't wait to watch it!
Despo to revamp my blog booooo
Adeu ^^
Received some questions from someone, saying that they want to send me a message on tumblr but worried they can't do so because they dont have a tumblr account.
You CAN send me a message even without an account, but then you'd be anonymous and i wont be able to answer to your questions privately.
I'll have to answer public and the only way you can check my reply is my blog, www.coffingummies.tumblr.com
But you can still, (please do) message me on tumblr!
Waiting for WWE's survivor series CD to be on sale and i can't wait to watch it!
Despo to revamp my blog booooo
Adeu ^^
Thriller
Hello!
Missed me?
Ofcourse you did.
Lolol line from hsm 2!
So...today im actually at home, in all due to the super busy week i had last week.
But it was way fun.
Now i have nothing much to look forward to.
Except maybe the sentosa aquarium thingy outing.
I wanna go bowling.... Anyone?! :D
Hm okay?
My ipad charger is being a bugger and i found myself trying to reconcile with a two faced biatch.
Hahaha forget it eh seriously!
I cant wait to make new friends!
i hope by next year people get more matured and nice.
I mean really why would anyone still be bad.
Like you all watch movies and obviously good triumphs over evil.
No matter how many times you win, if you're insincere and annoying and bad and pure evil you'll crash and burn.
If not in this life, in another life.
(i dont believe in another life but hahaha for those who does)
Hm, hope everyone who is having their holidays now enjoy it.
In less than two months time we will get out O levels results back.
Im most unexcited for it.
Hahahah trust me.
I'll post up a new years' resolution on december 31st, an hour before midnight.
To hell with 21st december being the "end of the world".
Only god and when i say only, i mean ONLY god determines that.
So we still gotta party 2012 away and welcome the upcoming christmas with joy!
:D
Im not christian but since my grandpa's family are christians, i do go for christmas celebrations and parties.
I love love love the food ESPECIALLY their homemade shephard's pie.
It has gotta be the best ever!
Didnt get to taste it last year cause they didnt have time to bake it, but i sure hope they bake a lot this year!
Hmm and i still gotta decide between JC or poly!
This sucks but hahahah i've decided that if i get above 12 points, poly's my house till 2016.
If i get below 12 then 2015 would be spent in JC.
If i get 12 i...no way.
I'll run away from singapore and marry zac efron and live life.
Hahahahahaha if only it was that easy!
Awh and bad news i still hadn't found (my english is deteriorating, see i dont even know if i spelt that right) my laptop charger.
Okay chiqa is making a mess of her toys... (sentence structure....forget it eh)
So i gotta go.
Adeu ^^
Missed me?
Ofcourse you did.
Lolol line from hsm 2!
So...today im actually at home, in all due to the super busy week i had last week.
But it was way fun.
Now i have nothing much to look forward to.
Except maybe the sentosa aquarium thingy outing.
I wanna go bowling.... Anyone?! :D
Hm okay?
My ipad charger is being a bugger and i found myself trying to reconcile with a two faced biatch.
Hahaha forget it eh seriously!
I cant wait to make new friends!
i hope by next year people get more matured and nice.
I mean really why would anyone still be bad.
Like you all watch movies and obviously good triumphs over evil.
No matter how many times you win, if you're insincere and annoying and bad and pure evil you'll crash and burn.
If not in this life, in another life.
(i dont believe in another life but hahaha for those who does)
Hm, hope everyone who is having their holidays now enjoy it.
In less than two months time we will get out O levels results back.
Im most unexcited for it.
Hahahah trust me.
I'll post up a new years' resolution on december 31st, an hour before midnight.
To hell with 21st december being the "end of the world".
Only god and when i say only, i mean ONLY god determines that.
So we still gotta party 2012 away and welcome the upcoming christmas with joy!
:D
Im not christian but since my grandpa's family are christians, i do go for christmas celebrations and parties.
I love love love the food ESPECIALLY their homemade shephard's pie.
It has gotta be the best ever!
Didnt get to taste it last year cause they didnt have time to bake it, but i sure hope they bake a lot this year!
Hmm and i still gotta decide between JC or poly!
This sucks but hahahah i've decided that if i get above 12 points, poly's my house till 2016.
If i get below 12 then 2015 would be spent in JC.
If i get 12 i...no way.
I'll run away from singapore and marry zac efron and live life.
Hahahahahaha if only it was that easy!
Awh and bad news i still hadn't found (my english is deteriorating, see i dont even know if i spelt that right) my laptop charger.
Okay chiqa is making a mess of her toys... (sentence structure....forget it eh)
So i gotta go.
Adeu ^^
Tuesday, November 27, 2012
CHR Prom 2012
Hello!
So we finally had our prom, yesterday.
Felt like it ended too fast booo.
We're the lucky batch who gets to have prom, as not every graduating batch gets to do it.
So started off by waking up at 8 wow hahaha.
Met yol at marsiling mrt at 1230-1pm (range) and she actually overshot all the way to yew tee and ended up taking the same train as me, but on different sides.
Hahah oh and she woke up thanks to my spam texts.
Somehow i knew...hahaha telepathy at it's best (y)
Did her hair, straightened it and she tried her might to avoid water.
If she saw water a few meters away she would run away ahahaha ahhhaha.
Then ate at KFC, both of us were hyped!
Took 912 to admiralty and started makeuping.
Then around 4.30 we cabbed to eatgo's place, took a few pictures and walked all the way to school.
I was wearing slippers and holding my heels cause i walked before and i knew, history shan't repeat itself.
Haha.
Reached school. One of the earlier ones.
Toileted and met syafiqah, asyiqin and navanishah, hahaha.
Waited for bus and camwhored (girls stuff but i despise that word, camwhore)
Saw some other people who boarded the bus...everyone was so..dashing and pretty. :')
Got a prank call in the bus tick tock tick tock.
Reached the place, wowed. Walked inside, wowed again.
Got to meet everyone yay.
Ate....performed (with yol, surprise surprise. She cant even sing in front of her family!) ..watched performance...all was pretty mundane until the dancing part!
Haha it was the best.
It's pretty heartwarming to see the shy people break down on the dance floor.
It was an awesome sight.
Did trains several time and danced with random people.
It wasss fuuuuuuuuuuuuuun!
But it was short.
Is it just life that the fun things are short and unfun things are dragged.
Hahaha kidding.
Took bus back to school and walked to fatin's place.
Yol went home and i sleptover fatin's place.
Then we watched khabi kushi khabie gham on her notepad ahahahahaha and halfway it died so we slept.
Woke up prepared and breakfast and we had the house to ourselves, watched hindustan again xD
This movie on star gold about a blind man and blabla.
Quite fun.
Watched cartoons and then i went home around 2.
Met mama at bukit batok and ate.
Then now im at vivo.
Lepaking (hanging out)
Ate LJS's chocolate cream........so nice k stoppit.
Adeu ^^
So we finally had our prom, yesterday.
Felt like it ended too fast booo.
We're the lucky batch who gets to have prom, as not every graduating batch gets to do it.
So started off by waking up at 8 wow hahaha.
Met yol at marsiling mrt at 1230-1pm (range) and she actually overshot all the way to yew tee and ended up taking the same train as me, but on different sides.
Hahah oh and she woke up thanks to my spam texts.
Somehow i knew...hahaha telepathy at it's best (y)
Did her hair, straightened it and she tried her might to avoid water.
If she saw water a few meters away she would run away ahahaha ahhhaha.
Then ate at KFC, both of us were hyped!
Took 912 to admiralty and started makeuping.
Then around 4.30 we cabbed to eatgo's place, took a few pictures and walked all the way to school.
I was wearing slippers and holding my heels cause i walked before and i knew, history shan't repeat itself.
Haha.
Reached school. One of the earlier ones.
Toileted and met syafiqah, asyiqin and navanishah, hahaha.
Waited for bus and camwhored (girls stuff but i despise that word, camwhore)
Saw some other people who boarded the bus...everyone was so..dashing and pretty. :')
Got a prank call in the bus tick tock tick tock.
Reached the place, wowed. Walked inside, wowed again.
Got to meet everyone yay.
Ate....performed (with yol, surprise surprise. She cant even sing in front of her family!) ..watched performance...all was pretty mundane until the dancing part!
Haha it was the best.
It's pretty heartwarming to see the shy people break down on the dance floor.
It was an awesome sight.
Did trains several time and danced with random people.
It wasss fuuuuuuuuuuuuuun!
But it was short.
Is it just life that the fun things are short and unfun things are dragged.
Hahaha kidding.
Took bus back to school and walked to fatin's place.
Yol went home and i sleptover fatin's place.
Then we watched khabi kushi khabie gham on her notepad ahahahahaha and halfway it died so we slept.
Woke up prepared and breakfast and we had the house to ourselves, watched hindustan again xD
This movie on star gold about a blind man and blabla.
Quite fun.
Watched cartoons and then i went home around 2.
Met mama at bukit batok and ate.
Then now im at vivo.
Lepaking (hanging out)
Ate LJS's chocolate cream........so nice k stoppit.
Adeu ^^
Sunday, November 25, 2012
update
hi!
currently at ellysa's place, just woke up from a sleepover an hour ago!
waiting for one of us to volunteer ourself as a tribute to bathe
hahahahahah early morning drama!
okay wish us luck!
as in we have a competition later on, so we are getting ready (not really)
hm ellysa mental.
nerves!
prom is tomorrow, yay to dressing up!
i dont care about the girls who will obviously look good but im interested in (sounds wrong) those who like, total makeover! xD
okay i shall pass!
adeuuuu ^^
Sunday, November 18, 2012
blessed with curses
hello.
this past month had been.....
haha i cant even find a word, THE word, to describe it.
it's like i've been blessed (cursed) or whatever, it's like you know, every cloud has a silver lining which in my case, i have so many clouds. (or as my alter ago like to think every happy things that happened has to be balanced by a horrible and bad thing)
i know i dont make sense hahaha.
current feeling: pathetic but determined.
yesterday celebrated anga's 21st and wana's 13th.
their birthday was on 15th nov but everyone knows it's most convenient (did i spell that wrong? i know what is wrong with me) to celebrate on a weekend.
so our plans to celebrate at the beach is gleefully (note the heavy sarcasm) stuck off due to the simple fact that it..was raining.
strike that, it is monsoon season, my least favourite :(
haha simply because im a pretty sunny person.
pretty as in quite. not- ugh nevermind.
so currently i find myself being in love with my old crushes.
who?
srk, chad dylan cooper.
hahaha since it is deepavali period television's been showing old hindustan movies which i totally love.
watched kuchkuch hota hai and it catches me every single time.
i cant emphasize how and/or why but it's just that powerful, meaningful and....colourful?
ah to those people who had been (or is it has been, i totally forgot) living under the rocks since 1998 and wants a good, no, great story, go and freaking watch it.
kajol and shahrukh are just magic i tell you, magic.
okay before i fanwarrior again i shall skip topic.
or jump topic, whichever makes more sense.
twelve hours to survivor series!
yes the end of my wwe fasting had (has?) brought nothing but joy and colour to my life hahahaha.
nope, not exaggerating (now did i spell that right?)
it really did does do. :)
tomorrow planning to wake up at 630am to go for a good run.
to release the inner tension and demons that has (had, whatever) been haunting me for the past month.
i know i dont run and stuff but i'll just try, and the lakeside lake helps.
yay for green scenery! :D
after that i'll go to ellysa's with dee to practise for our first ever competition.
we have yet to choose a song.
and then i got to go handcore job hunting :(
i've got 6 job offers and because one of them already pre-informed that they'll call after 16 november, i have to put the rest on hold.
and that might well be a loss to me....no thanks to the first interview.
ughhh.
and recently i just got scammed by an instagram blogshop.
many people got scammed too.
im gonna track her down if it means going to thailand.
why must people like this exist sia hah.
we're mutually frustrated.
i know, life at this point sucks.
and i semi-regretted deciding to go for prom and gala.
i feel like going mia until results.
but i myself know i'd be bored to...idk, death.
alright, the more i rant the more annoyed i get with myself.
hahaha
adeu ^^
this past month had been.....
haha i cant even find a word, THE word, to describe it.
it's like i've been blessed (cursed) or whatever, it's like you know, every cloud has a silver lining which in my case, i have so many clouds. (or as my alter ago like to think every happy things that happened has to be balanced by a horrible and bad thing)
i know i dont make sense hahaha.
current feeling: pathetic but determined.
yesterday celebrated anga's 21st and wana's 13th.
their birthday was on 15th nov but everyone knows it's most convenient (did i spell that wrong? i know what is wrong with me) to celebrate on a weekend.
so our plans to celebrate at the beach is gleefully (note the heavy sarcasm) stuck off due to the simple fact that it..was raining.
strike that, it is monsoon season, my least favourite :(
haha simply because im a pretty sunny person.
pretty as in quite. not- ugh nevermind.
so currently i find myself being in love with my old crushes.
who?
srk, chad dylan cooper.
hahaha since it is deepavali period television's been showing old hindustan movies which i totally love.
watched kuchkuch hota hai and it catches me every single time.
i cant emphasize how and/or why but it's just that powerful, meaningful and....colourful?
ah to those people who had been (or is it has been, i totally forgot) living under the rocks since 1998 and wants a good, no, great story, go and freaking watch it.
kajol and shahrukh are just magic i tell you, magic.
okay before i fanwarrior again i shall skip topic.
or jump topic, whichever makes more sense.
twelve hours to survivor series!
yes the end of my wwe fasting had (has?) brought nothing but joy and colour to my life hahahaha.
nope, not exaggerating (now did i spell that right?)
it really did does do. :)
tomorrow planning to wake up at 630am to go for a good run.
to release the inner tension and demons that has (had, whatever) been haunting me for the past month.
i know i dont run and stuff but i'll just try, and the lakeside lake helps.
yay for green scenery! :D
after that i'll go to ellysa's with dee to practise for our first ever competition.
we have yet to choose a song.
and then i got to go handcore job hunting :(
i've got 6 job offers and because one of them already pre-informed that they'll call after 16 november, i have to put the rest on hold.
and that might well be a loss to me....no thanks to the first interview.
ughhh.
and recently i just got scammed by an instagram blogshop.
many people got scammed too.
im gonna track her down if it means going to thailand.
why must people like this exist sia hah.
we're mutually frustrated.
i know, life at this point sucks.
and i semi-regretted deciding to go for prom and gala.
i feel like going mia until results.
but i myself know i'd be bored to...idk, death.
alright, the more i rant the more annoyed i get with myself.
hahaha
adeu ^^
Friday, November 16, 2012
speechless
oh no im thinking too much.
this. is. simply. coincidental.
okay obviously im thinking too much.
i just typed coincidental by breaking up the word.
co-incident-al.
i dont even know if i spelt it right.
okay stop thinking.
it's 1.18am i should be sleeping for goodness sake!
adeu!
to whom it might have concerned
You know i should really clear my old blog haha.
've been over xxx for about two years now.
It breaks me to read back my old post.
Maybe he was the one who changed me.
Maybe i'm really not affected by xx and xx.
Maybe it is him who ripped my life out and threw it somewhere i can't ever reach.
xxx, Thank you for showing me how love felt. I remember the heart stopping moments when you text, IM or even seeing you at school.
It might all be a game and fake for you but it did mean something to me and for that i thank you.
Thank you for the sleepless nights, the tears and laughs.
I am safely over you and i want you to be happy.
I'm nobody in your life now, and you're nobody in mine.
But you meant a lot to me one point in time.
I want to say that i hope you'll find yourself. You're much better than what you are now.
wow.
Wednesday, November 14, 2012
question and answer
01: tell me the truth, what made you start liking the person you like right now?
i dont like anyone currently, so no answer!
02: what on your body is hurting or bothering you?
my hairrr i want it coloured soon!
03: what was your last thought before going to bed last night?
what to do after Os, prom. :)
04: what are you listening to?
Voices, the rev theory
05: what’s something you’re not looking forward to?
gala dinner, i lost the ticket! :(
06: where do you think your best friend is right now?
home, sleeping.
07: have you kissed anybody in the last five days?
other than parents and sister, nope.
08: sex on the first date?
never. ever. ever.
09: kiss on the first date?
most probably no. :)
10: is there one person you want to be with right now?
yes please demi lovato!
11: are you seriously happy with where you are in life?
happy yes, seriously happy, hm. some things can be better :)
12: is there something you would like to say to someone?
actually i do.
13: what are three things you did today?
took pictures, ate a lot and mingled with old relatives.
14: would you rather sleep at a friend’s or have them over?
both is great but i'd love to have them over!
15: what is your favorite kind of gum?
i used to like chewing gum but now i dont. favourite is bubblegum!
16: are you friends with any of your ex boyfriends/ girlfriends?
never had one :D
17: what is on your wrists right now?
nothing....
18: ever liked someone you thought you didn’t stand a chance with?
yup.
19: does anyone have strong feelings for you?
uh, my parents? hahaha okay i'll stop being lame. No obviously!
20: are you slowly drifting away from someone?
already drifted :/
21: have you ever wasted your time on someone?
yeah, once or twice.
22: can you do the alphabet in sign language?
some! :p
23: how have you felt today?
mixed feelinged. it's the first year anniversary of my fav uncle, but i did get to meet my relatives.
24: you receive $60 without any reason, what do you spend it on?
hair hair hair hair!
25: what is wrong with you right now?
i make deals with people and i cant keep it and im too scared to hurt their feelings to say no :( but i did so hahaha
26: is there anyone you’re really disappointed in?
mmhm :x
27: would you rather have starbucks or jamba juice right now?
starbucks........coffee sounds perfect.
28: why aren’t you in ‘love’ with your last crush/ex anymore?
i just kinda moved on.
29: how late did you stay up last night and why?
very late, im nocturnal :)
30: when was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
just now, not really talk but still.
31: what were you doing an hour ago?
tumblring
32: what are you looking forward to in the month?
(contradicts but) gala dinner, prom, having a job, going on trips, spending time with family and friends, a lot! :D
33: are you wearing jeans right now?
yeah!
34: are you a patient person?
when i want to. generally, yes.
35: do you think you can last in a relationship for three months?
i believe so :)
36: favorite color?
i like all colours except pink. but my favourite colour is purple!
37: did you have a dream last night?
yes! horrible one about o levels x(
38: are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?
jeans!
39: if someone could be cuddling you right now, who would you want it to be?
zac efron.. xD
40: do you love anyone who is not related to you?
yeah!
41: if someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
as impossible as it sounds, no. because i would like the likeliness of someone liking me to stay impossible!
42: do you like meeting new people?
i love it!
43: are you afraid of falling in love?
nope :)
44: ever self-harmed or starved yourself?
i'd never hurt myself! no!
45: has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
yess :)
46: have you ever felt like you weren’t good enough?
yeah but i wipe the thought off instantly!
hehehehe bye
adeu ^^
i dont like anyone currently, so no answer!
02: what on your body is hurting or bothering you?
my hairrr i want it coloured soon!
03: what was your last thought before going to bed last night?
what to do after Os, prom. :)
04: what are you listening to?
Voices, the rev theory
05: what’s something you’re not looking forward to?
gala dinner, i lost the ticket! :(
06: where do you think your best friend is right now?
home, sleeping.
07: have you kissed anybody in the last five days?
other than parents and sister, nope.
08: sex on the first date?
never. ever. ever.
09: kiss on the first date?
most probably no. :)
10: is there one person you want to be with right now?
yes please demi lovato!
11: are you seriously happy with where you are in life?
happy yes, seriously happy, hm. some things can be better :)
12: is there something you would like to say to someone?
actually i do.
13: what are three things you did today?
took pictures, ate a lot and mingled with old relatives.
14: would you rather sleep at a friend’s or have them over?
both is great but i'd love to have them over!
15: what is your favorite kind of gum?
i used to like chewing gum but now i dont. favourite is bubblegum!
16: are you friends with any of your ex boyfriends/ girlfriends?
never had one :D
17: what is on your wrists right now?
nothing....
18: ever liked someone you thought you didn’t stand a chance with?
yup.
19: does anyone have strong feelings for you?
uh, my parents? hahaha okay i'll stop being lame. No obviously!
20: are you slowly drifting away from someone?
already drifted :/
21: have you ever wasted your time on someone?
yeah, once or twice.
22: can you do the alphabet in sign language?
some! :p
23: how have you felt today?
mixed feelinged. it's the first year anniversary of my fav uncle, but i did get to meet my relatives.
24: you receive $60 without any reason, what do you spend it on?
hair hair hair hair!
25: what is wrong with you right now?
i make deals with people and i cant keep it and im too scared to hurt their feelings to say no :( but i did so hahaha
26: is there anyone you’re really disappointed in?
mmhm :x
27: would you rather have starbucks or jamba juice right now?
starbucks........coffee sounds perfect.
28: why aren’t you in ‘love’ with your last crush/ex anymore?
i just kinda moved on.
29: how late did you stay up last night and why?
very late, im nocturnal :)
30: when was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
just now, not really talk but still.
31: what were you doing an hour ago?
tumblring
32: what are you looking forward to in the month?
(contradicts but) gala dinner, prom, having a job, going on trips, spending time with family and friends, a lot! :D
33: are you wearing jeans right now?
yeah!
34: are you a patient person?
when i want to. generally, yes.
35: do you think you can last in a relationship for three months?
i believe so :)
36: favorite color?
i like all colours except pink. but my favourite colour is purple!
37: did you have a dream last night?
yes! horrible one about o levels x(
38: are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?
jeans!
39: if someone could be cuddling you right now, who would you want it to be?
zac efron.. xD
40: do you love anyone who is not related to you?
yeah!
41: if someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
as impossible as it sounds, no. because i would like the likeliness of someone liking me to stay impossible!
42: do you like meeting new people?
i love it!
43: are you afraid of falling in love?
nope :)
44: ever self-harmed or starved yourself?
i'd never hurt myself! no!
45: has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
yess :)
46: have you ever felt like you weren’t good enough?
yeah but i wipe the thought off instantly!
hehehehe bye
adeu ^^
friendship lasts, even if you're gone
hello!
feeling kinda emotional right now.
a few months ago i was stuck between two sides.
i decided to let both go, and now i gained nothing, but lost two really meaningful friendship that was built based on trust and love.
i dont regret anything though, i just feel down.
keep asking myself what ifs.
but whatever, it's not like we cant ever talk again.
okay, im gonna have to use my laptop to revamp my blog but it's not gonna be anytime soon i guess.
hattrick's first competition coming soon!
gala, prom.
i dont know about prom but i hope it is a blast.
people w
are excited for it.
i'd be lying if i said i wasnt, but it's just...you know.
no you dont.
hahaha okay i want to go now.
adeu ^^
feeling kinda emotional right now.
a few months ago i was stuck between two sides.
i decided to let both go, and now i gained nothing, but lost two really meaningful friendship that was built based on trust and love.
i dont regret anything though, i just feel down.
keep asking myself what ifs.
but whatever, it's not like we cant ever talk again.
okay, im gonna have to use my laptop to revamp my blog but it's not gonna be anytime soon i guess.
hattrick's first competition coming soon!
gala, prom.
i dont know about prom but i hope it is a blast.
people w
are excited for it.
i'd be lying if i said i wasnt, but it's just...you know.
no you dont.
hahaha okay i want to go now.
adeu ^^
Monday, November 12, 2012
Shining bright like a diamond
Hello!
This past week had been pretty eventful.
Went out with eliza, shyunis and dee.
I was late because i "underestimated the 187 service"
Met them at bukitbatok bowling centre.
Played 3 games, it was dee's first time.
needless to say, i won all.
Hahahah ooay i sound so....nevermind.
It was a really fun game, i'll upload picture soon.
So after bowling, it was raining so we walked around the building.
Then ran, (not really, we were strolling) to the bustop and travelled to cck interchange.
Took 65 to tampines, a 2 hour ride plus minus.
I love long bus rides the views are so.... Wow.
I know singapore has nothing much but im still impressed especially around the assumption english school to railway mall area, it looks kinda countrysidish.
Okay whatever haha.
Walked around tampines 1 (i think it was), and settled at central (i dont know the name so i will name it anyhow) to eat at popeyes.
This part was so fun, we laughed like alot, making the then silent outlet, noisy.
We were testing dee malay, (broken english but whatever) and asked her to translate english words to malay and vice versa.
So we gave her 'Ostrich'
And she said 'burung kaki besar' which translates to big footed bird.
Haha had a great time ^^
we then walked abit and seperated ways where they took 969 (or was it 965) and i took the dreaded mrt from tampines to lakeside x(
My phone was dying but surprise surprise, it lasted the whole journey! :D
Yay to s2!
Yesterday Went to west coast park.
Had fun until.....hehehe something horrible happened.
But st the end of the day everything went well so, no regrets :)
We played everything and soccer, pass the parcel, managed to make ain climb the spiderweb, tried on virtual hairstyles on cosmo, and i look awesome being blonde xD
Last night, i had a dream, a very random dream but it's pretty disturbing x(
In my dream i came late for Lit and physics paper and when i walked into the exam place, which was in the library, idk which library, i saw everyone sat in their cliques and was cheating during the exam.
I took a seat somewhere and a teacher came.
I think it was mr chai, and he told me that i had to finish both lit and physics paper in 1hr40 minutes.
And i didnt finish both, but when i flipped through my physics paper it was done and marked.
I didnt even do my lit paper.
I admit im not totally over my horrible lit papers but that dream, i tell you, was downright disturbing, even till now!
*freakingout*
So weird la go away!
Still waiting for a job, yes waiting. Hahaha
Im excited to work i know what the but staying home doing nothing sounds pretty fine to me.
Hahahaha okay kid i gotta go now.
Adeu ^^
Ps: revamping blog soon. Im tired of this boring template and skin. If only....
This past week had been pretty eventful.
Went out with eliza, shyunis and dee.
I was late because i "underestimated the 187 service"
Met them at bukitbatok bowling centre.
Played 3 games, it was dee's first time.
needless to say, i won all.
Hahahah ooay i sound so....nevermind.
It was a really fun game, i'll upload picture soon.
So after bowling, it was raining so we walked around the building.
Then ran, (not really, we were strolling) to the bustop and travelled to cck interchange.
Took 65 to tampines, a 2 hour ride plus minus.
I love long bus rides the views are so.... Wow.
I know singapore has nothing much but im still impressed especially around the assumption english school to railway mall area, it looks kinda countrysidish.
Okay whatever haha.
Walked around tampines 1 (i think it was), and settled at central (i dont know the name so i will name it anyhow) to eat at popeyes.
This part was so fun, we laughed like alot, making the then silent outlet, noisy.
We were testing dee malay, (broken english but whatever) and asked her to translate english words to malay and vice versa.
So we gave her 'Ostrich'
And she said 'burung kaki besar' which translates to big footed bird.
Haha had a great time ^^
we then walked abit and seperated ways where they took 969 (or was it 965) and i took the dreaded mrt from tampines to lakeside x(
My phone was dying but surprise surprise, it lasted the whole journey! :D
Yay to s2!
Yesterday Went to west coast park.
Had fun until.....hehehe something horrible happened.
But st the end of the day everything went well so, no regrets :)
We played everything and soccer, pass the parcel, managed to make ain climb the spiderweb, tried on virtual hairstyles on cosmo, and i look awesome being blonde xD
Last night, i had a dream, a very random dream but it's pretty disturbing x(
In my dream i came late for Lit and physics paper and when i walked into the exam place, which was in the library, idk which library, i saw everyone sat in their cliques and was cheating during the exam.
I took a seat somewhere and a teacher came.
I think it was mr chai, and he told me that i had to finish both lit and physics paper in 1hr40 minutes.
And i didnt finish both, but when i flipped through my physics paper it was done and marked.
I didnt even do my lit paper.
I admit im not totally over my horrible lit papers but that dream, i tell you, was downright disturbing, even till now!
*freakingout*
So weird la go away!
Still waiting for a job, yes waiting. Hahaha
Im excited to work i know what the but staying home doing nothing sounds pretty fine to me.
Hahahaha okay kid i gotta go now.
Adeu ^^
Ps: revamping blog soon. Im tired of this boring template and skin. If only....
Thursday, November 08, 2012
Titleless
Hello :)
Os are over, shall we rejoice?
Triple yay!
Was super planless after school so o just sat in class staring into space.
(yes it was that bad)
Eatgo came and we went to vista to ask the salons for their colour charts.
Insight, we didnt know what it was called and stood outside the shop thinking whether to call it a colour wheel or the hair dye colour book.
Hahaha noob right, but!
Everyone has their first times ;)
Hahahah k nonsense.
The colours were generally boring, i wanted a very eccentric colour.
Eatgo's going overseas on monday and highlighting her hair blue.
That was my original plan which changed upon being fed pictures of pretty hair at www.pastel-locks.tumblr.com
Check them out, the hair colours are breathtaking.
I guess i could rock them too weee!
Still thinking about the bleach thing, bleaching damages your tresses dont they?
Whatever.
I saw this blogger called rachel or something, she recently did her hair ombre.
It was nice, the base was (im not familiar with dyes' names so im gonna name them my own,i mean some names dont match the colour at all!) like middle tone brownish red and the bottom was auburn maroonish.
Okay that was the worst description of hair i have ever done.
Sorry xD
Im gonna go check first.....
So apparently it's ashy brown as the base and ash and purpl- ah i dont understand xD
How can such a fun thing like dyeing your hair be so complicated.
They should put turquoise and more shades of purple blue green orange all the very wow colours :D
Who is they?
Hahaha i dont know.
Well, it's thursday.
No better way to celebrate the end of O levels with X factor (my demi) and WWE marathon *inserts lovesick emoticon here
Haha okay im off tumblring and researching while braving the very cold weather.
Im a sucker for cold but i can withstand hot, either way it's cold now and my window's open for ventilation.
The breeze is cool and cool and cool and nice for sleeping but not now x(
Hahaha okay i must be the world's most weirdest blog owner it's okay
Adeu ^^
Ps CONGRATULATIONS, O LEVELERS, WE MADE IT THIS FAR, ALIVE,
If you have a good (or bad) hair colouring experience, do inbox me about it on www.coffingummies.tumblr.com , ask box right on top :)
Os are over, shall we rejoice?
Triple yay!
Was super planless after school so o just sat in class staring into space.
(yes it was that bad)
Eatgo came and we went to vista to ask the salons for their colour charts.
Insight, we didnt know what it was called and stood outside the shop thinking whether to call it a colour wheel or the hair dye colour book.
Hahaha noob right, but!
Everyone has their first times ;)
Hahahah k nonsense.
The colours were generally boring, i wanted a very eccentric colour.
Eatgo's going overseas on monday and highlighting her hair blue.
That was my original plan which changed upon being fed pictures of pretty hair at www.pastel-locks.tumblr.com
Check them out, the hair colours are breathtaking.
I guess i could rock them too weee!
Still thinking about the bleach thing, bleaching damages your tresses dont they?
Whatever.
I saw this blogger called rachel or something, she recently did her hair ombre.
It was nice, the base was (im not familiar with dyes' names so im gonna name them my own,i mean some names dont match the colour at all!) like middle tone brownish red and the bottom was auburn maroonish.
Okay that was the worst description of hair i have ever done.
Sorry xD
Im gonna go check first.....
So apparently it's ashy brown as the base and ash and purpl- ah i dont understand xD
How can such a fun thing like dyeing your hair be so complicated.
They should put turquoise and more shades of purple blue green orange all the very wow colours :D
Who is they?
Hahaha i dont know.
Well, it's thursday.
No better way to celebrate the end of O levels with X factor (my demi) and WWE marathon *inserts lovesick emoticon here
Haha okay im off tumblring and researching while braving the very cold weather.
Im a sucker for cold but i can withstand hot, either way it's cold now and my window's open for ventilation.
The breeze is cool and cool and cool and nice for sleeping but not now x(
Hahaha okay i must be the world's most weirdest blog owner it's okay
Adeu ^^
Ps CONGRATULATIONS, O LEVELERS, WE MADE IT THIS FAR, ALIVE,
If you have a good (or bad) hair colouring experience, do inbox me about it on www.coffingummies.tumblr.com , ask box right on top :)
Wednesday, November 07, 2012
Gobama
I almost forgot,
GOBAMA!
Congrats for winning the election! America, you're not hated and wont be thrown out of the earth haha (there was a joke which was cute somewhere)
Whatever it is, i hope obama continues leading america and the world to be a better place to live in.
I have a dilemma, personally.
I think we shouldnt stop gay marriages like it's not fair, but im a muslim. Gay is prohibited.
So i'm gonna let the gay people be happy with their lives, as long as they're good people, we're all good.
Gobama!
GOBAMA!
Congrats for winning the election! America, you're not hated and wont be thrown out of the earth haha (there was a joke which was cute somewhere)
Whatever it is, i hope obama continues leading america and the world to be a better place to live in.
I have a dilemma, personally.
I think we shouldnt stop gay marriages like it's not fair, but im a muslim. Gay is prohibited.
So i'm gonna let the gay people be happy with their lives, as long as they're good people, we're all good.
Gobama!
Colourful wishes
Hello!
Last paper tomorrow!
I wanna dye my hair blue or purple, or any pastel.
But i must go blonde first as i wanna dye myself, perhaps do some strand tests first.
Im just worried that i'll look weird with blonde hair.
Ok, yolo HAHA oh no i just did that.
Well, my husband has it tattooed on this hand so it's fine for me to use is, yes efron babe? ;)
Just now was hml paper, it was.....okay.
Gallery was sooo cold.
Was busy counting marks, as i wrote a stupid compo.
I hope it magically rewrites itself and give an A* piece!
I was heavily demoralised after lit paper but after spending time free of books and school i felt better.
Jammed with dee and ellysa on monday, covered summer paradise.
I swear we sounded better in the previous takes ahaha all so tired keep messing up.
But it's cool the song was a joy to work on :D
Tuesday, we called it the HF reunion.
Brunched at pizza hut, reached first with yol.
Felt like makcik2 sia ahahahha.
So then atikah and fitri came, met syuh and watched paranormal activity 4.
The story was okay, not good but not bad.
Our experience was graced by the empty theater, there was only 5 of us in there which was epic fun!
i kept changing seats and screaming at non scary parts ahahaha.
Then we went karaoke at marsiling cc, that was fun too ^^
First song was WE ARE NEVER EVER EVER EVER GETTING BACK TOGETHEEEEER!
Hahaha and we did some nostalgic songs which was so fun.
Okay i feel dizzy have to go
Adeu ^^
Last paper tomorrow!
I wanna dye my hair blue or purple, or any pastel.
But i must go blonde first as i wanna dye myself, perhaps do some strand tests first.
Im just worried that i'll look weird with blonde hair.
Ok, yolo HAHA oh no i just did that.
Well, my husband has it tattooed on this hand so it's fine for me to use is, yes efron babe? ;)
Just now was hml paper, it was.....okay.
Gallery was sooo cold.
Was busy counting marks, as i wrote a stupid compo.
I hope it magically rewrites itself and give an A* piece!
I was heavily demoralised after lit paper but after spending time free of books and school i felt better.
Jammed with dee and ellysa on monday, covered summer paradise.
I swear we sounded better in the previous takes ahaha all so tired keep messing up.
But it's cool the song was a joy to work on :D
Tuesday, we called it the HF reunion.
Brunched at pizza hut, reached first with yol.
Felt like makcik2 sia ahahahha.
So then atikah and fitri came, met syuh and watched paranormal activity 4.
The story was okay, not good but not bad.
Our experience was graced by the empty theater, there was only 5 of us in there which was epic fun!
i kept changing seats and screaming at non scary parts ahahaha.
Then we went karaoke at marsiling cc, that was fun too ^^
First song was WE ARE NEVER EVER EVER EVER GETTING BACK TOGETHEEEEER!
Hahaha and we did some nostalgic songs which was so fun.
Okay i feel dizzy have to go
Adeu ^^
Friday, November 02, 2012
Thursday, November 01, 2012
Freedom's Worth
Hello :)
the day didnt turn out too bad.
My friends texted shortly after the post and i feel like....a childish girl ahahah ok just thanks for saving me at the right time....
And got a surprise which was well, surprising.
I should be sleeping now, history paper in 7 hours 22 minutes time!
Waking up at 4 to continue studying.
ADEU ^^
PS: some readers are affected by hurricane sandy, pray you all well xo
Pps: x factor tomorrow ;)
Wednesday, October 31, 2012
Lonely
Hello!
Yeah my title, i suddenly feel so lonely.
Haha idk why x(
I think cause i didnt text anyone and like my friends only talk to me if i text.
Okay i shant.
Gonna meet them tomorrow for physics and history paper.
My flat is infested with cockroaches.
The people sprayed chemical and caused that.
Such a disgusting sight.
Since i was alone at home i quickly grabbed my stuff and here i am at mac trying to study history.
But the loneliness bugs me.
Pms? Haha never experienced one of those and besides, i'm on the "time of the month"
Maybe im just overthinking.
Well ah, whatever the reason i gotta get rid of it like now!
Which is why im ranting here, not sure how it helps but it does somehow.
Facing my history textbook to no avail.
Gotta run.
What do you think can cure me in mac?
It's too cold for icecream, the mac has insane air conditioning.
I've had coffee before going out.
Mcspicy, i'm not hungr-
Oh yesyesyes!
Cinnamon melts!
Ahhh well byebye!
Adeu ^^
Tuesday, October 30, 2012
When there's no other choices, you be strong.
Hello.
Feeling down lately, not down down but unmotivated to do anything down.
And it's in the middle of O levels!
So worried for myself ahahahha just kidding xD
Chemistry paper today.
I feel like i've soo much to study but i dont know what.
Better not add unneded stress in life.
Yesterday after ss paper (which eventfully i came late for and didnt complete), went to library eith yol, ely and dee.
Ahh late
Adeu ^^
Feeling down lately, not down down but unmotivated to do anything down.
And it's in the middle of O levels!
So worried for myself ahahahha just kidding xD
Chemistry paper today.
I feel like i've soo much to study but i dont know what.
Better not add unneded stress in life.
Yesterday after ss paper (which eventfully i came late for and didnt complete), went to library eith yol, ely and dee.
Ahh late
Adeu ^^
Monday, October 29, 2012
Sunday, October 28, 2012
anticipate change and stay relevant
hello!
watching looney tunes for whatever reason.
not ready for social studies paper tomorrow x(
the tv character just denied that she's a wrestler.
if anything it's COMPLIMENT!
heh heh
hath more pictures of demi lovato in my phone ^^
love her i love her
played 'would you rather' with yol throughout the weekends.
fun!
sadly she went and abandon me.....with a valid reason.
hahah
ok the monster sweet im eating tastes like kfc for whatever mental reason.
adeu ^^
Friday, October 26, 2012
Happy eidul adha
Hello!
Hyped, cause i just spent 6 hours whatsapping with nelly.
It was fun!
Gonna stop soon though since she needs beauty sleep, i want to but i told you, im hyped.
Hmmmm, i feel like im living in the moment.
Like i dont jnow what else to do with life after Os.
What do we do?
Ahha, smart guy from the 12th century give us hints please xD
Okay takbir is on the radio :)
And not forgetting, 3 days to a year anniversary of the departure of my favourite uncle.
Alfatihah to him, ys allah.
Bless his soul and place him among the people you love
Amin.
Just checked up some new stories from wattpad, liking them ^^
Okay, checking out (pfft i sound likka weird loser hipster wannabe)
Adeu za^^
Hyped, cause i just spent 6 hours whatsapping with nelly.
It was fun!
Gonna stop soon though since she needs beauty sleep, i want to but i told you, im hyped.
Hmmmm, i feel like im living in the moment.
Like i dont jnow what else to do with life after Os.
What do we do?
Ahha, smart guy from the 12th century give us hints please xD
Okay takbir is on the radio :)
And not forgetting, 3 days to a year anniversary of the departure of my favourite uncle.
Alfatihah to him, ys allah.
Bless his soul and place him among the people you love
Amin.
Just checked up some new stories from wattpad, liking them ^^
Okay, checking out (pfft i sound likka weird loser hipster wannabe)
Adeu za^^
Thursday, October 25, 2012
Begin Again
Yay tswift's music video for this is out!
I want i knew you were trouble too!
"you throw your head back laughing likka little kid"
Ouch y you throw your head away
Ok lame bye xD
Adeu ^^
Tuesday, October 23, 2012
If you know what i mean
Hello!
You know, yesterday in my compo, i wrote about how my nerves turned to excitement blablabla.
Today it's the opposite.
Yesterday i was so excited to take the english paper.
Today... Quite excited, but im not fully ready.
Ah my dang fault.
Hahaha okay im gonna do what i can, and grab that effing b3.
I feel so lazy to stand ehe heheh.
Nonsense right.
I heard yesterday's answers got leaked online?
Wow.
Anyway yes yesterday's paper!
It was fine, fun even.
Because i almost ran out of time for both and finished exactly a minute before the end time.
For compre, 13 minutes left and my papers were empty, because i spent half an hour staring into outer space (not really but you get me)
And i wrote lightning speed!
Hahaha hopefully my handwriting is legible x(
Today is maths.
The fat, dreaded maths.
Anyway i had like 7 dream in a night :O
The last dream was a group of ex anugerah finalists singing a raya song, and when i semi woke up, the song just started on the radio.
Usually it's halfway through, like your dream sync with the music.
But this is like...... Future telling hahahahah k kidding.
And i also dreamt wwe came to singapore, and i was so oblivious about it until the show ended and someone posted a photo.
I was so devastated i wont be surprised if i wake up seeing my phone break or something worst.
Bt nah none of that sort happened.
Ahahah paper starts at 2.30
Wanted to go to school at 10 but dont see the need yet.
Meeting nelly maybe at 12 and i'll start bombarding her with tons of maths questions that doesnt make sense to me.
Which is almost all, but i've gotten the hang of the way maths roll.
Which is not cool.
Okay,
Adeu ^^
You know, yesterday in my compo, i wrote about how my nerves turned to excitement blablabla.
Today it's the opposite.
Yesterday i was so excited to take the english paper.
Today... Quite excited, but im not fully ready.
Ah my dang fault.
Hahaha okay im gonna do what i can, and grab that effing b3.
I feel so lazy to stand ehe heheh.
Nonsense right.
I heard yesterday's answers got leaked online?
Wow.
Anyway yes yesterday's paper!
It was fine, fun even.
Because i almost ran out of time for both and finished exactly a minute before the end time.
For compre, 13 minutes left and my papers were empty, because i spent half an hour staring into outer space (not really but you get me)
And i wrote lightning speed!
Hahaha hopefully my handwriting is legible x(
Today is maths.
The fat, dreaded maths.
Anyway i had like 7 dream in a night :O
The last dream was a group of ex anugerah finalists singing a raya song, and when i semi woke up, the song just started on the radio.
Usually it's halfway through, like your dream sync with the music.
But this is like...... Future telling hahahahah k kidding.
And i also dreamt wwe came to singapore, and i was so oblivious about it until the show ended and someone posted a photo.
I was so devastated i wont be surprised if i wake up seeing my phone break or something worst.
Bt nah none of that sort happened.
Ahahah paper starts at 2.30
Wanted to go to school at 10 but dont see the need yet.
Meeting nelly maybe at 12 and i'll start bombarding her with tons of maths questions that doesnt make sense to me.
Which is almost all, but i've gotten the hang of the way maths roll.
Which is not cool.
Okay,
Adeu ^^
Sunday, October 21, 2012
irregular heartbeats
hello!
Os starts tomorrow and me? im hating myself, my guts whatever.
i planned a very intricate plan that i believe guarenteed success but.
i have no self discipline to carry them out!
it's like you really tried to push yourself but to no avail.
this sucks, i've been facing my books and practising stuffs for the past 3 days without getting anything inside my head.
this is super frustrating and i would gladly castrate my brains out and just rot in sahara desert.
okay not to that extent but im still frustrated with myself, like i have no control over the way my fantastic brain wants things done.
i really do not need this extra burden, especially when im a day away from a major exam that would literally pave my whole life.
thinking of that alone sucks.
it's like im preparing myself for endless boredom working working working.
like zombies, like people who has their lives planned out in front of them.
okay im thinking too much hahaha
so, the only subject im ready for is....
nah im not even ready to answer that question.
i owe myself a B3 for maths and im not even sure i can do it.
i mean i can but seeing the rate im progressing in is like......goodluck eh.
i really need it.
maths paper, horribly is like the second and third paper, meaning it's on tuesday!
and wednesday!
like after english paper tomorrow!
okay, i dont know where how when im gonna find the final hope for the final push,
but i will do it.
i must i will i can
hahaha
adeu ^^
ps i just realised my family knows me too well, everytime they come home late at night without key, they would call me knowing i'd be awake. k interesting discovery but unneeded at this point of time kk
Os starts tomorrow and me? im hating myself, my guts whatever.
i planned a very intricate plan that i believe guarenteed success but.
i have no self discipline to carry them out!
it's like you really tried to push yourself but to no avail.
this sucks, i've been facing my books and practising stuffs for the past 3 days without getting anything inside my head.
this is super frustrating and i would gladly castrate my brains out and just rot in sahara desert.
okay not to that extent but im still frustrated with myself, like i have no control over the way my fantastic brain wants things done.
i really do not need this extra burden, especially when im a day away from a major exam that would literally pave my whole life.
thinking of that alone sucks.
it's like im preparing myself for endless boredom working working working.
like zombies, like people who has their lives planned out in front of them.
okay im thinking too much hahaha
so, the only subject im ready for is....
nah im not even ready to answer that question.
i owe myself a B3 for maths and im not even sure i can do it.
i mean i can but seeing the rate im progressing in is like......goodluck eh.
i really need it.
maths paper, horribly is like the second and third paper, meaning it's on tuesday!
and wednesday!
like after english paper tomorrow!
okay, i dont know where how when im gonna find the final hope for the final push,
but i will do it.
i must i will i can
hahaha
adeu ^^
ps i just realised my family knows me too well, everytime they come home late at night without key, they would call me knowing i'd be awake. k interesting discovery but unneeded at this point of time kk
Friday, October 19, 2012
Mixed feelings, unsettled thoughts
Hello.
Practical was horrible vs oh well i canf change it just do my best
It was really horrible.
Out of 10 questions (just saying) i only filled in two or three.
Im seriously gonna die.
First paper and already sooo demoralizing.
Just planned out a plan (?) for the next few weeks.
Ah if only maths was second week x(
Think i got a pretty sweet plan,
Let's hpe it works.
Annoyed with chiqa vs she's so cute.
Im starting to get bipolar hahahah no i just look at things at different povs now Dx
Im really irritated by wana and chiqa.
Idk what they're thinking when they're doing their might to disturb me.
Right now they're like splashing water at me and im too lazy to react.
Im tired la serious.
Why x factor end so fast vs oh it's michael jackson
Demi ahhh demi hahaha i love her la dang.
Mj is soooooo amazing im annoyed,
How can someone be so loved so talented so awesome yet so down to earth
Pfffft mj is really unhatable.
Friends vs letting go.
A lot of personal and internal conflicts with my own brain, i dont care.
I will break free someday ahaha.
I said i will.
My mum asking me to keep my books and papers properly.
I feel like begging her to endure with the mess for a few weeks later then we can throw them away (most probably i wont, i like keeping things haha)
Maybe except maths textbook which i'd gladly give away to anyone!
Yayayayaya.
I dont know what to feel anymore after just now's paper ahahahha
Like so numb like okay.........im gonna flunk.....
But i still have chance With the paper.
But usually practical is there to help us bring up the marks so now it...backstabbed us.
I trusted you two, especially you physics practical.
Im so cranky i swear im annoyed with myself.
Really hahah.
I dont think my current mental state is healthy
Ah, i should sleep.
Yeah i really should.
After chiqa and wana finish bullying me and me being soooo lazy to respond.
Thanks blog for existing ahhh it'a nice to rant somewhere.
Adeu ^^
You're full of pointless dramas, you too
Practical was horrible vs oh well i canf change it just do my best
It was really horrible.
Out of 10 questions (just saying) i only filled in two or three.
Im seriously gonna die.
First paper and already sooo demoralizing.
Just planned out a plan (?) for the next few weeks.
Ah if only maths was second week x(
Think i got a pretty sweet plan,
Let's hpe it works.
Annoyed with chiqa vs she's so cute.
Im starting to get bipolar hahahah no i just look at things at different povs now Dx
Im really irritated by wana and chiqa.
Idk what they're thinking when they're doing their might to disturb me.
Right now they're like splashing water at me and im too lazy to react.
Im tired la serious.
Why x factor end so fast vs oh it's michael jackson
Demi ahhh demi hahaha i love her la dang.
Mj is soooooo amazing im annoyed,
How can someone be so loved so talented so awesome yet so down to earth
Pfffft mj is really unhatable.
Friends vs letting go.
A lot of personal and internal conflicts with my own brain, i dont care.
I will break free someday ahaha.
I said i will.
My mum asking me to keep my books and papers properly.
I feel like begging her to endure with the mess for a few weeks later then we can throw them away (most probably i wont, i like keeping things haha)
Maybe except maths textbook which i'd gladly give away to anyone!
Yayayayaya.
I dont know what to feel anymore after just now's paper ahahahha
Like so numb like okay.........im gonna flunk.....
But i still have chance With the paper.
But usually practical is there to help us bring up the marks so now it...backstabbed us.
I trusted you two, especially you physics practical.
Im so cranky i swear im annoyed with myself.
Really hahah.
I dont think my current mental state is healthy
Ah, i should sleep.
Yeah i really should.
After chiqa and wana finish bullying me and me being soooo lazy to respond.
Thanks blog for existing ahhh it'a nice to rant somewhere.
Adeu ^^
You're full of pointless dramas, you too
Wednesday, October 17, 2012
Can i just
Take a shortcut in life by tuning my voice and then become superstar and make everyone's dream come true like "hey demi my friend would like a photo with you pls let her go first in line" hahahahah
Sigh
Sigh
Make my life complete
Heyyyy ;)
Hahah i want to wish my babysister HAPPY 3rd BIRTHDAY!
Hehehe stay cutest!
I love you and we all love you!
Went to school with eatgo, (thanks for coming along love you!)
She taught me maths ehehe couldnt see any teachers pfft.
Had a fun time learning math thanks to her ahaha.
If i had done this since before prelim i'd have gotten A for maths cehhhh
Missed thr bowling outing x( we'll recelebrate on saturday i hope.
Tomorrow is practical omg o levels practical.
I did quite....okay for prelim.
I did better for physics thanks to mr chai duh haha.
Cause idk a few days (or the day before) practical we had remedial and he went through the previous practicals.
Now we're on our own boooooo.
Ms chonf told us to focus on reducing and oxidizing agents, QA parts, salt preparation and maybe speed of reaction.
Luckily my reporting time is 9.15, which means i dont have to wake up super early.
Like i can wake up at 7.30 zzzzzz haha
Confirm mrt all full x(
Hope everyone go out early tomorrow hahaha!
Hm, today i confirmed a discovery.
One of my friend is good as a person, but is horrible as a friend.
Like she doesnt understand that friends are there not for you to blame when things dont go right.
Like she does not try to be a friend.
I had my fun share with her, but after what she did recently i think it' time to let her go.
the other, is a good friend but a horrible person.
She's there when you need her, and never complains and accept her friends the way they are.
I too had my fair share with her, but she's getting too out of hand, too... Unfriendable.
Im sad to see them change but if they dont belong and i had tried again and again, i dont find the point anymore.
Devastating that is has to happen 5 days before O levels.
It's cool, we'll perservere on.
Adeu ^^
Hahah i want to wish my babysister HAPPY 3rd BIRTHDAY!
Hehehe stay cutest!
I love you and we all love you!
Went to school with eatgo, (thanks for coming along love you!)
She taught me maths ehehe couldnt see any teachers pfft.
Had a fun time learning math thanks to her ahaha.
If i had done this since before prelim i'd have gotten A for maths cehhhh
Missed thr bowling outing x( we'll recelebrate on saturday i hope.
Tomorrow is practical omg o levels practical.
I did quite....okay for prelim.
I did better for physics thanks to mr chai duh haha.
Cause idk a few days (or the day before) practical we had remedial and he went through the previous practicals.
Now we're on our own boooooo.
Ms chonf told us to focus on reducing and oxidizing agents, QA parts, salt preparation and maybe speed of reaction.
Luckily my reporting time is 9.15, which means i dont have to wake up super early.
Like i can wake up at 7.30 zzzzzz haha
Confirm mrt all full x(
Hope everyone go out early tomorrow hahaha!
Hm, today i confirmed a discovery.
One of my friend is good as a person, but is horrible as a friend.
Like she doesnt understand that friends are there not for you to blame when things dont go right.
Like she does not try to be a friend.
I had my fun share with her, but after what she did recently i think it' time to let her go.
the other, is a good friend but a horrible person.
She's there when you need her, and never complains and accept her friends the way they are.
I too had my fair share with her, but she's getting too out of hand, too... Unfriendable.
Im sad to see them change but if they dont belong and i had tried again and again, i dont find the point anymore.
Devastating that is has to happen 5 days before O levels.
It's cool, we'll perservere on.
Adeu ^^
Tuesday, October 16, 2012
Overdependancy
Hello!
Woke up early today just to text eatgo that im not going to gym with them hahaha
Think they're still gymming?
Ah, waiting for her to text me now........
Boring day except i had fun doing my hair.
I was dreading it at first but with the touch of magic fingers, wallah, perfection.
Hahahaha ohok starting to talk crap.
Better go,
Adeu ^^
Have a grreat day ahead!
Woke up early today just to text eatgo that im not going to gym with them hahaha
Think they're still gymming?
Ah, waiting for her to text me now........
Boring day except i had fun doing my hair.
I was dreading it at first but with the touch of magic fingers, wallah, perfection.
Hahahaha ohok starting to talk crap.
Better go,
Adeu ^^
Have a grreat day ahead!
Sunday, October 14, 2012
Unproductive weekend
Hello!
Weekends were great.
Got to rest=able to sleep (y)
Saturday night movie at vivo, sinister.
Was so tempted to sentosa hahahah okay.
Sunday, supposed to go picnic but my lazy beta stepped in sigh i regret.
Did some math and ss, but i thought i could do more x(
Ah i must have fantastic time management, 8 days left!
Anyway, thursday is practical.
Whuch means......wednesday is chiqa's 3rd birthday!
Ah so fast, hope she doesnt grow up too fast x(
I want her to stay cute chubby adorable annoying cute cute cute cute.
Hahaha okay byebye ;)
Adeu ^^
Weekends were great.
Got to rest=able to sleep (y)
Saturday night movie at vivo, sinister.
Was so tempted to sentosa hahahah okay.
Sunday, supposed to go picnic but my lazy beta stepped in sigh i regret.
Did some math and ss, but i thought i could do more x(
Ah i must have fantastic time management, 8 days left!
Anyway, thursday is practical.
Whuch means......wednesday is chiqa's 3rd birthday!
Ah so fast, hope she doesnt grow up too fast x(
I want her to stay cute chubby adorable annoying cute cute cute cute.
Hahaha okay byebye ;)
Adeu ^^
Saturday, October 13, 2012
Queen of the waves
Hello!
Heading out to vivo later for a movie.
Gonna watch sinister hahaha looks cool, idk.
And it's from the producers of insidious (i love this) and paranormal activity (i like the third one)
Did a math paper, and wow.
Managed to do most except on or two parts of a few questions.
That's huge progress yay!
And chiqa is annoying me right now with her cuteness pffft.
She thinks she's big show and mark henry combined.
Okay la haha
Adeu ^^
Heading out to vivo later for a movie.
Gonna watch sinister hahaha looks cool, idk.
And it's from the producers of insidious (i love this) and paranormal activity (i like the third one)
Did a math paper, and wow.
Managed to do most except on or two parts of a few questions.
That's huge progress yay!
And chiqa is annoying me right now with her cuteness pffft.
She thinks she's big show and mark henry combined.
Okay la haha
Adeu ^^
Teachers
Mr chai you know what you did for me.
I reallly owe you a huge huge thank you.
Thank you for the constant motivations and never failing stupid quotes.
I really can publish a book of your quotes hahaha ^^
You've been an entertaining teacher though you're so motherly (or fatherly?) at times, nagging us about how important our future is.
Ah, dont worry it may seem impossible but we all learn things from your nags.
You're weird but then again maths and sciency people are weird hahahah
Stop disliking non maths stuffs, i assure you it's more fun and meaningful.
I'll forever hate maths, but i'll work hard for Os.
I made a promise i have yet to fulfill, and i hope if i do achieve the targets, you'd take back the card :)
It's one of my motivations! :D
Having you as a form teacher is like so awesome and thank you so much for everything you've done for me and the class ever since sec 3.
I remember them and appreciate you yayyy
Mr issac, ah you managed to pull me to school on the days i really didnt feel like coming.
Why? Literature classes.
Effortlessly you make it fun, i dont know how also actually.
I missed english lesson as a class, going through kingston was fun with your weird punishments haha priceless xD
You're a cool teacher, and you made me (and i think some more people) like/love/enjoy lit.
You're also very unexpected.
Your insults may be insulting (errr) but you manage to turn the frowns into smiles with your laid back attitude.
Just cut down on the self praise, please hahaha.
"im a genius" here and there and everywhere you can start a farm (ok no link)
Lit classes are one of the best memories from school.
You're a unique educator and I like you for that.
Your very frequent nagging are frequent but meaningful (maybe considering your age you got a lot of experiences ehem)
your teaching itself is motivation actually, and i appreciate you for that.:D
Having you as a form teacher is so much fun, you and mr chai are like hurricane chaissac hahahah.
You and your one dollars every day, i'm so going to remember you.
Ms Chan omg ms chan omg ms chan.
When you first became my music teacher in sec 2 i took a liking (alamak my english fail)
But as i get to know you more i start to love you like a sister, mother, teacher, auntie, grandma, everything xD
You've been so sweet to the choir and im so blessed to be your student.
You're motivational and trust me your piano skills still drives me crazehhh till today xD
I remember being late for the sec 1 orientation but you didnt blow your top at me.
You asked with understanding and i was so relieved, as i was expecting a bashing from you ahahahah not really but still xD
You motivated me instead, it may not seem like it but i remember your words okay!
Thnks for being so sisterly and caring and loving, awesome and beautiful, and i wish your upcoming wedding blessings and joy, you deserve the best
I'm really gonna miss you and the choir! Best wishes xoxo
Ms seah! I remember the day you talked to me in music room.
That mini talk motivated me!
You took me by surprise actually, you've always been the very strict or very cute one.
You're like the female mr chai (no pun intended i swear)
You're really nice and beautiful, thank you for being amazingly fierce and teaching me the importance of discipline.
You came across as a non loving teacher but as i get to know you better via choir, i realise you show your love and care in different ways.
I've shared many fond memories with you and the choir, and i'd like to thank you so much!
If you're gonna get married dont forget us senior choristers! Best wishes "awesome" (hahahahah) teacher xoxo
mr sng ahh i have to seek forgiveness from you really.
I feel so bad that you're still there ready and available to help me even though i least deserved it.
I've not paid attention and never passed up your homeworks, but you're still here motivating me.
Okay writing this makes me feel emotional hahahah kidding but really thank you so much.
I'll miss your nonsense with the boys and your usual quotes 'smack you silly' and 'embrace the suck' i think would be still the talk of the 4e3 town in years to come.
I hope we dont lose contact with you cause you're like so fatherly to our class we appreciate you sooo much.
Ms chong, it'll be wrong to say this as im your student but i've really witnessed you 'grow' into a more patient and caring woman.
I love the new you ahahaha and thank you for not giving up on us even though we've disappointed you tons of time.
Out of the teachers your discipline method works the most xD
The locking you out of class if you're late thing hahaha.
And the best part about you is that you're not typical.
Like you're a good representation of independant woman who (yes ne-yo) can do things by herself.
I'll miss your war with mr chai and thank you for being an unrelenting form teacher in 09-10.Best wishes :D
Okay that's it, english hmmm mrs rajakumar is nice. Malay hmm mdm rahimah. A math hmm ms leow is nice, she never gives up on us and never fail to motivate us, also joking along. Im blessed to have her as a teacher no matter how strict she may be.
I reallly owe you a huge huge thank you.
Thank you for the constant motivations and never failing stupid quotes.
I really can publish a book of your quotes hahaha ^^
You've been an entertaining teacher though you're so motherly (or fatherly?) at times, nagging us about how important our future is.
Ah, dont worry it may seem impossible but we all learn things from your nags.
You're weird but then again maths and sciency people are weird hahahah
Stop disliking non maths stuffs, i assure you it's more fun and meaningful.
I'll forever hate maths, but i'll work hard for Os.
I made a promise i have yet to fulfill, and i hope if i do achieve the targets, you'd take back the card :)
It's one of my motivations! :D
Having you as a form teacher is like so awesome and thank you so much for everything you've done for me and the class ever since sec 3.
I remember them and appreciate you yayyy
Mr issac, ah you managed to pull me to school on the days i really didnt feel like coming.
Why? Literature classes.
Effortlessly you make it fun, i dont know how also actually.
I missed english lesson as a class, going through kingston was fun with your weird punishments haha priceless xD
You're a cool teacher, and you made me (and i think some more people) like/love/enjoy lit.
You're also very unexpected.
Your insults may be insulting (errr) but you manage to turn the frowns into smiles with your laid back attitude.
Just cut down on the self praise, please hahaha.
"im a genius" here and there and everywhere you can start a farm (ok no link)
Lit classes are one of the best memories from school.
You're a unique educator and I like you for that.
Your very frequent nagging are frequent but meaningful (maybe considering your age you got a lot of experiences ehem)
your teaching itself is motivation actually, and i appreciate you for that.:D
Having you as a form teacher is so much fun, you and mr chai are like hurricane chaissac hahahah.
You and your one dollars every day, i'm so going to remember you.
Ms Chan omg ms chan omg ms chan.
When you first became my music teacher in sec 2 i took a liking (alamak my english fail)
But as i get to know you more i start to love you like a sister, mother, teacher, auntie, grandma, everything xD
You've been so sweet to the choir and im so blessed to be your student.
You're motivational and trust me your piano skills still drives me crazehhh till today xD
I remember being late for the sec 1 orientation but you didnt blow your top at me.
You asked with understanding and i was so relieved, as i was expecting a bashing from you ahahahah not really but still xD
You motivated me instead, it may not seem like it but i remember your words okay!
Thnks for being so sisterly and caring and loving, awesome and beautiful, and i wish your upcoming wedding blessings and joy, you deserve the best
I'm really gonna miss you and the choir! Best wishes xoxo
Ms seah! I remember the day you talked to me in music room.
That mini talk motivated me!
You took me by surprise actually, you've always been the very strict or very cute one.
You're like the female mr chai (no pun intended i swear)
You're really nice and beautiful, thank you for being amazingly fierce and teaching me the importance of discipline.
You came across as a non loving teacher but as i get to know you better via choir, i realise you show your love and care in different ways.
I've shared many fond memories with you and the choir, and i'd like to thank you so much!
If you're gonna get married dont forget us senior choristers! Best wishes "awesome" (hahahahah) teacher xoxo
mr sng ahh i have to seek forgiveness from you really.
I feel so bad that you're still there ready and available to help me even though i least deserved it.
I've not paid attention and never passed up your homeworks, but you're still here motivating me.
Okay writing this makes me feel emotional hahahah kidding but really thank you so much.
I'll miss your nonsense with the boys and your usual quotes 'smack you silly' and 'embrace the suck' i think would be still the talk of the 4e3 town in years to come.
I hope we dont lose contact with you cause you're like so fatherly to our class we appreciate you sooo much.
Ms chong, it'll be wrong to say this as im your student but i've really witnessed you 'grow' into a more patient and caring woman.
I love the new you ahahaha and thank you for not giving up on us even though we've disappointed you tons of time.
Out of the teachers your discipline method works the most xD
The locking you out of class if you're late thing hahaha.
And the best part about you is that you're not typical.
Like you're a good representation of independant woman who (yes ne-yo) can do things by herself.
I'll miss your war with mr chai and thank you for being an unrelenting form teacher in 09-10.Best wishes :D
Okay that's it, english hmmm mrs rajakumar is nice. Malay hmm mdm rahimah. A math hmm ms leow is nice, she never gives up on us and never fail to motivate us, also joking along. Im blessed to have her as a teacher no matter how strict she may be.
For my 4E3
The past four years had been truly a blessing.
I've lost myself here and there, but there's always people who helped bring me back to the track.
I've grown to be more responsible person, and i've learnt to form bonds strong enough to withstand the constant dramas that frequent our lives.
I've learnt that when you can't change a situation, change the way you think about it.
And that if you don't include yourself, don't blame others for not including you.
It's not easy putting yourself out there, but once you're out, you're never gonna wanna change the way things are.
In christ church, we find friends, we learn how to keep them and how to let go if it isn't right for us.
As for me, i had several change of 'best friends' until i finally figured who the real ones are.
I'm pretty sure most of you have found the friend you're ready to spend your life with, sharing problems and concerns, successes and hsppiness.
I've seen friendsips that lasted the four years, like victoria and claudia, and the 2E1'10 clique.
Some of us might have discovered ourselves in the course of the four years we've been with the school, and some of us have not, but the school had been the best platform in the process of self discovery.
Personally i never did once imagine secondary school life to be what it turned out to be.
I met people whom i never imagined existed, and i've made friends whom i thought was impossible.
I also didnt imagine it to pass by so fleetingly.
In secondary one, we were all naive and gullible.
Some of us were worried about things others don't even think of.
Some of us felt foreign, and worry about not being able to fit in or adapting.
In secondary two, we have no care.
We were in the school for a year plus, too little to have an impact.
In secondary three we start seeing the school in a different light.
It goes to serve its purpose and the things we had worried about before had faded.
We went to Bintan and spent night under the stars, wishing the day never ended.
But as every other day, it did.
We were reluctant to leave bintan, some of us shared dear memories with the people we havent even met before, just like indra and the baby at the orphanage.
We tried grasping on to the last moments on the island with the classmates we had started to learn to love, and we're now left with nothing less than fond memories and pictures.
Sometimes the thought of not being able to make something last is intruguing, but we shall always look at things in a positive light.
An end marks a new beginning.
It is hard to begin, and it is even harder to end, but it'll all be worth it in the end.
We get to keep memories noone else in the world would have.
By secondary four, we had made ourselves comfortable with our classmates.
This period of time feels so fast, and you try to create as much memories as possible.
But it will always seem like it's not enough.
Why? Because there is always space for more memories.
We can leave that space, or we can revisit and create more to fill in the album.
Being a member of 4E3 is hard.
Why wouldnt it be, when you're surrounded by caring, funny, loving, violent and amazing classmates and teachers?
And especially with the thought of having to graduate, not with them but from them.
No more classroom memories, things would be different later on.
But one thing will definately stay, the bond.
The friendship we forged would last the years, we would keep in touch and still love and appreciate each other.
4E3, no words can describe how blessed i am to be in the class.
How blessed we are to have teachers like mr chai and mr issac, mr sng and ms chong and so on.
The fun times we shared will forever be etched in my mind, and i wish all of you success.
We'll go through the next obstacle together, O levels.
We started as one, we end as one.
We'll reward ourselves by getting good grades and seeing the looks on our teachers' faces, our parents' faces and our friends'.
We'll keep this bond and build on it, and we'll appreciate each other.
I hope when i see any of you ten years down the road, we'll be able to sit and chat over a cup of coffee (or whatever drinks that exist) without awkwardness and stuff.
I truly love all of you, every single one of you impacted my life in ways only the chaissac classmates csn.
Hahaha, im gonna miss you.
Best of luck for O levels, we worked for this.
Lots of love, (and 619s),
Wani ha ha ha
I've lost myself here and there, but there's always people who helped bring me back to the track.
I've grown to be more responsible person, and i've learnt to form bonds strong enough to withstand the constant dramas that frequent our lives.
I've learnt that when you can't change a situation, change the way you think about it.
And that if you don't include yourself, don't blame others for not including you.
It's not easy putting yourself out there, but once you're out, you're never gonna wanna change the way things are.
In christ church, we find friends, we learn how to keep them and how to let go if it isn't right for us.
As for me, i had several change of 'best friends' until i finally figured who the real ones are.
I'm pretty sure most of you have found the friend you're ready to spend your life with, sharing problems and concerns, successes and hsppiness.
I've seen friendsips that lasted the four years, like victoria and claudia, and the 2E1'10 clique.
Some of us might have discovered ourselves in the course of the four years we've been with the school, and some of us have not, but the school had been the best platform in the process of self discovery.
Personally i never did once imagine secondary school life to be what it turned out to be.
I met people whom i never imagined existed, and i've made friends whom i thought was impossible.
I also didnt imagine it to pass by so fleetingly.
In secondary one, we were all naive and gullible.
Some of us were worried about things others don't even think of.
Some of us felt foreign, and worry about not being able to fit in or adapting.
In secondary two, we have no care.
We were in the school for a year plus, too little to have an impact.
In secondary three we start seeing the school in a different light.
It goes to serve its purpose and the things we had worried about before had faded.
We went to Bintan and spent night under the stars, wishing the day never ended.
But as every other day, it did.
We were reluctant to leave bintan, some of us shared dear memories with the people we havent even met before, just like indra and the baby at the orphanage.
We tried grasping on to the last moments on the island with the classmates we had started to learn to love, and we're now left with nothing less than fond memories and pictures.
Sometimes the thought of not being able to make something last is intruguing, but we shall always look at things in a positive light.
An end marks a new beginning.
It is hard to begin, and it is even harder to end, but it'll all be worth it in the end.
We get to keep memories noone else in the world would have.
By secondary four, we had made ourselves comfortable with our classmates.
This period of time feels so fast, and you try to create as much memories as possible.
But it will always seem like it's not enough.
Why? Because there is always space for more memories.
We can leave that space, or we can revisit and create more to fill in the album.
Being a member of 4E3 is hard.
Why wouldnt it be, when you're surrounded by caring, funny, loving, violent and amazing classmates and teachers?
And especially with the thought of having to graduate, not with them but from them.
No more classroom memories, things would be different later on.
But one thing will definately stay, the bond.
The friendship we forged would last the years, we would keep in touch and still love and appreciate each other.
4E3, no words can describe how blessed i am to be in the class.
How blessed we are to have teachers like mr chai and mr issac, mr sng and ms chong and so on.
The fun times we shared will forever be etched in my mind, and i wish all of you success.
We'll go through the next obstacle together, O levels.
We started as one, we end as one.
We'll reward ourselves by getting good grades and seeing the looks on our teachers' faces, our parents' faces and our friends'.
We'll keep this bond and build on it, and we'll appreciate each other.
I hope when i see any of you ten years down the road, we'll be able to sit and chat over a cup of coffee (or whatever drinks that exist) without awkwardness and stuff.
I truly love all of you, every single one of you impacted my life in ways only the chaissac classmates csn.
Hahaha, im gonna miss you.
Best of luck for O levels, we worked for this.
Lots of love, (and 619s),
Wani ha ha ha
Graduating, graduated
Hello!
I really wanna cherish grad day so ill try my best not to miss out any point so pardon me if this post is lengthy (not like my daily posts aren't)
In a nutshell the school didnt do much to make grad day memorable, it was my classmates and form teachers who did so.
Started off the morning meeting rainy who was late at the bukit batok station.
Exchanged carda and high fived with our smooth hand syndrome xD
(the day before we were pulled by a beauty shop promoter who reccomended us this dead sea salt hand soap which was sooo good)
Went to vista, bought eliza her stuff and praised miss tay for looking so young, to which we got offered the hotdog waffle which we politely declined.
Disturbed the bubble tea man, rainy expects demands commands him to remember her as it may be the last time she buys from there.
Walked to school and each of our juniors said hi, so we started a scoreboard which stopped at one,haha!
On the way to class met eliza and ellysa and so we hugged like aunties and walked together to class which was not opened.
Yeong shi min was there writing cards and again generously donating insults hehehe im gonna miss her x(
Yu ting was there too writing cards.
Soon haryati, nivetha and priya joined us and i was walking around dancing to "good time" and "give your heart a break" on speaker by either 4/1 or 4/2.
Assembled at hall, did more card exchangings.
Saw the botak teachers hahahahahahahaha so cute sia mr chai like bee with his black and yellow striped tee, mr issac like buddha with his brown camera strap (no really) and mr kang like, some fishball with his white shirt hahaha.
Grad day started pretty boring, the whole events were quite disappointing actually. Luckily mr chaissac was there to entertain us with their weirdness.
Mr issac was sitting on people and they were taking photos.
Valedictorian speech was quite disappointing, but it's ok i guess.
I thought and expected the speech to be emotional, meaningful and very remeninsce.
But noo they gave more time to the outside speaker, who was somewhat motivating.
Videos were okay, couldnt hear them -.- PA crew tsk.
But 4E3's cheer was priceless i swear xD sad i wasnt in it booooo.
Haryati and edwin were like the only pair in the video with good chemistry ahah ahahaha best.
Then the wish from teachers, ours included newton's third law which....is not in syllabus but according to mr chai is "good to know"
And in the middle of 4/1s, the video stopped abruptly.
A voice was heard.
Suddenly a figure walked out from left stage.
It made me cry, honestly.
Mr issac was singing sia.
Did i say he was singing?!
Let me repeat, MR ISSAC TAN SANG.
HE SANG HAHAHA
HE REALLY SUNG.
It was a great shock.
Super surprising, unexpected yet touching.
It's like, he comes across as a care less person so this means a lot to us.
He's like so brave xD
Im still in shock recalling it though.
I turned to see everyone's facial expression changed.
I know we all feel the same way :')
Eliza and sabrina was crying too hahaha ahh so weird.
4E3 gave him a standing ovation he deserved.
Though he was out of tune at times it was so perfect hahaha it surpasses all other performances cause it meant more.
Omg i sound so cheesy as i usually do hahaha ok it's once in a lifetime so no harm.
Now me, nelly and some other people cant stop singing "you raise me uuuuuuup!" hahaha precious moment la serious.
And with that a few more cute performances by mdm annur (count on me brunk mars) and ms nila mr eugene ms chan (the climb miley cyrus) and a chinese teacher who goes to auditions.
Then we were forced to listen to science practical announcement.
Got bears xD
Then they told us to vote for prom queen and king, blabla nicest smile, outgoing, joker whatever.
I crushed the paper and threw it away awwww sorry ahahaha.
It just didnt feel cool you know, not like i'd imagine it would be.
And then we went to the back of the hall, one by one took pictures with mr chaissac. (let me use issachai la okok)
The boys' hair were pulled hahaha so fun to watch xD
Reminds me of wwe divas match bwahahahah xD
Since mr issachai was bald they made their student's hair victims.
But they toned down for girls.
And mine is my new favourite picture: mr chai acting likka wrestler and mr issac superman (Superman the wwe star?!) And me shooting idk who what where hahaha cant stop looking too precious xD
Then we proceeded to the canteen to eat......eliza's oreo cheesecake omg omg omg soooooo sedap.
She really didnt disappoint us and i believe mr issac (or who) "investment"
(ps at this point of time a lot of spelling errors, pardon. It's 1.30am here in singapore)
Even mrs rajakumar asked for her number and named her eliza bakery! XD
Soo proud of her! Haha she deserves it with her awesome baking skills weee
Me and nelly kept stealing the oreo base hahahah fun la fun.
Danced like a mad person while singing "we just figured out blues clues" all of a sudden.
Got to dance with seok yee oh that lesbo x')
Took pictures and ran away from people hahaha.
Oh surprisingly i got a picture with mr sng!
I know right hahaha mr sng leh.
Im like the worst student ever, never attend lesson, never pay attention, never do his homework, but he's so cool about it and still tries to motivate me.
Seriously that's so....precious.
Didnt get to thank him but i will, soon.
Im gonna make a new post to thank people la since im so nice right
(HAHAHA I SWEAR IM KIDDING)
And jonathan and jesslyn looked so cute today!
(though i hate praising a scarecrow named jesslyn)
Hahaha okay grad was unawesome except the part mr issac sang and after the ceremony ended.
I forever love and cherish 4E3
I really wanna cherish grad day so ill try my best not to miss out any point so pardon me if this post is lengthy (not like my daily posts aren't)
In a nutshell the school didnt do much to make grad day memorable, it was my classmates and form teachers who did so.
Started off the morning meeting rainy who was late at the bukit batok station.
Exchanged carda and high fived with our smooth hand syndrome xD
(the day before we were pulled by a beauty shop promoter who reccomended us this dead sea salt hand soap which was sooo good)
Went to vista, bought eliza her stuff and praised miss tay for looking so young, to which we got offered the hotdog waffle which we politely declined.
Disturbed the bubble tea man, rainy expects demands commands him to remember her as it may be the last time she buys from there.
Walked to school and each of our juniors said hi, so we started a scoreboard which stopped at one,haha!
On the way to class met eliza and ellysa and so we hugged like aunties and walked together to class which was not opened.
Yeong shi min was there writing cards and again generously donating insults hehehe im gonna miss her x(
Yu ting was there too writing cards.
Soon haryati, nivetha and priya joined us and i was walking around dancing to "good time" and "give your heart a break" on speaker by either 4/1 or 4/2.
Assembled at hall, did more card exchangings.
Saw the botak teachers hahahahahahahaha so cute sia mr chai like bee with his black and yellow striped tee, mr issac like buddha with his brown camera strap (no really) and mr kang like, some fishball with his white shirt hahaha.
Grad day started pretty boring, the whole events were quite disappointing actually. Luckily mr chaissac was there to entertain us with their weirdness.
Mr issac was sitting on people and they were taking photos.
Valedictorian speech was quite disappointing, but it's ok i guess.
I thought and expected the speech to be emotional, meaningful and very remeninsce.
But noo they gave more time to the outside speaker, who was somewhat motivating.
Videos were okay, couldnt hear them -.- PA crew tsk.
But 4E3's cheer was priceless i swear xD sad i wasnt in it booooo.
Haryati and edwin were like the only pair in the video with good chemistry ahah ahahaha best.
Then the wish from teachers, ours included newton's third law which....is not in syllabus but according to mr chai is "good to know"
And in the middle of 4/1s, the video stopped abruptly.
A voice was heard.
Suddenly a figure walked out from left stage.
It made me cry, honestly.
Mr issac was singing sia.
Did i say he was singing?!
Let me repeat, MR ISSAC TAN SANG.
HE SANG HAHAHA
HE REALLY SUNG.
It was a great shock.
Super surprising, unexpected yet touching.
It's like, he comes across as a care less person so this means a lot to us.
He's like so brave xD
Im still in shock recalling it though.
I turned to see everyone's facial expression changed.
I know we all feel the same way :')
Eliza and sabrina was crying too hahaha ahh so weird.
4E3 gave him a standing ovation he deserved.
Though he was out of tune at times it was so perfect hahaha it surpasses all other performances cause it meant more.
Omg i sound so cheesy as i usually do hahaha ok it's once in a lifetime so no harm.
Now me, nelly and some other people cant stop singing "you raise me uuuuuuup!" hahaha precious moment la serious.
And with that a few more cute performances by mdm annur (count on me brunk mars) and ms nila mr eugene ms chan (the climb miley cyrus) and a chinese teacher who goes to auditions.
Then we were forced to listen to science practical announcement.
Got bears xD
Then they told us to vote for prom queen and king, blabla nicest smile, outgoing, joker whatever.
I crushed the paper and threw it away awwww sorry ahahaha.
It just didnt feel cool you know, not like i'd imagine it would be.
And then we went to the back of the hall, one by one took pictures with mr chaissac. (let me use issachai la okok)
The boys' hair were pulled hahaha so fun to watch xD
Reminds me of wwe divas match bwahahahah xD
Since mr issachai was bald they made their student's hair victims.
But they toned down for girls.
And mine is my new favourite picture: mr chai acting likka wrestler and mr issac superman (Superman the wwe star?!) And me shooting idk who what where hahaha cant stop looking too precious xD
Then we proceeded to the canteen to eat......eliza's oreo cheesecake omg omg omg soooooo sedap.
She really didnt disappoint us and i believe mr issac (or who) "investment"
(ps at this point of time a lot of spelling errors, pardon. It's 1.30am here in singapore)
Even mrs rajakumar asked for her number and named her eliza bakery! XD
Soo proud of her! Haha she deserves it with her awesome baking skills weee
Me and nelly kept stealing the oreo base hahahah fun la fun.
Danced like a mad person while singing "we just figured out blues clues" all of a sudden.
Got to dance with seok yee oh that lesbo x')
Took pictures and ran away from people hahaha.
Oh surprisingly i got a picture with mr sng!
I know right hahaha mr sng leh.
Im like the worst student ever, never attend lesson, never pay attention, never do his homework, but he's so cool about it and still tries to motivate me.
Seriously that's so....precious.
Didnt get to thank him but i will, soon.
Im gonna make a new post to thank people la since im so nice right
(HAHAHA I SWEAR IM KIDDING)
And jonathan and jesslyn looked so cute today!
(though i hate praising a scarecrow named jesslyn)
Hahaha okay grad was unawesome except the part mr issac sang and after the ceremony ended.
I forever love and cherish 4E3
Thursday, October 11, 2012
Grizzelle
Hello!
Currently in the library writing cards for classmates in lieu of graduation day.
Raiyini is feeling down.
She's complaining and whining currently and i am here to announce that....
DEMI LOVATO WAS IN A SHOP!
as in her music.
BUT STILL, IT'S YOU'RE MY ONLY SHORTY!
OMG that was a great sight (?)
I was so happy hahaha
Ok back to cards.
Adeu ^^
Tuesday, October 09, 2012
Somewhere Only We Know
Hello!
I needed somewhere to rant and facebook is just not the place.
Hahah and here I am! :)
Report book is demoralizing, but i'll forget it and just keep working.
People around me are motivating and i have them to thank.
So today was eventful.
I survived malay lesson, and it was THE LAST MATHS LESSON! :D
imagine how i felt when the bell went off!
I feel so free likka bird and ostrich out of a cage!
I am still so happy about that.
I've been tolerating it for like (not quite but) twelve years now!
Now to celebrate our divorce, im planning to work super hard on math.
When i get my results, i want to laugh and then finally, finally, finally abuse it. (easier to get rid of it)
Recess, canteen was dead!
Only 4 stalls were open and even then they had nothing edible (no food)
I survived history doing end of cold war with nelly with mr sng's help.
Sometimes i feel like he has the right to ignore me because i never pay attention in class and do his work.
Bt then again if teachers do tht, imagine how many potential they killed.
:O
Haha had an intense discussion about a source based question that shows Fidel Castro kicking Uncle Sam from behind.
Went all the way to interpreting that fidel's short legs that was shown in the picture show that it wad related to the bay of pigs invasion.
Hahahha had fun xD
And he ended by reminding me to work with him by handing in works.
Exactly what i will/plan to do.
Motivation keep changing but it's still motivation afterall.
English was sooooo boring.
I felt bad for mrs rajakumar, the students (it's a banded class so it's not my actual classmates) were rude and disrespectful, laughing and talking when she's trying her best to feed us with nutrients so we would be ready by the 22nd!
Luckily it was only one period.
Last period was math, ended on a high note cause mr chai came and gave us cards with messages from him.
He mentioned that the act of me watching wwe is violent, bt when i read the tesimonial draft, he said i had a gentle personality.
Astagfirullagh pilih lah satu (oh god just choose one)
Mr issac went around asking the boys to carry him hahhaahha hillarious sight!
They had ordered pizzas and kfcs for the class, delish.
Love love love my classmates and teachers.
After school stayed back to do physics, since mr chai was there and usually he's hot demand so it's hard to "get" him.
Stayed till near 7 and then off.
Reached home at 9, 178 drove sooooooo slowly.
Okay, tomorrow and thursday is holiday!
Friday is graduation day.
Ah as much as i wont want to cry, blame my lady hormones for being so emotional, even i hate it -.-
It's....annoying.
Really.
Liek you got no control over your emotions.
Lololololol.
I bet there'll be tears la, i cried during choir graduation.
That was super sad.
I love choir i still do always will.
tomorrow meeting rainy at library.
Okay, lengthy but fun post! (on my part)
Adeu ^^
Series Of Fortune
Hello
Currently in math class.
I saw from facebook that rey and zxc cara (hahaha hatred shown) defeated prime time players! :D
And cm punk slapped mr mcmahon=match, fight or fired.
Dammmm so cool okok a month left a month left
Now excuse me while i work on my fantastic maths skills
Adeu ^^
Saturday, October 06, 2012
no matter what they say
hello!
just here to say that no matter how much i rant about how the unPGed era was better, i still really, really appreciate the new superstars.
they work hard, play hard for us
got to thank them for the week to week entertainment.
they bust their bums off to climb up the success ladder, while doing their part in raising awareness like cancer, and bullying, via campaigns like be a star.
thank you ^^ (yes, even you del rio and sin cara)
on the bright side, hell no is such a cute tag xD
have you seen the latest backstage fallout?
"heck!" "yes!"
kane is such a changed character frm his debut 15 years ago.
from the devil's favourite demon, the big red machine, to tombstoning a priest, setting jim ross and other people on fire and burying undertaker twice, to dancing to santino's celebration with vladimir and big show, to taking anger management classes and now a potential broski relationship with dbryan!
it's nice to heave a breath of freshness.
but i think if they brought back matches like casket and inferno, buried alive and street fights and brawls, beat the clock and maybe, just maybe, the punjabi prison!
i believe the new wrestlers would love a challenge for themselves!
they'd be tortured, we'd be entertained.
some things wont change afterall :')
hahaha im not a sadist just perhaps seeking comfort xD
ok kidding i should enjoy as much as i want now, and start getting down and dirty (yes, study) in the afternoon.
luckily i woke up early ;)
adeu! ^^
just here to say that no matter how much i rant about how the unPGed era was better, i still really, really appreciate the new superstars.
they work hard, play hard for us
got to thank them for the week to week entertainment.
they bust their bums off to climb up the success ladder, while doing their part in raising awareness like cancer, and bullying, via campaigns like be a star.
thank you ^^ (yes, even you del rio and sin cara)
on the bright side, hell no is such a cute tag xD
have you seen the latest backstage fallout?
"heck!" "yes!"
kane is such a changed character frm his debut 15 years ago.
from the devil's favourite demon, the big red machine, to tombstoning a priest, setting jim ross and other people on fire and burying undertaker twice, to dancing to santino's celebration with vladimir and big show, to taking anger management classes and now a potential broski relationship with dbryan!
it's nice to heave a breath of freshness.
but i think if they brought back matches like casket and inferno, buried alive and street fights and brawls, beat the clock and maybe, just maybe, the punjabi prison!
i believe the new wrestlers would love a challenge for themselves!
they'd be tortured, we'd be entertained.
some things wont change afterall :')
hahaha im not a sadist just perhaps seeking comfort xD
ok kidding i should enjoy as much as i want now, and start getting down and dirty (yes, study) in the afternoon.
luckily i woke up early ;)
adeu! ^^
we both know, it's better if we just let it go
hello!
woke up hearing graduation song by vitamin c.
gonna be my turn soon x(
excited yet dreading it.
things can be so confusing!
talking aboht confusing, rey mysterio and sin cara.
i dont like sin cara :(
but rey loves him.
they even have "mutated" masks which looks really cute (on rey hahahah k im evil)
i want rey to go solo again and get a title shot.
i believe he can do it (y)
and big show defeating orton for number 1 contender for sheamus, he'd better not use his knockout punch at hell in a cell as a shortcut, because it'll make him look lowly and like an advantage taker.
ofcourse show is capable, but with the punch it's just too high a chance he'd win.
too high.
watching backstage fallout.
i love rey's voice *fanladying (xD)
and his spirit!
have you seen the hell in a cell promo yet?
CM Punk looks cute xD awfully...creepy.
i wouldnt mind a devil like him haunting me though, hahahahaha.
wade is getting better, or he is given weaker opponents, i dont know.
what i know is some referees talk so much in ring nowadays xD
okay, back to watching the fallouts, inboxes and are you serious episodes.
i also love santino's foreign exchange.
hilarious!
ps: hell in a cell, smack in the middle of O levels. i pray sooooo hard i wont lose focus
woke up hearing graduation song by vitamin c.
gonna be my turn soon x(
excited yet dreading it.
things can be so confusing!
talking aboht confusing, rey mysterio and sin cara.
i dont like sin cara :(
but rey loves him.
they even have "mutated" masks which looks really cute (on rey hahahah k im evil)
i want rey to go solo again and get a title shot.
i believe he can do it (y)
and big show defeating orton for number 1 contender for sheamus, he'd better not use his knockout punch at hell in a cell as a shortcut, because it'll make him look lowly and like an advantage taker.
ofcourse show is capable, but with the punch it's just too high a chance he'd win.
too high.
watching backstage fallout.
i love rey's voice *fanladying (xD)
and his spirit!
have you seen the hell in a cell promo yet?
CM Punk looks cute xD awfully...creepy.
i wouldnt mind a devil like him haunting me though, hahahahaha.
wade is getting better, or he is given weaker opponents, i dont know.
what i know is some referees talk so much in ring nowadays xD
okay, back to watching the fallouts, inboxes and are you serious episodes.
i also love santino's foreign exchange.
hilarious!
ps: hell in a cell, smack in the middle of O levels. i pray sooooo hard i wont lose focus
ratings
hello it's me again hahaha
so i was tumblring when i saw this post by theiolandashow
"Like I’ve always said, I blame lack of starpower. They are in a much better place now than they were around 18 months ago definitely, but there is still a significant lack which I don’t think we’ll ever get again."
and he talks about how the long time viewers had given up because of this problem, i agree, like it's really super valid.
gone are the days when every episode is a surprise.
wrestlers, amazing and charismatic wrestlers like shawn michaels, undertaker, even people like mysterio and edge, the attitude era or before to be exact.
now there's lack of that 'uumph' in the episodes and wrestlers themselves.
sure things are improving, but it can be better.
if we can't bring back the attitude era, create another era.
everything great starts from nothing afterall!
i think another factor is the too much dependancy on social networking.
it's no longer much anticipation you know?
like we dont see undertaker instagramming his #ootd
(ok out of point but that IS funny hahahahahahahahaha!)
but i miss a lot of wrestlers, like edge, shawn michaels, triple h, ric flair, beniot and the guererros, hardy boys, people like scott steiner and bobby lashley, big daddy V and goldust, road dogg and x pac, not to mention the oldies like hogan, bret hart, rock, even the existance of boogeyman and doink the clown makes a diff.
it's just different with them around.
okay as much as i love to talk about wwe and stay updated, i'm still barred from watching it.
a few more weeks to survive, and im gonna have wwe marathons (y)
adeu ^^
so i was tumblring when i saw this post by theiolandashow
"Like I’ve always said, I blame lack of starpower. They are in a much better place now than they were around 18 months ago definitely, but there is still a significant lack which I don’t think we’ll ever get again."
and he talks about how the long time viewers had given up because of this problem, i agree, like it's really super valid.
gone are the days when every episode is a surprise.
wrestlers, amazing and charismatic wrestlers like shawn michaels, undertaker, even people like mysterio and edge, the attitude era or before to be exact.
now there's lack of that 'uumph' in the episodes and wrestlers themselves.
sure things are improving, but it can be better.
if we can't bring back the attitude era, create another era.
everything great starts from nothing afterall!
i think another factor is the too much dependancy on social networking.
it's no longer much anticipation you know?
like we dont see undertaker instagramming his #ootd
(ok out of point but that IS funny hahahahahahahahaha!)
but i miss a lot of wrestlers, like edge, shawn michaels, triple h, ric flair, beniot and the guererros, hardy boys, people like scott steiner and bobby lashley, big daddy V and goldust, road dogg and x pac, not to mention the oldies like hogan, bret hart, rock, even the existance of boogeyman and doink the clown makes a diff.
it's just different with them around.
okay as much as i love to talk about wwe and stay updated, i'm still barred from watching it.
a few more weeks to survive, and im gonna have wwe marathons (y)
adeu ^^
if you want it, we can take it.
hello
it's 3.48am here in singapore xD
cannot sleep because i feel so horrible physically.
maybe gonna get sick soon?
never really fell sick this year so okay impending teet teet!
hahahaha xD
really it's torturing, i cant even stand sit or lie down without feeling pain like literally throughout my body and that i tell you, is annoying.
but it's ok.
i will get well soon.
suddenly inspired and motivated and did two math papers, even the questions i didnt like (haha mr chai) and i got above 63% for both ^^
that's like target met!
proud hahaha!
next up would be science.
my "relationship" with science is weird.
i understand and remember the things but i dont know how to apply.
science is all (mostly) about applications and ah i should work better, not just harder.
thought of asking mr issac how to improve in lit when i heard ely asked it.
after hearing then i realize my main question was "how to study lit"
like how to study lit.
like in other subjects you memorize things.
what bout lit.
improve and study is not the same x(
like for the past two exams i did nothing, and again i dont know if it's safe to take the risk of not doing anything.
scary xD
okay i keep talking about school!
i miss choir!
missed X factor on thursday :(
i think i mentioned that didnt i?
hahahaha ok nonsense
hmmmmmm, my body is tired but my eyes wont shut down.
need to find power switch and make it all black out for a few hours (basically just sleep)
okay please bear with me in my rants about schoolwork school and studies.
ps: 16 days to O levels, 6 days to graduation.
oh dont forget my practical on "octopus" xD
*did quite well for physics prelim practical just because we did the exact same experiment during lesson sometime ago.
hahahah okay!
adeu ^^
it's 3.48am here in singapore xD
cannot sleep because i feel so horrible physically.
maybe gonna get sick soon?
never really fell sick this year so okay impending teet teet!
hahahaha xD
really it's torturing, i cant even stand sit or lie down without feeling pain like literally throughout my body and that i tell you, is annoying.
but it's ok.
i will get well soon.
suddenly inspired and motivated and did two math papers, even the questions i didnt like (haha mr chai) and i got above 63% for both ^^
that's like target met!
proud hahaha!
next up would be science.
my "relationship" with science is weird.
i understand and remember the things but i dont know how to apply.
science is all (mostly) about applications and ah i should work better, not just harder.
thought of asking mr issac how to improve in lit when i heard ely asked it.
after hearing then i realize my main question was "how to study lit"
like how to study lit.
like in other subjects you memorize things.
what bout lit.
improve and study is not the same x(
like for the past two exams i did nothing, and again i dont know if it's safe to take the risk of not doing anything.
scary xD
okay i keep talking about school!
i miss choir!
missed X factor on thursday :(
i think i mentioned that didnt i?
hahahaha ok nonsense
hmmmmmm, my body is tired but my eyes wont shut down.
need to find power switch and make it all black out for a few hours (basically just sleep)
okay please bear with me in my rants about schoolwork school and studies.
ps: 16 days to O levels, 6 days to graduation.
oh dont forget my practical on "octopus" xD
*did quite well for physics prelim practical just because we did the exact same experiment during lesson sometime ago.
hahahah okay!
adeu ^^
Friday, October 05, 2012
You and i, painting pictures in the car
Hello :)
Reached mt dream blogview! ^^
Hm, Two more days of school and it's graduation day.
So saaaad.
Had our last pe lesson yesterday, floorball.
It was fuun but i messed up a lot xD
Late for school just now, as usual fridays are meaningless and boring.
Except after history which was FTC.
Got back report books wella except me i think cause i didnt send in letters ahahaha no time and no incentive ceh :p
Anyway i know my results and according to hy and z, the teacher's comment were cut and paste.
18 days to Os, so much to do zzzz
Gotta work suuuuper hard on my maths and sciences.
Humans, i dont force myself but i'll still try my best.
Okay, gonna study soon so
Adeu ^^
Ps: hppy birthday Qama and jy!
Pps: following aalyah on insta, if i was her i'd take pictures with my dad everyday!
Pps: happy 15th year in WWE Kane!
Reached mt dream blogview! ^^
Hm, Two more days of school and it's graduation day.
So saaaad.
Had our last pe lesson yesterday, floorball.
It was fuun but i messed up a lot xD
Late for school just now, as usual fridays are meaningless and boring.
Except after history which was FTC.
Got back report books wella except me i think cause i didnt send in letters ahahaha no time and no incentive ceh :p
Anyway i know my results and according to hy and z, the teacher's comment were cut and paste.
18 days to Os, so much to do zzzz
Gotta work suuuuper hard on my maths and sciences.
Humans, i dont force myself but i'll still try my best.
Okay, gonna study soon so
Adeu ^^
Ps: hppy birthday Qama and jy!
Pps: following aalyah on insta, if i was her i'd take pictures with my dad everyday!
Pps: happy 15th year in WWE Kane!
Monday, October 01, 2012
English Rules, Or Not
Hi im here just to say that i used to love english lesson until they decided to band us. I mean if you're good, you're good if not, you're not dont need to do that and kill my life hahaha okay it's punctuationless and im overreacting so byebye *dance
Friday, September 28, 2012
Excitement overruled
Hello!
I was truthfully excited for school today, but i woke up late.
When i checked my phone i realised that my alarm was set at 9.30am xD
Ahhh no way.
It's friday and 3/4 of my classmates had earlier on planned to miss school today.
But i wasnt planning to though fridays HEMS programme sucks .
It's not even eligible to be called a programmd it's a freaking free period with tests.
Hahahah i wonder the school's (people) mentality sometimes.
If they'd let us continue in our CCAs till like perhaps october, we'd learn tons of new things.
Even Mr liew said thst when he left his school and look back many years later, he doesn't remember his academic achievements or whatever, but he remembers the time he spent in his CCA.
Legit i'm not even out of school and im desperately trying to grasp whatever i learnt in choir.
Which is why we shouldnt take things for granted.
Even the slightest act of hearing the alarm and opening your eyes in the morning should be appreciated though it's hard xD
Okay for my prelims results, i totally flunked my combined humanities (which consist of social studies and history)
My maths side (which doesnt exist) (and will never exist) shows no mercy and allowed me to fail it again.
I dont know if i improved but im quite close to passing but very far from my target,
And O levels is in less than a month time.
I'll try my best. :)
Science..... Failed chemistry when i could've done better but it's fine since i did expect to fail it.
Thankfully my second enemy (besides math), physics, saved my a*s!
Passed overall with a not so decent grade but i passed hahahah usually physics would pull me down Dx
Malay was zxxcv someone miscounted my paper and kept counting repeatedly when i told him/her that he/she counted it wrong.
Hello, trust?
Hhaha did not so well for composition but did get my A1 so i needn't jump from big ben :D hahaha!
I did get A2 for english, for the first time my compre and summary did not get 12 or 12.5.
I swear every exams i keep getting 12 or 12.5 for both!
But i crawled out from the 12 zone and climbed up to the 17 18 zone :D
Yayy!
My compo was nonsense but got quite a mark.
Hahaha.
Yeah and happy bout my lit except for the fact that i think i should practise to get out of the 20 zone to the 22 zone, i just need to recall what it takes,
Mr issac shared with us on wednesday and showed us model essays ^^
Soo, currently disappointed with myself for not waking up for school xD
And i really want to study but when i start i realise it's so much and i'd stop.
I really lack willpower to shape motivations into fuel zzzzzzzzz
I think that's important, i dnt know how.
I will learn, someday.
In the meanwhile my motivation is my family, 3 of my teachers, and WWE.
Which obviously isnt strong enough for me to work :(
I'll do it (wanted to type try but yoda came into my brain-i know, creepy- and said, do or do not, do not try)
Not sure if it's the actual quote but that's what the yoda in my head said!
Hahaha okay lengthy post,
Adeu ^^
I was truthfully excited for school today, but i woke up late.
When i checked my phone i realised that my alarm was set at 9.30am xD
Ahhh no way.
It's friday and 3/4 of my classmates had earlier on planned to miss school today.
But i wasnt planning to though fridays HEMS programme sucks .
It's not even eligible to be called a programmd it's a freaking free period with tests.
Hahahah i wonder the school's (people) mentality sometimes.
If they'd let us continue in our CCAs till like perhaps october, we'd learn tons of new things.
Even Mr liew said thst when he left his school and look back many years later, he doesn't remember his academic achievements or whatever, but he remembers the time he spent in his CCA.
Legit i'm not even out of school and im desperately trying to grasp whatever i learnt in choir.
Which is why we shouldnt take things for granted.
Even the slightest act of hearing the alarm and opening your eyes in the morning should be appreciated though it's hard xD
Okay for my prelims results, i totally flunked my combined humanities (which consist of social studies and history)
My maths side (which doesnt exist) (and will never exist) shows no mercy and allowed me to fail it again.
I dont know if i improved but im quite close to passing but very far from my target,
And O levels is in less than a month time.
I'll try my best. :)
Science..... Failed chemistry when i could've done better but it's fine since i did expect to fail it.
Thankfully my second enemy (besides math), physics, saved my a*s!
Passed overall with a not so decent grade but i passed hahahah usually physics would pull me down Dx
Malay was zxxcv someone miscounted my paper and kept counting repeatedly when i told him/her that he/she counted it wrong.
Hello, trust?
Hhaha did not so well for composition but did get my A1 so i needn't jump from big ben :D hahaha!
I did get A2 for english, for the first time my compre and summary did not get 12 or 12.5.
I swear every exams i keep getting 12 or 12.5 for both!
But i crawled out from the 12 zone and climbed up to the 17 18 zone :D
Yayy!
My compo was nonsense but got quite a mark.
Hahaha.
Yeah and happy bout my lit except for the fact that i think i should practise to get out of the 20 zone to the 22 zone, i just need to recall what it takes,
Mr issac shared with us on wednesday and showed us model essays ^^
Soo, currently disappointed with myself for not waking up for school xD
And i really want to study but when i start i realise it's so much and i'd stop.
I really lack willpower to shape motivations into fuel zzzzzzzzz
I think that's important, i dnt know how.
I will learn, someday.
In the meanwhile my motivation is my family, 3 of my teachers, and WWE.
Which obviously isnt strong enough for me to work :(
I'll do it (wanted to type try but yoda came into my brain-i know, creepy- and said, do or do not, do not try)
Not sure if it's the actual quote but that's what the yoda in my head said!
Hahaha okay lengthy post,
Adeu ^^
I'll be there in a heartbeat
Hello
It's 2.14am here in singapore hahaha
Just a short post, met rainy earlier on with wana and chiqa.
I should sleep,
Adeu ^^
It's 2.14am here in singapore hahaha
Just a short post, met rainy earlier on with wana and chiqa.
I should sleep,
Adeu ^^
Monday, September 24, 2012
You tell others, "give yourself a chance" but you don't do what you said
" I will recover as a person that nobody will like or love…"
Hello!
Happen to stumble upon someone's old tumblr blog, which is well, old- and dead.
But it's quite interesting to read his/her short posts.
It's like, imagine someone, who is known as a heartless sadist, with a blog that tells his/her story and like shows them in a different tone and mannerism.
That's like, whoa.
I've always fancied the thought that everyone has a past so i try not to judge them.
But guessing their story and actually knowing it leaves a different impact.
And now i don't think i can see the person in a different light.
Well yes i'll be seeing him/her tomorrow ^^
Hehehe hope school wont disappoint me, thought i'd have to report my attire (which was perfect the first attire check, i got picked out about a stupid laceless shoe reason, and the second time i dumbly decided to not wear socks) to the mathematical creature.
My brothers returned this weekend.
My first bro came back from jakarta, a korean pop show thing (he loathes them too)
And he showed me his crewniform, (crew uniform haha) which is pink and it depicts kpop.
Im starting to think that something aomewhere is so against me, they decided to put the things i hate together.
Once i was at this shop, they sold books.
The maths assesment books and the kpop magazines were placed on pink racks.
I know, are they even serious?
Hhaha oh well, excuse me while i continue reading his/her cute tumblr,
Adeu ^^
Hello!
Happen to stumble upon someone's old tumblr blog, which is well, old- and dead.
But it's quite interesting to read his/her short posts.
It's like, imagine someone, who is known as a heartless sadist, with a blog that tells his/her story and like shows them in a different tone and mannerism.
That's like, whoa.
I've always fancied the thought that everyone has a past so i try not to judge them.
But guessing their story and actually knowing it leaves a different impact.
And now i don't think i can see the person in a different light.
Well yes i'll be seeing him/her tomorrow ^^
Hehehe hope school wont disappoint me, thought i'd have to report my attire (which was perfect the first attire check, i got picked out about a stupid laceless shoe reason, and the second time i dumbly decided to not wear socks) to the mathematical creature.
My brothers returned this weekend.
My first bro came back from jakarta, a korean pop show thing (he loathes them too)
And he showed me his crewniform, (crew uniform haha) which is pink and it depicts kpop.
Im starting to think that something aomewhere is so against me, they decided to put the things i hate together.
Once i was at this shop, they sold books.
The maths assesment books and the kpop magazines were placed on pink racks.
I know, are they even serious?
Hhaha oh well, excuse me while i continue reading his/her cute tumblr,
Adeu ^^
sententious
hello!
missed school, :(
i was pretty much looking forward to it the whole weekend and i missed it.
woke up late and didnt feel like rushing so i went back to sleep.
i was told that i did get an A for english, so im happy ^^
it's been a long time okay.........
anyway lazy day, planning to travel to somewhere peaceful to study before five.
tomorrow i'd be going to school (duh, i'm out of points so i'm so redundant and mundane now)
and i watched edge kidnapping paul bearer.
it's so scary i dont want to imagine what would have happened if kane got his hands on edge.
eeeeeeeeee ok so i watched santino's foreign exchange and he's so funny.
especially that episode with rodriguez.
"say my name!" "my name"
hahahah ok currently quite very shagged for no apparent reason, gonna prepare my things.
oh the mundane life of a schoolkid.
hahahah ok kidding it's fun :D
adeu ^^
If you had less than a month left for a major exam, and you know you are not ready, would you give up and not bother or work really hard and believe in miracles?
go on, answer me on the ask box at www.coffingummies.tumblr.com !
missed school, :(
i was pretty much looking forward to it the whole weekend and i missed it.
woke up late and didnt feel like rushing so i went back to sleep.
i was told that i did get an A for english, so im happy ^^
it's been a long time okay.........
anyway lazy day, planning to travel to somewhere peaceful to study before five.
tomorrow i'd be going to school (duh, i'm out of points so i'm so redundant and mundane now)
and i watched edge kidnapping paul bearer.
it's so scary i dont want to imagine what would have happened if kane got his hands on edge.
eeeeeeeeee ok so i watched santino's foreign exchange and he's so funny.
especially that episode with rodriguez.
"say my name!" "my name"
hahahah ok currently quite very shagged for no apparent reason, gonna prepare my things.
oh the mundane life of a schoolkid.
hahahah ok kidding it's fun :D
adeu ^^
If you had less than a month left for a major exam, and you know you are not ready, would you give up and not bother or work really hard and believe in miracles?
go on, answer me on the ask box at www.coffingummies.tumblr.com !
Friday, September 21, 2012
Comfort Food
Hello!
My right eye is acting up again :(
can't even open it fully without feeling pain.
I shall not wear my contacts this weekends.
Now while typing i'm tearing up.
Ouuuuu hahaha this is what made people think i am crying hahaha now im typing with my right eye closed.
My eyes are tired after a whole day of facing my phone (even in low light)
So i think that my grandma is so cool she can speak fluent hokkien and cantonese not to mention mandarin, malay and english
Sometimes i think if she tries, she would learn german french spanish tamil and tagalog in a few months xD
Communication is made easier as she has her own foodstall.
Okay, i'm losing out and giving in to my eyes pleas to stop using this phone.
Adeu
Welcome To The Black Parade
Hola!
i just read tessa's blog, and i love it!
She doesn't post that often though, but i mean life as a sec 4 is quite very busy
Texting eatgo and isabelle about results, glad to have people like them in my life zxcvvxz
Haha okay.
adeu ^^
We Say We Love The Rain,but We Use An Umbrella When It Comes.
Like Bob marley (rip) said, "you say you love the rain,but you use an umbrella to walk under it. You say you love the sun, but you seek shade when it's shining. You say you love the wind, but when it comes you close your window. That's why i'm scared when you say you love me"
Hehehehe random quote to start off the post.
Weather outside looks bad but we thank what we get right? :)
planned to study today but the idea of resting is more appealing so i read books.
Finished one by Jennifer Shaw Wolf entitled Breaking Beautiful.
A nice plot, it wouldnt look good in a movie maybe, even with the right director.
It's the kind of story where you gotta read it to experience it cause there's so much going on.
I like the ending and how everyone's being accused.
Hahah okay shall get ready now, off to gramma's place in an hour!
Adeu ^^
What scar do you still have today, where and when did you get it? (if this gets too personal i promise you can go anon xo)
Http://www.coffingummies.tumblr.com
Thursday, September 20, 2012
Infinity And Beyond!
Okay my titles are not linked to my posts because it actually has a hidden meaning hehehe ok nonsense.
Currently reading back my lit scripts and i think that i dont really deserve the A.
Maybe mr issac was drunk or sleeping when he was marking hahahaha but then again he won't do that would he?
Hahaha ok a voice inside my head says that i should keep quiet and accept the results and be happy
Another voice says no im not satisfied.
Im gonna follow the former since it's more worthy and appealing hahahah
Okay im planning to mug for these 32 days but nearing the exams i'd chill down and take a break.
Maybe going to the zoo. (someone ajaked)
Hahaha ok im posting too much byebye
Adeu :D
Sometimes It's Not Meant To Be
Hello!
Got 3 of my results back.
Currently waiting for the bus and oh V is here too lol :)
so minus side, failed my chem for the first time.
Didn't reap results for maths.
Plus side, passed my physics ^^
And a half hearted plus side i retained my A For lit.
Why half hearted?
I remember feeling that "Crap, this im gonna fail. No elaboration, not enough points, never finish paper"
But thank you lo mr issac hahahah :D
Happy bout that though.
And some mathematical person is born annoying ahhahha k kidding no not mr chai xD
Anyway my classmates are so weird but so sweet.
We deserved the top for english and lit hahahahha weee
My contacts started to act up during maths and people thought i was crying ahhh dont deserve their sympathy x(
Sheena was so nice hehe thanks lovely girl xo
Edwin also ^^
They (some of my classmates) thought that i missed pe cause of mr chai hahaha
He said something he had always been saying to me
"you might be 'good' in languages but without maths in this society,you die (followed by an array of you dies)"
And my ever sweet classmates "adviced" me to not bother and not listen!
I feel bad hahah it wasnt the reason really i mean what he said was kinda true and it included a 'praising' xD
Hey im an optimist realist :D
Hahaha math math the time spent on you were wasted but not so since i improved....
And nelly got top for math with an 85 congrats guuuuurl! :D *proud haha
Hm i wanna get my malay and english paper back.
Mr.issac said that HE THINKS i got A2 for english and i shivered (not really) but was anticipating as it's been a really,really drought period in getting As for english.
Im expecting an A1 for higher malay and if i dont get it, i'll jump off big ben hahahahah ok kidding xD
I've never been happy with my hml results this year.
Bs, and worst still, a big fat giant humongous disgusting B4.
It's ok i felt good abt my prelim paper so let's hope it reflects off my results.
Okay dizzy dizzy see yu later!
Adeu ^^
How do you reward yourself for reaching your targets? (dont be boring by saying aim higher!)
Wednesday, September 19, 2012
It's 19th September
Hello!
It's 19th,it means ond month of hari raya is over :(
No more collection and meeting people and dressing up and taking photos :(
If god wills, we'll meet again next year okay Ramadhan and Aidilfitri? :D
Until then i'd enjoy hari raya haji!
Not sure of the date for this year but on that day yes we get to dress up yes we meet people and yes we can."camwhore" but not too much on the collection part :P
It's more of sacrificing (a goat)
It's really not animal abuse but it's religious and we follow what our religion does right?
I heard that the goat you sacrifice would be your transport to heaven while crossing a bridge that is as slim as a strand of hair and sharp as knife.
It's just what i heard so don't get compulsive obsessive (teet teet wrong vocab usage)
School was cancelled pft if i had known i'd have made plans :(
Mofo hahaa
Gonna meet mama at IMM or J cube or jurong point (so convinient living at a place surrounded by shopping malls)
Heheh am late so i shall get ready now!
Have a GREAT day ahead!
Adeu ^^
ps. Some people are idiots and should be pranked until they give their idiotness up.
Pps. If you cant save someone from the path of destruction, dont you ever lead them to it.
Psps. Yay
Tuesday, September 18, 2012
And I Am Officially Missing You
Hi ;)
finally prelims ended!
Omg thinking bout how i might be facing the last academic exam of my life makes ne feel so.......
Old.
Okay hahaha hmm pft
Ate KFC breakfast with ely nab and deeporc.
Saw theresathy heheheheh
Wanted to jam, but since we couldnt find any songs we just lepaked at ely's place and decided to go karaoke.
Took 178 from marsiling and reached home lalalala.
Fun time with those greenies heheheh.
Hmmmmmm, i was looking forward to a holiday/a day of rest tomorrow but then.balqis texted saying that we must go to.school at 2pm to check our higher malay scripts *sigh infinity hahaha jk i dont do sighs.
Yesterday libraried with nive and rai.
Studied a bit of math when i reached home.
Was dizzy and couldnt walk straight why because i went up the stairs with the groceries to the eight floor uhuh it was fun seeing people's reactions.
I guess jurongians dont see that often do they zzzz
Ahh dreading school tomorrow but two things 1) It's my results! (never did malay for almost 10 months i wanna see how good-or bad- i fare) 2)it's in the afternoon (i dont mind except the journey to school is really time consuming well atleast it's not during the peak hours)
Okay, shall go now!
Find me in instagram @unsteriorey
Question:
What's your favourite music genre?
and
How do you celebrate the end of exams?
Inbox me on www.coffingummies.tumblr
.com
Adeu ^^
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