hello.
this past month had been.....
haha i cant even find a word, THE word, to describe it.
it's like i've been blessed (cursed) or whatever, it's like you know, every cloud has a silver lining which in my case, i have so many clouds. (or as my alter ago like to think every happy things that happened has to be balanced by a horrible and bad thing)
i know i dont make sense hahaha.
current feeling: pathetic but determined.
yesterday celebrated anga's 21st and wana's 13th.
their birthday was on 15th nov but everyone knows it's most convenient (did i spell that wrong? i know what is wrong with me) to celebrate on a weekend.
so our plans to celebrate at the beach is gleefully (note the heavy sarcasm) stuck off due to the simple fact that it..was raining.
strike that, it is monsoon season, my least favourite :(
haha simply because im a pretty sunny person.
pretty as in quite. not- ugh nevermind.
so currently i find myself being in love with my old crushes.
who?
srk, chad dylan cooper.
hahaha since it is deepavali period television's been showing old hindustan movies which i totally love.
watched kuchkuch hota hai and it catches me every single time.
i cant emphasize how and/or why but it's just that powerful, meaningful and....colourful?
ah to those people who had been (or is it has been, i totally forgot) living under the rocks since 1998 and wants a good, no, great story, go and freaking watch it.
kajol and shahrukh are just magic i tell you, magic.
okay before i fanwarrior again i shall skip topic.
or jump topic, whichever makes more sense.
twelve hours to survivor series!
yes the end of my wwe fasting had (has?) brought nothing but joy and colour to my life hahahaha.
nope, not exaggerating (now did i spell that right?)
it really did does do. :)
tomorrow planning to wake up at 630am to go for a good run.
to release the inner tension and demons that has (had, whatever) been haunting me for the past month.
i know i dont run and stuff but i'll just try, and the lakeside lake helps.
yay for green scenery! :D
after that i'll go to ellysa's with dee to practise for our first ever competition.
we have yet to choose a song.
and then i got to go handcore job hunting :(
i've got 6 job offers and because one of them already pre-informed that they'll call after 16 november, i have to put the rest on hold.
and that might well be a loss to me....no thanks to the first interview.
ughhh.
and recently i just got scammed by an instagram blogshop.
many people got scammed too.
im gonna track her down if it means going to thailand.
why must people like this exist sia hah.
we're mutually frustrated.
i know, life at this point sucks.
and i semi-regretted deciding to go for prom and gala.
i feel like going mia until results.
but i myself know i'd be bored to...idk, death.
alright, the more i rant the more annoyed i get with myself.
hahaha
adeu ^^