to whom it might have concerned

You know i should really clear my old blog haha. 've been over xxx for about two years now. It breaks me to read back my old post. Maybe he was the one who changed me. Maybe i'm really not affected by xx and xx. Maybe it is him who ripped my life out and threw it somewhere i can't ever reach. xxx, Thank you for showing me how love felt. I remember the heart stopping moments when you text, IM or even seeing you at school. It might all be a game and fake for you but it did mean something to me and for that i thank you. Thank you for the sleepless nights, the tears and laughs. I am safely over you and i want you to be happy. I'm nobody in your life now, and you're nobody in mine. But you meant a lot to me one point in time. I want to say that i hope you'll find yourself. You're much better than what you are now. wow.