Friday, September 28, 2012

Excitement overruled

Hello!
I was truthfully excited for school today, but i woke up late.
When i checked my phone i realised that my alarm was set at 9.30am xD
Ahhh no way.
It's friday and 3/4 of my classmates had earlier on planned to miss school today.
But i wasnt planning to though fridays HEMS programme sucks .
It's not even eligible to be called a programmd it's a freaking free period with tests.
Hahahah i wonder the school's (people) mentality sometimes.
If they'd let us continue in our CCAs till like perhaps october, we'd learn tons of new things.
Even Mr liew said thst when he left his school and look back many years later, he doesn't remember his academic achievements or whatever, but he remembers the time he spent in his CCA.
Legit i'm not even out of school and im desperately trying to grasp whatever i learnt in choir.
Which is why we shouldnt take things for granted.
Even the slightest act of hearing the alarm and opening your eyes in the morning should be appreciated though it's hard xD


Okay for my prelims results, i totally flunked my combined humanities (which consist of social studies and history)
My maths side (which doesnt exist) (and will never exist) shows no mercy and allowed me to fail it again.
I dont know if i improved but im quite close to passing but very far from my target,
And O levels is in less than a month time.
I'll try my best. :)
Science..... Failed chemistry when i could've done better but it's fine since i did expect to fail it.
Thankfully my second enemy (besides math), physics, saved my a*s!
Passed overall with a not so decent grade but i passed hahahah usually physics would pull me down Dx
Malay was zxxcv someone miscounted my paper and kept counting repeatedly when i told him/her that he/she counted it wrong.
Hello, trust?
Hhaha did not so well for composition but did get my A1 so i needn't jump from big ben :D hahaha!
I did get A2 for english, for the first time my compre and summary did not get 12 or 12.5.
I swear every exams i keep getting 12 or 12.5 for both!
But i crawled out from the 12 zone and climbed up to the 17 18 zone :D
Yayy!
My compo was nonsense but got quite a mark.
Hahaha.
Yeah and happy bout my lit except for the fact that i think i should practise to get out of the 20 zone to the 22 zone, i just need to recall what it takes,
Mr issac shared with us on wednesday and showed us model essays ^^
Soo, currently disappointed with myself for not waking up for school xD
And i really want to study but when i start i realise it's so much and i'd stop.
I really lack willpower to shape motivations into fuel zzzzzzzzz
I think that's important, i dnt know how.
I will learn, someday.
In the meanwhile my motivation is my family, 3 of my teachers, and WWE.
Which obviously isnt strong enough for me to work :(
I'll do it (wanted to type try but yoda came into my brain-i know, creepy- and said, do or do not, do not try)
Not sure if it's the actual quote but that's what the yoda in my head said!
Hahaha okay lengthy post,
Adeu ^^