Good morning
I guess I havent been blogging properly cause blogging makes me think and for now I just dont want to think
Had a beautiful day im so thankful for family
Last Sunday with mama's side and last night with papa's side
Although both days were supposed to be an extra happy occassion, I cant help but feel a little dreary inside cause both my families expected someone else to come with me and both times when they ask where he is I just laugh and make excuses lol :')
It has only been a week but it felt like forever
God has replaced my loss with a great one
Insyaallah all will be well
I am a happy, blessed person and it's ok if I feel sad once in a while
I hope he's doing okay. He probably is.
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16.27pm
Back to feeling sadish this whole day
What a waste of a good day
But ugh
I feel like I want to cry but I dont want to not right now
Why must this be harder than it should be ugh
Im so down it's ridiculous
Bleagh. Get me out of this rut pls
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22.16pm
:(
Still dont like songs i have made peace over the days but haish
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23.45pm
Kept typing "today has been rough" but noone to send it to so dear blog, my companion for the past almost 12 years, you'll be hearing me groan and moan whats new
Today has indeed been rough, and ive been up since 9am without napping so it was a long day
Please may tomorrow be better
I put my life in your hands entirely ya allah