Wednesday, August 05, 2020

08.10am

Hmmm hmmmm hmmmmmmmmm i am awake i am awake i havent slept i am awake

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11.52am

I have not sung for myself in months
Spent the last half hour singing and it feels nice to belt and scream and realise how simultaneously better and worse i sound
Better cause lack of formal rehearsal mean i revert to my natural tendencies and tone
Worse cause... idk i kinda forgot how i sound so i cant gauge
And now my throat hurts cause girl cant be bothered with healthy singing who is she again
Had breakfast with iced milo earlier today
Doesnt feel like I havent slept it feels like I have woken up after a good night's rest
To be fair I did have a lovely night making an impromptu hmx video with the help of fairy assistant
Okie what to do todayyyyy

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23.54pm

Slept the whole day away but im being kind to myself especially since school is starting soon
I got the most AUs I have gotten in years so that is excellent news alhamdulillah
I just miss the relief of having my weds nights occupied thats all
But safety first