Been some days since im awake at this timing ive been falling asleep accidentally
Just here to express how everyone has been so nice to me today I just. I cant comprehend but I truly appreciate and needed their kindness.
All praises to Him for sending such souls in my life.
Everyone who talked to me or texted me today have all been amazing I cant even.
All I can do is pray that their kindness is returned tenfold, and do the same for them
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12.01pm
I hate hearing songs
Walked to the kitchen to hear kb94 on the radio and I hate that lyrics have to be so sad
Eww
Give me a bREAK pls
Also the weather is so gloomy-
Same.
But also I really shouldnt complain
Live in the present and in this present I have to get ready for a family gathering
Remember how tough it was during circuit breaker when we couldnt see each other and take this as a blessing
I hope there's babies there?
If not I have to find my own entertainment i just dont want to be alone with my thoughts no time for emo
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15.26pm
Did I mention I hate hearing songs
Cause I do
(I know i mentioned it already this is just a spiteful complain)
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21.49pm
Why do I feel extra lonely right now
Honestly dk who I can talk to but also why the heck am I thinking that way when I dont even usually talk to people
Literally, My loneliness is killing me.
Ok drama
Like I just wanna sleep cause I dont want to feel but I cant even fall asleep
Oh please help me get over this torture soon
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22.29pm
Ok I know I should be at peace with things and my brain knows that
Im just giving my heart space to grieve thats all
I had a really lovely and blessed day but it was not easy pretending to be completely happy
It was hard to put in effort to smile and laugh and talk
It was hard to deflect questions and desperately finding distractions