Hi I just had my 2nd meal of Wednesday
Here two days before champs to do a pre-champs reflection and hoping noone doing champs sees it
It's not easy to reconcile different feelings towards the next few days but I wholeheartedly believe a bit of mindset change in everyone would help propel us in a positive way forward
Whatever concerns and doubt they shared that they felt, have run through my mind
I wished they understood how much I relate but I just entirely got over them and refuse to acknowledge things that won't help our morale
Not saying it's easy to get over emotions but like I learnt from barbie (spy squad? not sure omg fake fan) you see it, then be it
Once we see the good, we'll work towards the good and eventually the universe has no choice but to give us the good
Also there are too many factors beyond our control, it's a waste of effort to worry so much
The judges might have a personal vendetta against one of the songs, they might be tired, they might be impressed with a team's awkward choreographies,
Idk so much so much.
Personally I find it amazing and amusing how many things have "gone wrong" (inverted commas cause that's what they refer it to- I dont see it that way lol)- falling while showcasing, dropping microphones, stepping on each other, having the full team only for 4 hours (if we're lucky), having to cover a half hour gig though we could've used the time to practice
But they did amazing taking it all in their stride
This attitude is heartwarming and reminds us all of the real reason we're part of hmx
12 hours before the gig we started learning a new song and it turned out to be so fun
The gig went well, alhamdulillah
It is fun, the audience seemed to get our energy and i've never had that much fun jamming on stage for a gig
Bismillah for later, aka the last rehearsal before champs on Saturday
Insyaallah, our pure intentions will be conveyed.
I hope my babies rest well and ehhehe im excited and very positive
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15.34pm
What i've noticed is despite the shortcomings as a group, our personal affairs has been eased in their own ways
Noone ever deserves his mercy but we get them anyway
Alhamdulillah!