I was hoping it was a bit not 2am but hehe here we are
Would probably have another short nap before leaving home but wew woke up to hmx spam
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03.52am
Having breakfast at this time is like telling myself dont go back to sleep
But also hahahah what a healthy lifestyle i stan myself muchas
K back to gossip girl
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14.18pm
Some events it's harder to believe everything happens for a reason
Coincidences are easier to account for
This should feel empowering, heartwarming and bittersweet, but i'm struggling to convert the pain into inspiration.
I was listening to our second champs song via earpiece to catch feels, and right as the song ended the team on stage started singing Take me home
I can't.
We bawled.
Wherever you are, may Allah bless your soul.
Thank you for being here in whatever way possible
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23.35pm
Extreme mixed emotions
Coincidentally I misplaced my lipstick's cap
I feel like it-
So vulnerable and loserish
But also still capable of beauty and greatness
I'll be amazing
I always am
Insyaallah He strengthens my heart
Also hujan rahmat
Wallowing in these thoughts and emotions is really not fun but I need to feel it all at once before moving on to more important things
I'll be ok!