Just rewatched I look to you and I just couldnt stop crying wew
It was so beyond heartening to (ugh jing yong's mum just said it was heart wrenching- yes exactly) see my babies having each other's back like I didn't feel alone on stage feeling vulnerable
This means a lot
Im surprised im ready to rewatch it so early
But no idea when the tears will stop lol
Also I still havent eaten what great self care I have (to be fair I dont feel hungry yet but I know I have to eat cause I am responsible)
Ok bye
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06.14am
Make this mistake every event but the exhaustion and dread is real- procrastinating every messages
Having a lot of vivid dreams but cant seem to remember much
What else is my thoughts muddled with????
Need a beach day asap
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22.24pm
Maybe that's just it
Some of us are put into the world to be caretakers
I shouldnt take offence at the lack of care
It's different that's all
None of us are worth more than the other