Monday, July 02, 2018

Why do I suddenly (18.11pm)

So I woke up feeling exactly the same even after eating meds except I thought I lost my voice for good so I didnt even talk until I was forced to speak to the taxi uncle
And my voice was full baritone hahahaa jk but it was low and cool
But as of now my throat feels a lot better!
As I was consuming panadol last night I realise that human bodies are just so amazing cause there is literally no cure (ok dont @ me im not a scientist) besides your self.
Like we can do what we can to block pain receptors but the real healing indeed happens internally
(Again, not sure if true but I just want to appreciate humans)
I have felt so dreary at work so far but it's getting better I guess- which is great considering the fact that I am unknowingly doing a full shift
Hahahaha ok bye 5 days to champs!!!

//edit//
23.06pm

Two good things, my throat feels a lot better and idk how but im happy!
Still not risking talking or singing to let it fully heal.
Also, mama made her infamous (ok everything she makes is famous) kuih suji without me even realising :')
Shows how much ive not been home the past few weeks
Work wasnt the easiest today- everyone was in a panicked/not so good mood but it ended well I guess
Always lovely to have your friends around though you dont get to interact much
Ok, meeting north pole after what feels like forever tomorrow (DONT TELL ME THE LAST TIME WE MET WAS THE KL TRIP...????)
And then rehearsals for the next 3 days, a rest day, and finally competition day
Here's to an amazing week ahead ♡