Finally settling down after 20 hours of being actively outside
Alhamdulillah for today.
We got 4th and 6th place which was meh alright but I just rewatched the videos and major ewwww
I know our standard and that was not it hahahaha
Especially me???
My solo was bullcrap pls hahaha but I wasnt even having fun on stage so that's when I know im not slaying but ehh it ok I dont do free shows right hahahah
Our last song made me tear up though I couldnt even finish the last few notes hahah drama (ok la couldve controlled but why- just let the emotions emote itselves man)
And I just felt proud after everything.
Tears of pride joy and relief.
Thank you RVN and Demonix, though we didnt do our usual, whatever man what's done is done
My favourite to watch is always the international and beatboxing categories
They all toreeee the rooof downnn
I had so much fun.
And harmonix had shared so many tears, laughs and hugs today it was crazy
When we were huddled in a circle with earl (hm unintended poetry) it felt so homey.
Which they are.
I love them so much I cant.
Im so proud and I hope to remind every single one of them of their worth and value in my eyes.
♡
I deserve to hibernate.
//edit//
20.41pm
Woke up feeling exhausted and ended up hibernating every few hours
I feel like I have so many things to do, champs (and the fact that I misplaced my laptop- havent even attempted to find it) had been a great excuse to procrastinate
I dont even want to respond to messages but I have to send a lot out lol
Work resumes tomorrow, and im hoping for sunshine at least.
