Sunday, July 15, 2018

This is insane (05.50am)

Today was wild from top to bottom haha
I had a downtime morning (and last night too who am I kidding)
I was chairing a meeting but I was also drunk
(but one time I said one microphone costs 700$ and everyone thought I was drunk cause wth so I agreed and told them to move on but turns out I was right HAHAH byeee only I can call myself drunk)
And today I was supposed to prepare slides and present something, and also buy a gift for my successor but those weren't done too.
Also I was supposed to be in school at 10am, and although I woke up before my alarm at 6am, (and then every 2 hours after) I couldnt for the life of me attempt to move or leave the bed.
And my downtime lasted till noon :')
Ended up reaching 3 hours late.
But things went well- Harmonix is crazy and I love it.
Soooo I can finally reveal that (ok it feels weird even at the thought of typing this but) i'm chairing harmonix next academic year?????
Crayyyyzyyyyy.
It's both expected and unexpected you feel me?
Like this feels like it's bound to happen but also really surreal.
Ah idk how to explain this without sounding cocky ahahaha wait since when do I care I dont
Ive always been the person who "has potential but-" which means ive never taken the main leader role (ok malay dance in primary school excluded- im always vice or head-of-something) cause I "dont-do-admin" and dont like responsibilities (must be my internal rebel hahahha sorry I always blame you)
So it's both surprising and amazing that I am given this opportunity cause all these while ive told myself I could lead a club like people think I can, but none were willing to take the risk to let me run it fully (even though for all instances I end up doing the main leaders' jobs and more) (not liking responsibilities does not mean im not good at it???)
(k la we still highkey angsty about choir hahahahahahahaha you would know, yol and dee)
Along came these crazy people daya and jemery trusting me enough to pass the baton over.
All I want is the best for the club and im blessed to have fellow members who are as passionate, and a fellow leader who is very efficient and responsible (shoutout to ernie franta who saved my day twice today; the slides and the AGM presentation)

Ok less formal things ahead
Daya gave me the WORLD'S SMALLEST HARMONICA!!!!
It's so cool to own the world's smallest something hehehehehehe and it works amazing I played mary had a little lamb earlier today
And it's a keychain so I can make noise wherever I go woohooo
Also they passed me a file of legacies which made me so emo cause this is the true letting go of oldmonix; the post-origins committee.
I have a literal burden and I dont mind it one bit.
(tb to just now when keichi and I were debating on who should keep the champs certs cause we both think we would lose them)
Informal awards and the dinner buffet went well too, I had tons of fun and I hope the rest did too :')
ALSOO finally played secret hitler after so longgg
Reminds me of how much I love that game hahaha
Ended the night with prata and a ride home in the heavy rain
I wish to rest now, buenas dias!